it's time to decide again :)

Tin was offered a job as a Event Manager a week ago.

it's another time of choosing...... after o level, after poly.


shld i give up on my dream as a pilot? as a stewardess?


or shld i take up this offer and pursue my dream @ the same time?


i'll prefer pilot over air stewardess cos i love wat those pilot out thr are doing. they have the relevant skills to transport ppl/materials frm one country to another country tt's so far away, yet so near.


i know how does a air stewardess work. it's NO different as working in a hotel lobby, or rather in a busy hotel resturant. i quit my partiming at Swissotel as a waitress becos i'm tired of the job, thou they pay well and meeting all kinds of ppl frm diff countries.

i jolly well know tt i'll quit my job as a air-stewardess when my contract of 4 yrs is completed.


another reason is, i may not be able to get up as early as 2am or 3am to go down to the airport to start work in my plane, oops, not my plane cos i dun operate tt plane nor is tt plane build by me =)


waking up @ 7am is a chore for me, imagine 3am during mid nite -.- plus, i started hating to do work under ppl's control =)


however, being a pilot is a bit diff cos we get to do the major decision base on weather and checking of the mechincal so tt the plane operate well tt do not lead to unneccessary aviation accident.


come to think of it, flying a plane may be the 2nd BIG dream of mine to be given up. i've gave up on being as a sailor as my career. probably i may need to give up flying plane as a SIA pilot.

BUT, tt doesnt means tt my dream is smash cos i'll get my PPL and my ship liscense upon graduation, as well as my driving lesson. reason why i din wanna get it now is becos i have not save up to get my SLK =) solid black with silver lining or hot pink or solid bright yellow, acceleration of 0 - 100km in 10 sec, wwwoooooooooohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok tt's my BIG dream..... but one of my biggest dream is still flying a plane. probably, or i may not know, i am able to get myself a jetplane and go to seletar airport every weekend to fly it as part of my hobby? or get a sport yatch and go for sailing around the coast of Singapore, enjoying the sea breeze and the weather?

tt's life =) live it well and under no one's control.

anw, tt's a superior life and luxury life of mine. i've just realised it tdy, haha......


being a boss was one of my dream towards financial stability. always wanted to open a cafe since sec 3, 14 yrs old (haven pass birthday), am still planning it now =) but i gotta be financial stable b4 i can do it.


besides tt, arts is my passion, be it fine arts in painting/collage/silk print, design, films or photography, i love them all. however, to survive as a artist, one have to either get a sponsorship or be super rich. i'll choose "be super rich" cos i dun like to depend on others. i dun mind partnering thou =)

as a capricorn gal, i'm independent, ambitious and decisive. not tt i'm boosting myself cos i dun believe in horoscope till i read mine and realise it really match 95%.

i dunno is it a good thing of being independent and ambitious, but all i know is, i'm a decisive person. i guess my husband may depend on me and not me depend on my husband >.<> (e person who mentally supported me in my sec sch days is Leo :)

so i guess, i'll pray more and let my lovely God to decide for me

i notice

be realistic, this world talks bout money all the time, although it seems to appear invisible all the time.

"waz good bout money?", u may ask.
"it let you have everything, if it's within the limit", i reply.

however, money may not get back ur life if one's life is in a very critical condition. other than that, when one's healthy, one can do a lot of things tt's within his control and limit, this include money earning =)

bottom line is, u earn money, be smart when investing ur money and you'll get more than wat u expect.

this's my latest point of view when surviving in the world after graduation.

cos it's not about urself, but it's about ur family and you. parents brought us up for 2o years, they do not expect anything frm us cos they're contented with us bringing them joy frm the moment we are bored. however, as a child of theirs and as a child of God, we ought to spare a thought for those who bring us up and take care of us, providing shelter, food and clothing.

i strongly believe tt no matter what, parents are the 1st person who will be thr for us, in times of good and bad. though they maybe angry with us and say things tt they dun mean it. but how many kids will really understand their parent? i guess all kids will understand them when the kids are mature, den they'll know why their parents do this and tt for them though the kids are alr like 17 or 20 years old.

