it's time to decide again :)

Tin was offered a job as a Event Manager a week ago.

it's another time of choosing...... after o level, after poly.


shld i give up on my dream as a pilot? as a stewardess?


or shld i take up this offer and pursue my dream @ the same time?


i'll prefer pilot over air stewardess cos i love wat those pilot out thr are doing. they have the relevant skills to transport ppl/materials frm one country to another country tt's so far away, yet so near.


i know how does a air stewardess work. it's NO different as working in a hotel lobby, or rather in a busy hotel resturant. i quit my partiming at Swissotel as a waitress becos i'm tired of the job, thou they pay well and meeting all kinds of ppl frm diff countries.

i jolly well know tt i'll quit my job as a air-stewardess when my contract of 4 yrs is completed.


another reason is, i may not be able to get up as early as 2am or 3am to go down to the airport to start work in my plane, oops, not my plane cos i dun operate tt plane nor is tt plane build by me =)


waking up @ 7am is a chore for me, imagine 3am during mid nite -.- plus, i started hating to do work under ppl's control =)


however, being a pilot is a bit diff cos we get to do the major decision base on weather and checking of the mechincal so tt the plane operate well tt do not lead to unneccessary aviation accident.


come to think of it, flying a plane may be the 2nd BIG dream of mine to be given up. i've gave up on being as a sailor as my career. probably i may need to give up flying plane as a SIA pilot.

BUT, tt doesnt means tt my dream is smash cos i'll get my PPL and my ship liscense upon graduation, as well as my driving lesson. reason why i din wanna get it now is becos i have not save up to get my SLK =) solid black with silver lining or hot pink or solid bright yellow, acceleration of 0 - 100km in 10 sec, wwwoooooooooohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok tt's my BIG dream..... but one of my biggest dream is still flying a plane. probably, or i may not know, i am able to get myself a jetplane and go to seletar airport every weekend to fly it as part of my hobby? or get a sport yatch and go for sailing around the coast of Singapore, enjoying the sea breeze and the weather?

tt's life =) live it well and under no one's control.

anw, tt's a superior life and luxury life of mine. i've just realised it tdy, haha......


being a boss was one of my dream towards financial stability. always wanted to open a cafe since sec 3, 14 yrs old (haven pass birthday), am still planning it now =) but i gotta be financial stable b4 i can do it.


besides tt, arts is my passion, be it fine arts in painting/collage/silk print, design, films or photography, i love them all. however, to survive as a artist, one have to either get a sponsorship or be super rich. i'll choose "be super rich" cos i dun like to depend on others. i dun mind partnering thou =)

as a capricorn gal, i'm independent, ambitious and decisive. not tt i'm boosting myself cos i dun believe in horoscope till i read mine and realise it really match 95%.

i dunno is it a good thing of being independent and ambitious, but all i know is, i'm a decisive person. i guess my husband may depend on me and not me depend on my husband >.<> (e person who mentally supported me in my sec sch days is Leo :)

so i guess, i'll pray more and let my lovely God to decide for me

i notice

be realistic, this world talks bout money all the time, although it seems to appear invisible all the time.

"waz good bout money?", u may ask.
"it let you have everything, if it's within the limit", i reply.

however, money may not get back ur life if one's life is in a very critical condition. other than that, when one's healthy, one can do a lot of things tt's within his control and limit, this include money earning =)

bottom line is, u earn money, be smart when investing ur money and you'll get more than wat u expect.

this's my latest point of view when surviving in the world after graduation.

cos it's not about urself, but it's about ur family and you. parents brought us up for 2o years, they do not expect anything frm us cos they're contented with us bringing them joy frm the moment we are bored. however, as a child of theirs and as a child of God, we ought to spare a thought for those who bring us up and take care of us, providing shelter, food and clothing.

i strongly believe tt no matter what, parents are the 1st person who will be thr for us, in times of good and bad. though they maybe angry with us and say things tt they dun mean it. but how many kids will really understand their parent? i guess all kids will understand them when the kids are mature, den they'll know why their parents do this and tt for them though the kids are alr like 17 or 20 years old.

family is a lovely grp of people to be with.
they'll be thr for you when u're tired frm the outside world.
they'll be thr for you when u have dreams.
they'll be thr for you when you felt heartbreak
- mummy will ask u to say waz wrong
- daddy will tell u, "u'll always be my good daughter/ good son"
they'll pray for you when u have exam or even a test
they'll prepare breakfast for you when they know u 've wake up early
they'll prepare healthy drink for you when they know the weather is not good
they'll standby all kind of medicine just in case you fall sick
they'll suggest to u all kind of plan when it comes to planning ur future

frm the above, you can conclude tt living with ur parents is a very blissful thing.

being the only child in my family, i feel tt after graduating frm poly, my future not only belong to only to me but as well as my parents. cos they're the one who bring me into this world and let me decide on how i would live my life. supporting my family?i dun see it this way but living with my family, as a adult/adult-to-be =)

come to think of it, i left 6 mths to be a teenager (thanks to my mum for giving birth to me @ the end of December).

it's friday !

if tin have the time, she'll choose to sleep at home, in her room, on her comfortable bed.

was quite good this week, thou i keep yawning in school, in lectures, in lab, on the linkway -.-

anw, am going for a chinese retro movie with my papa and mama tonite @ National Museum =), mama's going to prepare my fave dish for dinner so i'll be going ack for dinner straight after school, probably catch some sleep 1st >.<

din bring my attire for swim or tan tdy cos i'm sneezing and i think something wrong with my body immune system this week -.- saddies, i cant swim................. =( hope it'll rain ltr on so i wont be feeling "guilty" hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

woman is late for cls tdy and i was early, she was late for like 50 min since the cls started? who says want to gimme morning call ah, den in the end late? hurhur @.@

lab's ending soon, cya friends around =) byebye~

Tin's going for a marathon clubbing session :)

I WANT TO GO!

