Sunday, November 23, 2008

twenty secondth november two zero zero eight

it was excatly 4 years since i took my last O paper in 2004

this day
it was raining lightly
e street was cold and warm

it was e 1st time i felt scare @ orchard
so many people rushing for shopping, meet up w/ friends
i was thr selling my new M & M cereal chocolate
i dare not approach anyone
cos my instinct told me tt they'll not buy
& i'm always rite :)

took a bus back to haji lane w/ atiqah
am lucky to have her w/ me t minimise my fear of e crowd

we were blessed t see the rainbow while we were waiting to cross e traffic light
i love e color of the sky - neither blue nor red
it's just brown orange - a color tt makes me felt mysterious calm :)




i've finally got my 1st tattoo on my leg - it's fake actually :)
started t fell in love w/ tattoo 3 mths ago
perharps all design freaks love to draw on themselve once they're tired of canvas & glass
i dislike real tattoo cos one design will only stay w/ me for a mth
i love getting different design on my skin
* like changing bf -.- *



i confess tt i miss someone badly lately
e same person whom i miss desperately in april 2008
"LOVE" meaning just LOVE, nth else
getting into a relationship w/ him maybe a BIG NO NO
cos i dun wan responsibility for e time being :)
i felt comfortable feeling this way

i'll be like looking forward to see him once everyweek
maybe once in a while saw him concindently in school
nth much happen - we just exchange a smile w/out talking t each other

a smile really bright up one's life
maybe his smile encourages me not to quit NYP
tt's good enough for me to survive in school
i was quite depressed
when i was force to make a quick decision for my present & future
till i isolated myself for 2 weeks - e so call holiday :)

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anw
I MISS HIM TONS
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