family is a lovely grp of people to be with.
they'll be thr for you when u're tired frm the outside world.
they'll be thr for you when u have dreams.
they'll be thr for you when you felt heartbreak
- mummy will ask u to say waz wrong
- daddy will tell u, "u'll always be my good daughter/ good son"
they'll pray for you when u have exam or even a test
they'll prepare breakfast for you when they know u 've wake up early
they'll prepare healthy drink for you when they know the weather is not good
they'll standby all kind of medicine just in case you fall sick
they'll suggest to u all kind of plan when it comes to planning ur future

frm the above, you can conclude tt living with ur parents is a very blissful thing.

being the only child in my family, i feel tt after graduating frm poly, my future not only belong to only to me but as well as my parents. cos they're the one who bring me into this world and let me decide on how i would live my life. supporting my family?i dun see it this way but living with my family, as a adult/adult-to-be =)

come to think of it, i left 6 mths to be a teenager (thanks to my mum for giving birth to me @ the end of December).

it's friday !

if tin have the time, she'll choose to sleep at home, in her room, on her comfortable bed.

was quite good this week, thou i keep yawning in school, in lectures, in lab, on the linkway -.-

anw, am going for a chinese retro movie with my papa and mama tonite @ National Museum =), mama's going to prepare my fave dish for dinner so i'll be going ack for dinner straight after school, probably catch some sleep 1st >.<

din bring my attire for swim or tan tdy cos i'm sneezing and i think something wrong with my body immune system this week -.- saddies, i cant swim................. =( hope it'll rain ltr on so i wont be feeling "guilty" hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

woman is late for cls tdy and i was early, she was late for like 50 min since the cls started? who says want to gimme morning call ah, den in the end late? hurhur @.@

lab's ending soon, cya friends around =) byebye~

Tin's going for a marathon clubbing session :)

I WANT TO GO!

WHO'S GOING WITH ME? YOU'RE WELCOME =)

it's falls on the 3 tuesday frm 3rd june to 17th June 2008

1st session @st james
*OMG, i've never been thr, cos it's a walking distance*
- tin's lazy

2nd session @ butter factory
i love this club so much so tt i cant leave
* been thr once only & fell in love @ 1st sight*

3rd session @ zouk
* been thr for few times only cos it's too far *
- i was thr for flea market once

who's willing to go with tin, let me know in my taggy =)

tin's waiting for you

Harmonious lecture

alvernia dun wan her lappy.......... and it's mine hehhheheheeeee ~ no la, just tt we cant contact each other due to some communication problem =)

NE lecture, super interesting but bored sometimes, cher talking bout harmonious thing, linked to Singapore invasion which was like 63 years ago? -.- wooh, but tt was one of the incident tt drive me to know more bout my local history and have a sense of belonging, going back to the past to experience the life of our grandparents. one wor dto describe for the overall: INTERESTING

anw, i'm in school's lecture =) headed to the library with woman and was attracted by some books: sewing and wedding dinner's funiture decoration. love tt roses and i'm owning some in my room now (perhaps i'm preparing? heheee)

ok, story time now frm the teacher, bye bye~

2902 Gallery A thousand miles exhibition

tin was invited for a photo opening ceremony @ old school's 2902 gallery on thursday, 22/5/2008, 7pm

whenever i hear bout this gallery, my 1st tot is the long long flight of stairs cos tt's the ONLY ONE WAY to ur destination if you WANT TO WALK. if not cabbing may cost you $3 for non-peak hrs and $7 for peak hours =)

it is a very impressive gallery beside the arts house and MICA gallery cos it is spacious, total of 3 photography spaces and a office which looks like a living room =) you shld go down to see and you'll know wat i'm talking bout =) do visit this webby when you're online (:

http://www.2902gallery.com

this is the 1st display tt caught my attention
the result, framing, lightling design



me & mizah =)

hmm, do i look mature?
i wanna "chop"my fringe soon =)

My friend is sick

eugene, wish u a speed recovery =)

alvernia finally come to my cafe tdy >.<>

also bringing along 2 friends of hers, joseph and eugene cos joseph neeeded my help for Flash (frm NP) while eugene was talking to me on the phone finding for direction and mislead me tt he was the one who needs my help.