WHO'S GOING WITH ME? YOU'RE WELCOME =)

it's falls on the 3 tuesday frm 3rd june to 17th June 2008

1st session @st james
*OMG, i've never been thr, cos it's a walking distance*
- tin's lazy

2nd session @ butter factory
i love this club so much so tt i cant leave
* been thr once only & fell in love @ 1st sight*

3rd session @ zouk
* been thr for few times only cos it's too far *
- i was thr for flea market once

who's willing to go with tin, let me know in my taggy =)

tin's waiting for you

Harmonious lecture

alvernia dun wan her lappy.......... and it's mine hehhheheheeeee ~ no la, just tt we cant contact each other due to some communication problem =)

NE lecture, super interesting but bored sometimes, cher talking bout harmonious thing, linked to Singapore invasion which was like 63 years ago? -.- wooh, but tt was one of the incident tt drive me to know more bout my local history and have a sense of belonging, going back to the past to experience the life of our grandparents. one wor dto describe for the overall: INTERESTING

anw, i'm in school's lecture =) headed to the library with woman and was attracted by some books: sewing and wedding dinner's funiture decoration. love tt roses and i'm owning some in my room now (perhaps i'm preparing? heheee)

ok, story time now frm the teacher, bye bye~

2902 Gallery A thousand miles exhibition

tin was invited for a photo opening ceremony @ old school's 2902 gallery on thursday, 22/5/2008, 7pm

whenever i hear bout this gallery, my 1st tot is the long long flight of stairs cos tt's the ONLY ONE WAY to ur destination if you WANT TO WALK. if not cabbing may cost you $3 for non-peak hrs and $7 for peak hours =)

it is a very impressive gallery beside the arts house and MICA gallery cos it is spacious, total of 3 photography spaces and a office which looks like a living room =) you shld go down to see and you'll know wat i'm talking bout =) do visit this webby when you're online (:

http://www.2902gallery.com

this is the 1st display tt caught my attention
the result, framing, lightling design



me & mizah =)

hmm, do i look mature?
i wanna "chop"my fringe soon =)

My friend is sick

eugene, wish u a speed recovery =)

alvernia finally come to my cafe tdy >.<>

also bringing along 2 friends of hers, joseph and eugene cos joseph neeeded my help for Flash (frm NP) while eugene was talking to me on the phone finding for direction and mislead me tt he was the one who needs my help.

thr wasnt a customer in the morning and was super busy in the afternoon (1 hr after i arrived) cheesy & spicy chicken was my recommendation for my customers cos i loveeeeeeeee these 2 sandwich filling a lot, they're hotdogs =) & my favourite is HOTDOG yummy~~~~~~~ (i miss chesse hotdog tt is available in NYP South Canteen)

food was prepared by me =) while drinks by ano lady, cos drink is easy to prepare while quality counts when it comes to preparing food. i'm still new so i need to practise more =)

not forgetting to learn various coffee procedure especially Ice Hazalnut and Ice Mocha, the preparation of these 2 drinks is very complicated so i'm still learning.

good thing bout partiming in a cafe is i get to try all the food and drink as well as preparing myself when i have a opportunity to open my own little Fine Art Photography Cafe =)

so after my work, alvernia and eug say they're sick and wanted to get MC for tmr so tt they dun need to go for thier test..... headed to RH and they sat on the wheelchair, i was laughing all the way cos i cant be helped !!! in the end when the nurse say "pay cash" alvernia nearly stood up but she never and she never see e doctor while eug was a fake patient.

till when we reach mosi, his temperature rises = F-E-V-E-R.....................

we asked for ice water and panadol for him and laid ice cold tissue paper on his fore-head and neck. amazing thing is tt he became a bit lively while we're waiting for the train to go home cos he needed a drip. i was asked to go with them but they're staying under one roof (temp) i went home instead and search for the code tt joeseph needed =)

btw, i saw a accident @ the junction in-front-of RH, a taxi & a motor. not really so serious tt the motor or the car get distorted, just tt the glass of the headlight is totally smashed.

it was my 1st time getting so close to the accident cos normally i saw the accident seperated with a glass planel. my 2nd passion & principle reminds me of something tt i have been doing for the past 5 years.......

anw, was really tired when i reach home and mind was totally blank. all i was thinking is to SLEEP -.- but as usual, i on my comp and check my mail and i needed to prepare my notes for tmr'a presentation and view wat my partner had done =) as well as searching for the notes for joseph, i found the @ last, easily =)

Tin wans to slp now, goodnite =)

who took this photo for tin & amanda?

who took this photo for me & amanda?
i cant rmb who he is but he's defintely a GUY
frm NYP Photography Club

if you're the one or you know who he is
do leave ur answer in my taggy on e right

tin wants to know

TIN WAS KISSED

TIN WAS KISS BY SEAN THIS EVENING

A SWEET & INNOCENT KISS

wat if ?

wat if i was not tt kind of person?

wat if i forgive him early, as his friend?

wat if i give up bout being his lover earlier?

wat if i tell him i realised our problem a few more mths earlier?

wat if i dun say yes when he asked me to be his "lover"?

...................................................................................................................

tin's recapping only =)

JAM & HOP 2008

as usual, i would attend as much event as possible tt's organised by NYP.

not forgetting my fav school clubbing, Jam & Hop, tt i've been going since i was a freshies =)

however, the feeling of being a 3rd yr student who went for this party is a little different due to lotsa things tt happen thruout these 2 years, good and bad memories, they're still memories


the most happening was the pre party at the entrance cos TIN GOT KISSED

uncle sean din have the ticket but he have his student card, the bouncers asked if we are couple, NO WE ARE NOT COUPLE =) but cant get away frm getting kissed ...... cos it was either he dance with me or he kiss me, so b4 i get to chose or know, uncle sean k-i-s-s-e-d on my left cheek.......... OMG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ & i was eeeeeeeeeeee-ing all the way!!!!!!!! but tt was a kiss tt no body give beside my parents, no even my 5 ex-es

ok tt kiss was like kids kissing, is was a very innocent kiss

no, not this

neither this relaxed

but this >.<

as if being force to (both of us are forced to, by the bouncer)
hahahaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~

wat i like bout this year is the bag area, it is more secure as thr're ppl looking after while there isnt any one looking after our bags for the past 2 years.

wat i dun like is the lightling cos i dislike e white flashes tt flash around the hall like it's faulty -.-

the music is nice and i love the band, it seems like we're in timbre as well as the post performance party.

uncle sean keep saying bout the red underwear and we saw someone wearing red undies -.- & took a pic of it -.- shhhhhhhh, we'll not say who's the owner of the red undies =)

tin love it overall =)

oh ya, i went for the party with uncle sean and mizah, sorry ah augustine, u "siam" too fast in front of me, so i din call you, next year take pic tgt yeah ?

be patient while pictures are still in transfer =)

I SAW MY 3RD EX

I SAW MY 3RD EX, AGAIN

why must i see him during school's event? or rather, why must him be thr to "attract" my attention? 1st was club crawl, now is jam & hop -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

probably ppl who have experience in relationship would say,

"cos it's a chance for the both of you to meet up after seperation"

"cos you guys STILL have the chance of getting tgt"

"cos it's fate tt bring you guys back tgt, as friends (or couple) , again"

i, tin, who have experience in relationship, would say,

"it's just a matter of time, location and the direction of the head and eyes"

"it's time for us to be friends and talk as friends"

readers, i'm glad to share this:

I FINALLY GOT UP TO HIM & SAY HI

as usual, he tot too highly of himself and din bother to talk to me. at least, i do wat i wan to do, just to "hi". i dun expect him to reply me cos i CAN assume waz his attitude towards me since the seperation. since he wans ONE MORE ENEMY, LET HIM BE, HE'LL STILL BE MY FRIEND COS ONE MORE FRIEND IS BETTER THAN ONE MORE ENEMY, NO MATTER WAT ATTITUDE OR BAD BEHAVIOUR MY FRIENDS HAVE, I CAN ACCEPT THEM ALL, BUT NONO TO MY BF =)

i felt so relief after doing wat i always wanted to do, saying hello.

freak not guys, i strongly believe tt after a couple had seperated, they still can be friends and also, saying hello is a form of politeness towards friends when u see them eye to eye or frm far when u can reach them =)

bottom line is, dun be afraid to approach and say "HELLO" =) cos u have nth to lose and if the person dun reply on purpose, you'll know wat type of person he/she is, @ least you're not like him/her =D

enjoy the weekends people =D

Tin's going party in NYP

once again, it's Jam & Hop .....

ok i'm getting late for the party, update soon =) with lovely pictures =D

LOVELY Tin had a wonderful day

as usual, woke up late -.- some happening things happen which makes me feel so tired tt i dun wan to talk to anyone. apologise to amanda, however, do not let this affect our presentation next monday, i'll prepare myself so tt nth goes wrong next monday =) dun forget our grp name "SA. ALLIANCE"

went to town to relax myself, headed to Bugis Village (BV) for a manicure and eyebrow shaping.

i was SHOCKED tt my brows became to tiny and small den wat i usually did -.- but the service was awesome, she even enhance my brows by drawing it, no other beauty salon offer this service. got my nails painted white, SOLID WHITE, for tmr's monochrome Jam & Hop party in NYP. i was so impressed the way she shape my nails, polish and clean them. thou it was only $10.90, so much inexpensive than those pro beauty salon in those shopping centre but none of those shopping center (so far tt those gals did provide the service) is as attentive as this beauty salon in BV. Tin will go back again for their attentive and impressive service =)

I LOVE MY WHITE NAILS

headed to old school w/ mizah for the opening ceremony. tiring CLIMBING UP THE FLIGHT OF STAIRS WITH MY WHITE HEELS -.-

the photo exhibition was awesome and the photographer is "interesting" read her profile and it inspire me to go for a degree in NY. however, i may wanna tak ethe degree in Lasalle which my uncle sean advice me not to go back to my old route. i agreed with wat he says cos i can feel tt it'll be "lonely" and "difficult" plus "competitive". cos in art industry, IF YOU'RE NOT THE BEST, THE WORLD WILL NOT REALLY RECOGNISE YOU, AS A ARTIST. so b4 i consider going back to Lasalle, i shall find out and search for my strength in order to survive in the competitive world of degree........

interesting words tt i found when i was deleting my Lst209 hotmail acct.