thr wasnt a customer in the morning and was super busy in the afternoon (1 hr after i arrived) cheesy & spicy chicken was my recommendation for my customers cos i loveeeeeeeee these 2 sandwich filling a lot, they're hotdogs =) & my favourite is HOTDOG yummy~~~~~~~ (i miss chesse hotdog tt is available in NYP South Canteen)

food was prepared by me =) while drinks by ano lady, cos drink is easy to prepare while quality counts when it comes to preparing food. i'm still new so i need to practise more =)

not forgetting to learn various coffee procedure especially Ice Hazalnut and Ice Mocha, the preparation of these 2 drinks is very complicated so i'm still learning.

good thing bout partiming in a cafe is i get to try all the food and drink as well as preparing myself when i have a opportunity to open my own little Fine Art Photography Cafe =)

so after my work, alvernia and eug say they're sick and wanted to get MC for tmr so tt they dun need to go for thier test..... headed to RH and they sat on the wheelchair, i was laughing all the way cos i cant be helped !!! in the end when the nurse say "pay cash" alvernia nearly stood up but she never and she never see e doctor while eug was a fake patient.

till when we reach mosi, his temperature rises = F-E-V-E-R.....................

we asked for ice water and panadol for him and laid ice cold tissue paper on his fore-head and neck. amazing thing is tt he became a bit lively while we're waiting for the train to go home cos he needed a drip. i was asked to go with them but they're staying under one roof (temp) i went home instead and search for the code tt joeseph needed =)

btw, i saw a accident @ the junction in-front-of RH, a taxi & a motor. not really so serious tt the motor or the car get distorted, just tt the glass of the headlight is totally smashed.

it was my 1st time getting so close to the accident cos normally i saw the accident seperated with a glass planel. my 2nd passion & principle reminds me of something tt i have been doing for the past 5 years.......

anw, was really tired when i reach home and mind was totally blank. all i was thinking is to SLEEP -.- but as usual, i on my comp and check my mail and i needed to prepare my notes for tmr'a presentation and view wat my partner had done =) as well as searching for the notes for joseph, i found the @ last, easily =)

Tin wans to slp now, goodnite =)

who took this photo for tin & amanda?

who took this photo for me & amanda?
i cant rmb who he is but he's defintely a GUY
frm NYP Photography Club

if you're the one or you know who he is
do leave ur answer in my taggy on e right

tin wants to know

TIN WAS KISSED

TIN WAS KISS BY SEAN THIS EVENING

A SWEET & INNOCENT KISS

wat if ?

wat if i was not tt kind of person?

wat if i forgive him early, as his friend?

wat if i give up bout being his lover earlier?

wat if i tell him i realised our problem a few more mths earlier?

wat if i dun say yes when he asked me to be his "lover"?

...................................................................................................................

tin's recapping only =)

JAM & HOP 2008

as usual, i would attend as much event as possible tt's organised by NYP.

not forgetting my fav school clubbing, Jam & Hop, tt i've been going since i was a freshies =)

however, the feeling of being a 3rd yr student who went for this party is a little different due to lotsa things tt happen thruout these 2 years, good and bad memories, they're still memories


the most happening was the pre party at the entrance cos TIN GOT KISSED

uncle sean din have the ticket but he have his student card, the bouncers asked if we are couple, NO WE ARE NOT COUPLE =) but cant get away frm getting kissed ...... cos it was either he dance with me or he kiss me, so b4 i get to chose or know, uncle sean k-i-s-s-e-d on my left cheek.......... OMG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ & i was eeeeeeeeeeee-ing all the way!!!!!!!! but tt was a kiss tt no body give beside my parents, no even my 5 ex-es

ok tt kiss was like kids kissing, is was a very innocent kiss

no, not this

neither this relaxed

but this >.<

as if being force to (both of us are forced to, by the bouncer)
hahahaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~

wat i like bout this year is the bag area, it is more secure as thr're ppl looking after while there isnt any one looking after our bags for the past 2 years.

wat i dun like is the lightling cos i dislike e white flashes tt flash around the hall like it's faulty -.-

the music is nice and i love the band, it seems like we're in timbre as well as the post performance party.

uncle sean keep saying bout the red underwear and we saw someone wearing red undies -.- & took a pic of it -.- shhhhhhhh, we'll not say who's the owner of the red undies =)

tin love it overall =)

oh ya, i went for the party with uncle sean and mizah, sorry ah augustine, u "siam" too fast in front of me, so i din call you, next year take pic tgt yeah ?