CLICK FOR CLEARER READING

i nearly laugh too loud till the whole building could hear me!

i cant believe tt i could type tt email to him -.- ya la, when gals are in love, or rather in a relationship, they'll do things without knowing it -..-

* it's my 3rd ex, the one who do not worth my love @ the end of the day, the one who wasted my lovely 8 mths, the one who lied profusely to me and yet i chose to believe him, the one who loved me so much and hurt me so much ( but lucky i'm smart to call it off at the mid of our 8th mth & buck up in my life), the one who let me realised tt i cant get tgt or marry to s guy who's scrop, the one who let me depend on him totally and i fell terribly when he's not thr (but i manage to depend on myself cos i'm a capri), the one who think tt his fake sibling is more important the love one (so let it be, i chose to back out and live my wonderful life without him, cos he dun worth being in my life anymore)*

so gals, no matter wat kind of situation u are in, when u feel tt something is not rite and feel tt he's been lying all the while but u chose to believe in him, rmb to let it go, or if you have the courage say "WE SHALL REMAIN AS FRIENDS, I'LL BRING YOU MORE JOY". you dun worth to stay in a relationship tt SUCKS ! KEEP THIS IN MIND. you may find it difficult @ 1st but do regard it as a learning process in ur teenage/young adult life.

for the guys, pls cherish the gal who's in a relationship with you, if not, jolly well BREAK UP with her, CARINGLY, and be FRIENDS with them,NOT ENEMY and let her know tt you DO NOT WORTH her love, their tears and their time.

SO MY LOVELY 3RD EX, IF U HAPPEN TO READ THIS, DUN BE ANGER BY IT BUT DO RMB TO REFLECT ON URSELF SO TT YOU'LL NOT LET THE NEXT GAL BE LIKE ME COS NOT EVERY GAL IS TOUGH AND INDEPENDENT. FREAK NOT, I'LL STILL BE UR FRIEND & I CAN JOLLY WELL SAY TT MY 1ST EX IS BETTER THAN YOU AS A FRIEND IF YOU CHOOSE TO BE PROUD IN FRONT OF ME WHEN YOU ARE NOT =)

WTH ~

it's just something funny tt i wan to share, nth esle. & if you would ask me if i will patch back, i'll say tt you're crazy cos thr's a guy beside you who's much more better than him =) hahahahahhahaaaaa.......

anw, this salty coffee story was forwarded by lotsa ppl a long time ago, probably at leat 2 years? so, i'm not the only one who forwarded to my love one in 2006 but lotsa ppl ARE forwarding to their love one in 2006 as well. Conclusion is "I'M NOT ALONE"

Busy Tin Needs YOU

wat a day .........

1) wake up late & missed my discussion
2) grpmate delay in telling me bout the discussion
3) router lab not working
4) did most of the report for monday during the lab
5) very hungry
6) ate in lecture, sat at the last row in blk S
7) din really pay attention to elizabeth
8) walked to AMK hub instead of taking train
9) ate mushroom and muffin with uncle sean
10) drank almond bubble tea
11) see uncle sean to his bustop
12) walked back to AMK train station
13) went home

feeling so empty inside. i feel like going to chom chom and upper thomson...............
i wan to go to somewhere i feel i'm still "alive".....................
i'm tired.......................

i have lotsa things to do and they're all planned, but lack of ppl to accompany.................

ppl, pls go with me if yo have the time =)

i) 22/5/2008, 7pm: 2902 gallery exhibition opening ceremony
ii) 23/5/2008, 6.30pm: Jam & Hop 2008 (NYP ppl only)
iii) trip to National Library follow by shopping trip @ Bugis Village
iv) trip to all Arts centre and exhibition for May

ok i mean ppl who have the interests =) cos if no one's going i'l still be going just tt i'll just be alone.

anw, assignments are sticking so close to me till they're like sticky cakes. asking me to mould them and me a good complete figure out of wat they are now. i'll be busy with assignment, project, common test revision and work plus, my own portfolio......

busy tin still laugh as usual but i really need a massage and grooming soon =)

Once Upon A Time - Mem:1106

Jam & Hop 2006

Bandzout 2006

* the head was my 3rd ex, it's funny so i posted it *

Memories of Tin

Once Upon A Time - Mem:106

TEAM KAYAKING 2006

Memories of Tin

我的最爱

tin's eager to share this MV :)

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/akaCtSSiwdY/

as usual, visit webbies in school while waiting for the next activity, been a long time since i listen to his song :) cos i have all his songs tt are in the webby, so i din search for him till lately.

came across a new title " 我的最爱 ". by reading the words, i've alr know this song is sang by him and stephy, the aftermath of "十分爱".

i grew up with his songs since i was 17 till i got my 1st bf and ended up having 5 ex-es. his songs accompany me thru my tertiary education. when it's time to be mature and be understanding, things come to our mind as memories, only.

the most touching songs of his are 我的最爱 & 十分爱

i always believe everything enable us to learn something, be it good or bad. this time, it's something we learn when we are in and out of a relationship with our love one.