be patient while pictures are still in transfer =)

I SAW MY 3RD EX

I SAW MY 3RD EX, AGAIN

why must i see him during school's event? or rather, why must him be thr to "attract" my attention? 1st was club crawl, now is jam & hop -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

probably ppl who have experience in relationship would say,

"cos it's a chance for the both of you to meet up after seperation"

"cos you guys STILL have the chance of getting tgt"

"cos it's fate tt bring you guys back tgt, as friends (or couple) , again"

i, tin, who have experience in relationship, would say,

"it's just a matter of time, location and the direction of the head and eyes"

"it's time for us to be friends and talk as friends"

readers, i'm glad to share this:

I FINALLY GOT UP TO HIM & SAY HI

as usual, he tot too highly of himself and din bother to talk to me. at least, i do wat i wan to do, just to "hi". i dun expect him to reply me cos i CAN assume waz his attitude towards me since the seperation. since he wans ONE MORE ENEMY, LET HIM BE, HE'LL STILL BE MY FRIEND COS ONE MORE FRIEND IS BETTER THAN ONE MORE ENEMY, NO MATTER WAT ATTITUDE OR BAD BEHAVIOUR MY FRIENDS HAVE, I CAN ACCEPT THEM ALL, BUT NONO TO MY BF =)

i felt so relief after doing wat i always wanted to do, saying hello.

freak not guys, i strongly believe tt after a couple had seperated, they still can be friends and also, saying hello is a form of politeness towards friends when u see them eye to eye or frm far when u can reach them =)

bottom line is, dun be afraid to approach and say "HELLO" =) cos u have nth to lose and if the person dun reply on purpose, you'll know wat type of person he/she is, @ least you're not like him/her =D

enjoy the weekends people =D

Tin's going party in NYP

once again, it's Jam & Hop .....

ok i'm getting late for the party, update soon =) with lovely pictures =D

LOVELY Tin had a wonderful day

as usual, woke up late -.- some happening things happen which makes me feel so tired tt i dun wan to talk to anyone. apologise to amanda, however, do not let this affect our presentation next monday, i'll prepare myself so tt nth goes wrong next monday =) dun forget our grp name "SA. ALLIANCE"

went to town to relax myself, headed to Bugis Village (BV) for a manicure and eyebrow shaping.

i was SHOCKED tt my brows became to tiny and small den wat i usually did -.- but the service was awesome, she even enhance my brows by drawing it, no other beauty salon offer this service. got my nails painted white, SOLID WHITE, for tmr's monochrome Jam & Hop party in NYP. i was so impressed the way she shape my nails, polish and clean them. thou it was only $10.90, so much inexpensive than those pro beauty salon in those shopping centre but none of those shopping center (so far tt those gals did provide the service) is as attentive as this beauty salon in BV. Tin will go back again for their attentive and impressive service =)

I LOVE MY WHITE NAILS

headed to old school w/ mizah for the opening ceremony. tiring CLIMBING UP THE FLIGHT OF STAIRS WITH MY WHITE HEELS -.-

the photo exhibition was awesome and the photographer is "interesting" read her profile and it inspire me to go for a degree in NY. however, i may wanna tak ethe degree in Lasalle which my uncle sean advice me not to go back to my old route. i agreed with wat he says cos i can feel tt it'll be "lonely" and "difficult" plus "competitive". cos in art industry, IF YOU'RE NOT THE BEST, THE WORLD WILL NOT REALLY RECOGNISE YOU, AS A ARTIST. so b4 i consider going back to Lasalle, i shall find out and search for my strength in order to survive in the competitive world of degree........

interesting words tt i found when i was deleting my Lst209 hotmail acct.