However, i did not be tgt with the person i REALLY love, cos i dunno if both of us will be able to last forever, last long is another thing. i doesn't want both of us to get hurt.

anw, both of us still got hurt, thou i like the person, not loving the person. in any circumstances, we must try to take it easy and let it go when it's time, so tt the next time when both of us meet, we're able to chat like we used to be b4 we're a couple and go for a afternoon tea tgt =)

comparing my 1st ex and my 3rd ex, i can conclude tt my 1st ex is better than my 3rd cos how we know tt e guy is good is depend on his attitude towards his ex when they meet again after their seperation. my 1st is like bestie while the 3rd is like a stranger now. the 3rd ex did wat a bf shld do and did wat a bf shld not do. the 1st ex did not do wat a bf shld do but do wat a friend shld do.

anw, i'm just thinking for the sack of thinking and sharing it to you cos i want to share something :)

so people, it's normal to be upset for a while but after tt, life goes on and you'll know tt you deserve a better life with him/her as ur friend :)

watch this MV & tot of him, somehow, i feel tt songs belongs to a person and their moment journey, & this belong, maybe, to my 1st ex, cos i strongly believe tt my 3rd ex dun deserve it (we broke up tragically till we cant be friends :( )

ok i'm kinda caught up with it and shall change my the song in my playlist cos i've been listening to 我的最爱 in replay mode since ytd :) & it lets me think of so many things, tt i shldnt be thinking -.- (alex fong ah, ur song polluted my brain cells, jking, hahahahhahahahaaaaa) nice song thou :)

tin was recapping :)

PHOTOGRAPHER NEEDED

i guess God have answered my prayer cos i always wanted a personal photographer (thou i think my pic are good enough but i guess i still need some improvements :)

for fashion, events, outings, more to abstract and fine arts photography.

join NYPPC this sem and met some really outstanding photographers, not only the year 2 do a good job as well as the year 1 :) ok i'm year 3, old woman le -.-

anw, i'm getting some photographers to collab with me. thr'll be a theme and i'll see how things goes :) if everything goes smoothly, i maybe organising for a exhibition, this will be a outside school event and with public exhibitions in partner.

not forgetting tt i have 3 projects to choose frm for ICT Project in school. it's a project based assignment. My 3 ideas come frm my dream and my passion:

Setting up a Fine Art Photography Cafe

Setting up a Online Shop

Organising a Photo Exhibition

so i guess, i'm preparing my future thru these project? i have lotsa things to be done but without a good planning, things will be in a mess....... it's a long term planning and setting up a cafe was my dream since i was sec 3, 2002. been 6 years. passions are fine arts design, photography. Intrests in IT & technical stuff (tt's why i gave up my studies in Lasalle and went to NYP opting for CNET :)

may be going back to lasalle for my degree cos i believe tt's the area where i grow up, into who i am beside being in UG (uniform grp)

i'll see how things goes while i'll be contine to do wat i love :)

tin was planning and thinking

=)

i'm tired, super tired, i'm sleepy as well -.- din go for briefing .............. cos the door was locked =(

headed to Haji lane for a drink while waiting for my session with maki's enqi, more info for my ICT project.

mentally tired but heading to my fav place always cure the tiredness and all bad emtions in me =) it's somehow connected b4 i know, the place, the people and my life.

thanks to hajar for introduce such a lovely place to me b4 the magazines do =) thanks gal =D dream are waiting for me to fulfil, i've know what's important for me in future but somehow, i like another. anw, i've got them numbered so they'll always be with me no matter how difficult are they to be achieved cos i believe tt when hard work are put in & well prepared, i can seize the opportunity easily :)

however, it's most important to live life as relax as possible (ARAP), knowing it's not possible at times so we shall start with being mentally happy :D

thanks to uncle sean for the transfer of photos =)

this photo is specially for you and for the readers

my fav photo among the rest, it says a lot bout wat i feel: my past, my emotion, my memorieS.
read more bout my story @ TIN Sneeze int he morning -.-

i'm tired.......

4 hrs fo break after 2 hrs of lab follow by 2 hrs of lectures =)

wanted to skip class frm 10am to 12 noon & cls was skipped but teacher said thr's no cls frm 10am to 12 noon so meaning tt i did not skip any class tdy =)

as usual, wen to the pool. this time was to sleep but i just cant slp and end up sleeping in lecture for a while. soak myself in the pool and got my left feet cut -.- it was a broken tile and no one changed it and i did not notice it and i got a minor cut and my feet bleed -.-

it's like a cut frm a penknife, a fine cut............ pain la!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat t do? anw, it's a friday tdy and i guess it's time for a review on wat had happen this week )

Monday: steamer's stem wound

Tuesday: ask the wrong grp without knowing

Wednesday: wound open due to chlorine

Thursady: leg got hit a few times while moving towards my friends's comp

Friday: got my feet cut, exclude IP when they're in the range

wat a happening week -.- anw, i'm blessed with all this minor thing cos they're like a joke and lesson i've learnt in some ways :)

8am cls, late for 20 min, as usual ... easy lab, i was the server and my friend was the client and i supposed to config IP address and issue IP address within the range of 4 numbers: 46 - 50.

ended up setting the range and exclude the range -.- no wonder my friend cant get IP frm me instead, she get frm other DHCP Server -.- ended up re-doing everything again...........

wondering wat may happen tmr .... gotta go to my cafe early in the morning at 7.30 am ....

heading towards attica for their theme party @ nite.....

lucky thing is i do not have to wake up early on sunday cos the flea market @ zouk's starting at 2pm, so i can reach thr by 1 pm to prepare everything & if YOU ARE READING THIS, RMB TO DROP BY ZOUK'S FLEA MARKET FRM 2 - 7pm =)

there is only one chioce

thr's so many things i love, so many careers i love, but at the end of the day, i can only choose one

Running Tin

due to some over sleep mins (or hours), i've decided to make my friday a different day frm others during weekdays =)

new schedule

6am: wake up

6.10am: breakfast

6.30-7am: rest/ prepare for run

7 - 7.10am: start run

7.55 - 8.10am: cool down

8.10am: network (ntwk) infrastructure lab

i'm running frm my home ( i DUN live any part of AMK - ang mokio) to NYP, serious, cos the distance frm my hse blk to NYP's gate's less than 10k & it's a good way to prepare for 10k run this year in August.