CLICK FOR CLEARER READING

i nearly laugh too loud till the whole building could hear me!

i cant believe tt i could type tt email to him -.- ya la, when gals are in love, or rather in a relationship, they'll do things without knowing it -..-

* it's my 3rd ex, the one who do not worth my love @ the end of the day, the one who wasted my lovely 8 mths, the one who lied profusely to me and yet i chose to believe him, the one who loved me so much and hurt me so much ( but lucky i'm smart to call it off at the mid of our 8th mth & buck up in my life), the one who let me realised tt i cant get tgt or marry to s guy who's scrop, the one who let me depend on him totally and i fell terribly when he's not thr (but i manage to depend on myself cos i'm a capri), the one who think tt his fake sibling is more important the love one (so let it be, i chose to back out and live my wonderful life without him, cos he dun worth being in my life anymore)*

so gals, no matter wat kind of situation u are in, when u feel tt something is not rite and feel tt he's been lying all the while but u chose to believe in him, rmb to let it go, or if you have the courage say "WE SHALL REMAIN AS FRIENDS, I'LL BRING YOU MORE JOY". you dun worth to stay in a relationship tt SUCKS ! KEEP THIS IN MIND. you may find it difficult @ 1st but do regard it as a learning process in ur teenage/young adult life.

for the guys, pls cherish the gal who's in a relationship with you, if not, jolly well BREAK UP with her, CARINGLY, and be FRIENDS with them,NOT ENEMY and let her know tt you DO NOT WORTH her love, their tears and their time.

SO MY LOVELY 3RD EX, IF U HAPPEN TO READ THIS, DUN BE ANGER BY IT BUT DO RMB TO REFLECT ON URSELF SO TT YOU'LL NOT LET THE NEXT GAL BE LIKE ME COS NOT EVERY GAL IS TOUGH AND INDEPENDENT. FREAK NOT, I'LL STILL BE UR FRIEND & I CAN JOLLY WELL SAY TT MY 1ST EX IS BETTER THAN YOU AS A FRIEND IF YOU CHOOSE TO BE PROUD IN FRONT OF ME WHEN YOU ARE NOT =)

WTH ~

it's just something funny tt i wan to share, nth esle. & if you would ask me if i will patch back, i'll say tt you're crazy cos thr's a guy beside you who's much more better than him =) hahahahahhahaaaaa.......

anw, this salty coffee story was forwarded by lotsa ppl a long time ago, probably at leat 2 years? so, i'm not the only one who forwarded to my love one in 2006 but lotsa ppl ARE forwarding to their love one in 2006 as well. Conclusion is "I'M NOT ALONE"

Busy Tin Needs YOU

wat a day .........

1) wake up late & missed my discussion
2) grpmate delay in telling me bout the discussion
3) router lab not working
4) did most of the report for monday during the lab
5) very hungry
6) ate in lecture, sat at the last row in blk S
7) din really pay attention to elizabeth
8) walked to AMK hub instead of taking train
9) ate mushroom and muffin with uncle sean
10) drank almond bubble tea
11) see uncle sean to his bustop
12) walked back to AMK train station
13) went home

feeling so empty inside. i feel like going to chom chom and upper thomson...............
i wan to go to somewhere i feel i'm still "alive".....................
i'm tired.......................

i have lotsa things to do and they're all planned, but lack of ppl to accompany.................

ppl, pls go with me if yo have the time =)

i) 22/5/2008, 7pm: 2902 gallery exhibition opening ceremony
ii) 23/5/2008, 6.30pm: Jam & Hop 2008 (NYP ppl only)
iii) trip to National Library follow by shopping trip @ Bugis Village
iv) trip to all Arts centre and exhibition for May

ok i mean ppl who have the interests =) cos if no one's going i'l still be going just tt i'll just be alone.

anw, assignments are sticking so close to me till they're like sticky cakes. asking me to mould them and me a good complete figure out of wat they are now. i'll be busy with assignment, project, common test revision and work plus, my own portfolio......

busy tin still laugh as usual but i really need a massage and grooming soon =)

Once Upon A Time - Mem:1106

Jam & Hop 2006

Bandzout 2006

* the head was my 3rd ex, it's funny so i posted it *

Memories of Tin

Once Upon A Time - Mem:106

TEAM KAYAKING 2006

Memories of Tin

我的最爱

tin's eager to share this MV :)

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/akaCtSSiwdY/

as usual, visit webbies in school while waiting for the next activity, been a long time since i listen to his song :) cos i have all his songs tt are in the webby, so i din search for him till lately.

came across a new title " 我的最爱 ". by reading the words, i've alr know this song is sang by him and stephy, the aftermath of "十分爱".

i grew up with his songs since i was 17 till i got my 1st bf and ended up having 5 ex-es. his songs accompany me thru my tertiary education. when it's time to be mature and be understanding, things come to our mind as memories, only.

the most touching songs of his are 我的最爱 & 十分爱

i always believe everything enable us to learn something, be it good or bad. this time, it's something we learn when we are in and out of a relationship with our love one.

However, i did not be tgt with the person i REALLY love, cos i dunno if both of us will be able to last forever, last long is another thing. i doesn't want both of us to get hurt.

anw, both of us still got hurt, thou i like the person, not loving the person. in any circumstances, we must try to take it easy and let it go when it's time, so tt the next time when both of us meet, we're able to chat like we used to be b4 we're a couple and go for a afternoon tea tgt =)

comparing my 1st ex and my 3rd ex, i can conclude tt my 1st ex is better than my 3rd cos how we know tt e guy is good is depend on his attitude towards his ex when they meet again after their seperation. my 1st is like bestie while the 3rd is like a stranger now. the 3rd ex did wat a bf shld do and did wat a bf shld not do. the 1st ex did not do wat a bf shld do but do wat a friend shld do.

anw, i'm just thinking for the sack of thinking and sharing it to you cos i want to share something :)

so people, it's normal to be upset for a while but after tt, life goes on and you'll know tt you deserve a better life with him/her as ur friend :)

watch this MV & tot of him, somehow, i feel tt songs belongs to a person and their moment journey, & this belong, maybe, to my 1st ex, cos i strongly believe tt my 3rd ex dun deserve it (we broke up tragically till we cant be friends :( )

ok i'm kinda caught up with it and shall change my the song in my playlist cos i've been listening to 我的最爱 in replay mode since ytd :) & it lets me think of so many things, tt i shldnt be thinking -.- (alex fong ah, ur song polluted my brain cells, jking, hahahahhahahahaaaaa) nice song thou :)

tin was recapping :)

PHOTOGRAPHER NEEDED

i guess God have answered my prayer cos i always wanted a personal photographer (thou i think my pic are good enough but i guess i still need some improvements :)

for fashion, events, outings, more to abstract and fine arts photography.

join NYPPC this sem and met some really outstanding photographers, not only the year 2 do a good job as well as the year 1 :) ok i'm year 3, old woman le -.-

anw, i'm getting some photographers to collab with me. thr'll be a theme and i'll see how things goes :) if everything goes smoothly, i maybe organising for a exhibition, this will be a outside school event and with public exhibitions in partner.

not forgetting tt i have 3 projects to choose frm for ICT Project in school. it's a project based assignment. My 3 ideas come frm my dream and my passion:

Setting up a Fine Art Photography Cafe

Setting up a Online Shop

Organising a Photo Exhibition

so i guess, i'm preparing my future thru these project? i have lotsa things to be done but without a good planning, things will be in a mess....... it's a long term planning and setting up a cafe was my dream since i was sec 3, 2002. been 6 years. passions are fine arts design, photography. Intrests in IT & technical stuff (tt's why i gave up my studies in Lasalle and went to NYP opting for CNET :)

may be going back to lasalle for my degree cos i believe tt's the area where i grow up, into who i am beside being in UG (uniform grp)

i'll see how things goes while i'll be contine to do wat i love :)

tin was planning and thinking

=)

i'm tired, super tired, i'm sleepy as well -.- din go for briefing .............. cos the door was locked =(

headed to Haji lane for a drink while waiting for my session with maki's enqi, more info for my ICT project.

mentally tired but heading to my fav place always cure the tiredness and all bad emtions in me =) it's somehow connected b4 i know, the place, the people and my life.

thanks to hajar for introduce such a lovely place to me b4 the magazines do =) thanks gal =D dream are waiting for me to fulfil, i've know what's important for me in future but somehow, i like another. anw, i've got them numbered so they'll always be with me no matter how difficult are they to be achieved cos i believe tt when hard work are put in & well prepared, i can seize the opportunity easily :)

however, it's most important to live life as relax as possible (ARAP), knowing it's not possible at times so we shall start with being mentally happy :D

thanks to uncle sean for the transfer of photos =)

this photo is specially for you and for the readers

my fav photo among the rest, it says a lot bout wat i feel: my past, my emotion, my memorieS.
read more bout my story @ TIN Sneeze int he morning -.-