i admit i'm a super lazy person and i hate running so much so tt i'll do yoga instead of running & both are good for cardio (main reason). the only sports i do (solo) will be swimming, so u'll see me in the pool every wed afternoon(3pm onwards) and friday early afternoon (12 - 2pm), in NYP pool.

thou i hate running or rather to say, i dislike running, i miss my school's track but it brings me back to some super tiring memories but they're still good memories, it was the time i trained with NYP Kayaking TEAM. i love the land trng thou it's super tedious but it makes a mind and body balance in terms of it helps us to tone parts of our body as well as calm ourselves frm hectic lifestyle in school (with all projects and assignments). ok tt was a good sports memory of mine =)

anw, the sports cells in me are still living thou i've quit the TEAM for a year but i really DISLIKE running. probably i see how it goes tmr morning =)

i always have a wish: to walk/cycle frm home to school, but it is not fulfil. maybe history repeats itself again tmr. the history was, i wished i'll able to walk the entire of sentosa, but b4 i walk, i've run the entire sentosa island in 2006 during the 10k woman open. so i guess i'll do the same tmr

lucky thing is tt i dun have any lecture notes to bring to school, if not i guess i'll be super fit enough to go for SCDF's Fire & Rescure Specialist upon graduation next yr - 2009. lecture notes are heavy if i have 3 in my bag -.- so it's like carrying a oxygen tank running a distance of 6k?

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why do i say SCDF?

i wanted to join the force after graduating frm sec sch, the bond was 2 years, i love it when i was sec 5 whe ni was preparing for my o lvl.

why do i like SCDF?

a sentence tt inspire me " To protect and save lives and property for a safe and secure Singapore " , their Mission

a phrase tt reminds me " Protect and Save " , their Motto

the paragraph tt always hidden deep within " take PRIDE in saving lives and property, CARE for our people and those we serve " , their Core Values

why?

i was in SJAB (St John Ambulance) back in 2000 when i was sec 1 till 2004 when i was sec 5. it's not just a normal CCA but a CCA tt mould me into who i am, what i take pride in.

life is precious no matter how much a person hate their living, they shld NEVER give up their life. this is the 1st most important principle of mine.

i've learn not only the skills in saving lifr but also the leadership. this leadership is not a normal leadership whr leaders lead to do things but a leadership in leading how to save as well as to lead in life to be a better person.

"I'm the Best among the Best" was what my officer told me. she said, "if people ask you, 'are you the best?' you say, ' No, i'm the best among the best' " thou it's been at least 3 years frm now, her words really encourage me to do things with pride so as to tell people with pride bout wat i've done when they ask.

bottom line is, take pride in everything u do, help others one day if you cant save them & things are there for reason, dun destroy them =)

written with pride by tin

interesting week of the mth

ICT Project - solo

Framework Project - grp

Router Config lab - grp

Broadband Access Lab - grp

year 3........... projects must be done in grp, however, i'm lucky tt i have one module tt i'm able to do solo, cos i've been doing school project by myself cos i cant find a GOOD partner to work with and my attutidue towards those project was different frm others cos i wan it to be the best and extraordinary. my style of doing is to add in wat ppl din think of and it's relevant to the theme of the project.

anw, headed to the pool tdy. weather was nice, it was breezy. my wound opened again due to excess chlorine of the pool. dun think i'll be swimming this friday frm 12 to 2pm, maybe gyming or sun tanning =)

things i did for the 1st 3 days without knowing initailly:
- held steamer's stem without knowing tt thr's a rubber to hold

- open the can of coke light when thr isnt a need, end up drinking it myself

- ask ano grp to show me the result and realised tt's not the center router of set 2

- move too fast to the right and got knock on my thigh

- hit on the feets severals times in elp while shifting myself to my friends's comp

i'm in cafe momentum

hohooooo~~~ i'm in this cafe of my dream, working la of course, not play or slack here anymore =)

yes, i'm accepted by the boss and he's not around, only me and Jenny, the only full timer here.
it seems like i own this cafe cos i feel so homely now. frm ytd onwards actually. not a lot of people now =)

ok i blog halfway and my face book friend arrive, daddy arrive and now, waiting for amanda. so means tt i was afk for sometimes ..... hahahaaaa..........

so if u're near armenian street or heading towards timber or the substation, do drop by @ Cafe momemtum =) it's the light blue color building among the other 4 buildings =)

www.cafemomentum.com

TIN sneeze in the morning -..-

i'm sneezing like crazy this morning frm the moment i woke up -..-

uncle called @10.30am in the morningand told me bout the photo which he was so excited bout it, being his niece i called him back by using my hse phone so tt he can save out-going call cos we will talkkkkkkkkk for a very long time.



conclusion is, my uncle wake me up @ 10.30am and we talk talk talk till i cant get back to slp cos it's near to schooling time =) and my daddy ask me t eat lunch with him, tt's another reason why i cant get back to slp =)



Daddy was telling me bout civil engineering early in the morning with regards to those contrsuction site's incident tt happen years ago. kinda attracted t wat he was sharing just now and i told him i shld have take tt course and ask him to help out with my projects and school work. i wanted to take civil engineering initially but my principle for getting a Diploma is "Take a course tt doesnt have t study like crazy as a sec sch kid and get a good cert easily" so i went on to IT but still, i ended up in a partially engineering course: CNET =) which i love a lot





next, lovely photos t share, courtesy by mizah =)

a place tt's connected to me bout the past....

2005: lasalle studies, took bus 14, pass by stadium

2006: nyp kayaking trng, bath in the stadium

2006: NDP invitation by Joel, dangling w 1st ex -.-

2007: lost touch w stadium but misses it a lot

2008: once again, i lay my feets and butts on the tracks and seats

Thanks to augustine for invites to the 1st photography outing =)

Funeral is a Art of Memory

who loves to attend wakes and funerals? i guess no one would like to.

However, it's part of our life when we grow........... watching people leave us deacdes by decades, makes my heart remain silent, recalling the memories of laughter and tears tt we once shared and dropped. Someone told me, death, is part and "parcel" (sry i'm lazy to check the dict, if u know e exact spelling, spell it in my taggy =D ), people comes and goes in our life.

tt year, i was only 16 years old, my clsmate passed away in a car accident, i was somehow, the last t know. happily preparing for PE lesson on monday while most of my clsmates are feeling sad.

i cried, i had a shoulder to depend on, i was lucky, but it was too late to know, it was too early to know, it was 7.15am when i knew bout it. i was..........................

it's been 4 years frm now, back then, i was just a kid who try to act strong on the suface, but was feeling afraid deep in my heart. he was there for me, to console me face to face when i called, he hang the phone up by saying, "ok you wait". i knew, i guess, i din expect. i was lucky he was thr, i'm lucky.

to be a undertaker, happened tt this incident drive me to be, to bring the dead to a end, to end everything, peacefully, to have a wonderful memory, for the family, relatives and friends.

The Last Memory.

till now, it is just a story to share, bout my past, my feeling and my thoughts, tt's it. a phrase speaks tons of stories, a word speaks reflects what had happen, a picture speaks tons of words

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ok back to now, i'm getting too much of it, but it's just something to share....... like it or dun, doesnt matter cos i know it's kinda sensitive issue, bout death =)

anw, i'm going to watch accuracy of death, who's watching, pls let me tag along =) wat really attract me bout this movie or shdl i say film? is 1st the texts, 2nd the music & 3rd the story. i dun go for the actors in the 1st place cos i'm more interested in the story, so if u manage to see me during the Singapore Film Fest, the gal who looks super emo as if her soul was not with her, tt's me =)

next i would like to say tt i've got my "script" for tmr's presentation done!!!!!!! if you know me personally, u shld be laughing at the above sentence cos u jolly well know tt tt's not tin, cos tin dun use script during presentation cos she'll only use one piece of toliet paper and write wat the sildes write on bothe sides -..-

cos tmr's presentation is rather tedious cos i dunno wat it's talking about cos i was on MC on monday & i din wanna screw up the 2nd presentation -.- and ok la, bottom line is, i dun bother to read cos i'm dunno wat's wrong with my head, or probably, tt person got my brain cells occupied. watever it is, it's a grp presentation consisting of me and tt woman, amanda =) so freak not woman, i'll do a gd job tmr cos u'll see me telling story to the cls hahahahahhaahhahahahaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tt was meant to be a joke, so pls, gimme a BIG LAUGH

Busy Daysssss

it's a saturday!!!!!! and it's Mum's Day tmr!!!~~~ hurray! but i'm working -.- anw, going out for dinner with my parent =D and a walk after dinner in town.

Got my mum a chocolate and strawberry biscuit when i got home, OMG~ i nearly forget tt it's MOTHER'S DAY tmr, lucky amanda reminds me tdy =D thanks woman

as usual, woke up late and cab down to NATIONAL STADIUM for photo shoot. the weather was great and it's kinda reminising when i steeped into the stadium, frm 2005 when the bus 14 goes to lasalle (i was in lasalle after o levels) till 2006 when i was in NYP Kayaking Team, quit cos i cant wake up on SAT morning for sea training -.-

not forgetting to get to the top to get some pretty pictures as well as the sun tt's smiling nicely to everyone who's in the stadium tdy =) curious rain dropped on our heads and camera in the early afternoon but heavy shower was not there, cool ~ wind was thr to blow our hair smooth while people walk about on the track.

headed to cafe del mar after meeting up with tt woman (amanda), eh woman ah, i hope you're not offended by this phrase "woman" if yes, i'm sorry and i WILL change it to ur name instead if not, let the joke continues =)

expecting foams to be everywhere but no, it's just on the swimming pool and it's floating around the dining area -.- kinda bored party cos i spent my evening lying on the bench with clubs music roaring in my ears -.- wat a bad environment for someone who wants to fall asleep -.- anw, it's my favourite club other than MOS and Butter Factory. so comments are mostly good just tt i'm complaining here and thr

one more thing, TIN'S IN LOVE ON WED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have NO IDEA how this cupid shoot his/her arrow, k la k la, i look into the eyes and fell in love, ok? i mean looking into other ppl's eyes while talking is a very normal politeness, but den i din know it'll bring me"trouble" of MISSING this person, thou i miss some of my galfriends, but this time, this person is a GUY! OMG -.- tin's in love -.- i guess someone older will shake his head (someone who teaches me)

anw, it's a good thing, or i shld say a bad thing but it can be classified into good thing cos loving someone or missing someone is good, or no reason or perharps, adding on strength to our daily life =)

Tin's Notebooks

Big notebook and small note book

i've chosen small notebook to school and shopping cos it's light and able to hold small papers and the little holder, however, it doesn't have blank space for drawing.......

i've chosen big notebook whenever i go out t find ideas, allows me to write, draw, doodle and do funny things on the BIG BLANK page, to be filled with colors and texts........

small notebook is handy, big notebook gives me more space. BUT I CANT CHOSE BOTH AT THE SAME TIME, cos i'll be very mess up with my notes =) and my life, like tdy -.-

so small notebook shall follow me whenever i goes while big notebook shall follow me whenever my 2B, 4B, 6B, 7B, 8B and my rubber follows me =D

messy life of TIN =(

ok people, i'm tired and restless now now now !!!!!!!!!!!!!

it jus seems like i've realised tt i've lived life without ARTS ~~~~ which makes my life "terrible"...... is like i smell ARTS as a kid till now and i cant live without it. ok, i mean my life's a kinda MESS rite now, i dunno wat the hell is happening ever since my MC day this week.

perharps i shld go for a walk on those streets tt i've always walk, maybe going for more service and mass may do good to me =)

i felt kinda detached with my school work, thou it's only the 4th week...... OMG!!~~~ i shall get my soul back by arting it arting it and arting it, i know tt's too in depth to be understood but nvm, just read, dun understand too much, just know =) and dun forget to tag after reading =D

Going Back to Vintage and Indie

Fowarding of Vintage with a mix of classy = Classic Vintage

A new creation by TIN on 5/5/2008, Monday, MC day.....

Heading towards Indie with hard metal = Bold Metal Indie

A new thoughts by TIN on 5/5/2008, Monday, MC day......

I'm sick..... on MC tdy.... cleared my beloved bookshelve where all my lovely magazines are stored, frm "Seventeen: 2003 - 2006" to "Juice: 2003 - 2008" and "Girlfriend: 2006 - 2007" to "Catalog: 2003 - 2008". not forgetting mags frm Boat Asia frm 2004 to 2008.

A BIG BIG BUSY MC DAY ~

strange thing is, i cant sleep after 2 dosage of medicine -.- i dunno why.............
i'm not tired, neither sleepy =D probably i've been "training" myself not t sleep @ nite while watching tv or visiting webbies =)

getting those pages for reference and others got recycled. getting my own lovely reference book done in a few hrs =) heheheeeeeee........

A BIG BIG BUSY MC DAY ~

been sometimes since i clear my mags, busy with school and work @ the same time, as well as designing and new sketches. packing my lovely room is my best fav pastime hobby with playlist on-going for a few hours. RED can be a symbol for me and my rooms cos it's CONFUSED and MIX but CLEAR =) tt's the situation i'm in =) getting all things tgt, messy messy, but having in mind wat t do next

TIN was busy on a MC day

Aftermath - I miss him, VERY MUCH

like i say, he's only worth being in my mind for a day, and exactly, i'm rite =)

i cant find the feeling tt can be link to him today. yes, i found the feeling, but it's like a force frm behind tt kepp saying "here it is! here it is!!" which made me felt tired bout it.

conclusion is, i missed you as a PERFECT STRANGER, and nothing else =)

maybe things changes if both of us are friends =)

i miss him, VERY MUCH~

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

"aren't they beautiful" he asked me when i asked "will the flowers be here forever or just for the time being?" of course he answered my question before asking me his question =)

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

he's @ least 180cm tall

he's always smiling

he's always looking around

he's walking up and down

i like his eyes

i like his attire

i like his attitude

i like his tone

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

he's someone whom i met tdy and was in my mind till now. the memory of him is super strong, just like a wonderful incident tt had happened which's unforgettable........

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

he's the 2nd person i met who let me feels tt i shld continue frm the past. the 1st person, who was frm NYP, whom i met was 3 years ago onboard a ship.

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

din really talked to him much cos my parent was waiting for me. really wanted to ask more question bout the place, what happen during some specific day, waz his main job scoope and probably more bout himself in term of why he chose this career.

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

kinda being followed by him frm the hall to another room, don't he have things tt're more important to do? if not why did he walked of of the banquet hall to another room?

does he know i miss him?

does he knows tt i wanted to see him?

just by seeing him frm far makes my heart goes wild, as wild as wildberries ....

he was like sending me off, by doing it indirectly, i knew it, i can sense it.

he was thr for me to smile to, but i didn't.

he was thr to exchange a wink frm em, but i didn't know.

he was thr for me to ask more question, but i remain silent.

he was thr for me to look at, but i didn't bother to.

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

hey guy, if you're reading this post and you know u're the one walking up and down, smiling to people, in tt banquet hall, PLEASE, let me know, by tagging or send me a email to salutegal@hotmail.com , cos i cant get you off my mind after seeing you,

I MEAN IT =)

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

ok i guess i'm missing someone super badly, since 3 years ago, i've never had this feeling anymore, thou i had 5 bf, but i din really miss my bf tt bad like i miss this person.........

i jolly well know, it's just for the time being, cos i dun even know this person at all, thr'll be a aftermath tmr bout this incident of "missing him" and i know he'll be blury in my mind frm tmr onwards......

it's like having a newbf whom i've always look for..... ok tt's kinda far and complicated......... i mean tt's the feeling la, no no in reality yeah =)

i miss him, how bout him? i dun care bout wat he's thinking cos we jolly well dunno each other AT ALL, probably tt's wat ppl stated as "love at 1st sight"? without and condition to miss a person badly, not wanting each other t call or send sms... not asking more frm another party, cos our soul is doing the job with the cupid instead of our hearts and mind........

I MISS HIM ~ I MISS YOU ~ I MISS HIM

you're like a special new friend to me, tt's why i miss you,

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