FO aries, tin still prefer leo

it was my 1st time getting into a terrible situation mid nite

worst thing was, my friend's belonging was being threatened T_T

fortunately, am strong and brave enough to negotiate with tt stupid aries 30yr old man

my friend - one gal & one guy - were there

he was pestering me to go to hotel with him

saying he will pay me $300 for 2 hours

I DON'T EARN MONEY IN THIS FUCKING WAY !

for f shld i go with him?

all he want was my body

and he din have the intention to be friends

if he want to f, jolly well FUCK OFF to GL & stop harassing me

next he accused me of borrow $$$$$ from him

& want me to leave with him

FUCKING HELL DESPERATE ARIES OLD MAN
WHO WANT TO GET A GAL TO SATISFY HIS OWN NEEDS

i din wanna leave w him and he snatchd my friend's belonging

saying unless i pay him, if not he'll not return her belongings

UNREASONABLE ! CHEATER ! LIAR!

i was the only one who can savage the situation

choices between betraying my body or protecting my friend

i choose NOT to betray my body while protecting my friend

in exchange - i LOST $200 T_T

like wat someone say

" money can be earned back, save your friend"

the nite sucks ......

i left my cards at home - afriad they'll get lost

HP low batt - i cant contact anyone

din wanna let my parent worry - i din call home

am fortunate to have a good memory

in time of trouble, i rmb ONE number

Augustine's HP no. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

so called him for SOS

thanks a lot Aug !

din sleep once i reached home

thoughts were going thru my mind

it's the 19th hour now since i woke up

joints are kinda aching now

perharps i got a shock by the incident

& cant get back to sleep

shit ! i've got a studio shoot @ 2pm this afternoon

hope i'm able to tahan till 5pm ltr

gotta pout these to my photographer ltr

anw, just hope tt the shoot will goes well :)

Random Photos

was using aug's D70s few weeks ago & took some random shots

image below was taken by samsung S760
with a wrap over external top frm zouk flea

hideout to cathay again but kim last min felt ill - she gotta go home

left me roaming in the Times bookshop @ PS
& came home with March Bazaar

Valentine Day

- taken on 15th Feb @ 3.45am on a overhead bridge
while i was on my way home
no people, only Myself
being falling in love of being alone peace :)
doing things i love wihile other consider it insane -

my plan for Valentine day by myself was very simple
turn up for evening mass + meet up w/ friends
no more sun tannin @ sentosa & sky tower ride



indeed, God blessed me with a wonderful evening
with surprises along the way


- AJ , Cynthia, Me, Mel -

met up w/ AJ & Cynthia, Didi & Mel for dinner @ Mosi cafe
my favourite cafe since Sept 2007
headed to One Fullerton for Butter Fact but it has yet to open
so met up w/ Simin & Aloy
lovely gifts of chocolate & sweets frm Simin
little red rose frm Aloy, my sec sch friend



went to Chine One to - club
free entry but e dance floor is rather small
AJ kept hitting to my kneel
i was dancing like a rock star during the band performance

their music was aewsome !
it's like dancing in ur bedroom with all rock and metal playlist in itunes



the fan created the effect but too bad, only upper bod was taken T_T
took a break while going to meet Aug for my photos which he had burn in a CD


- got myself this cute little bear w 3 flowers @ boat quay -

not forgetting to get myself a white rose
my addicted color for roses

tin got a blessed Valentine Day :)

Valentine's Day

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !



suppose to tan myself @ siloso beach
but i prefer to lay on my bed this valentine day

it's good tt valentine day falls on a SATURDAY
tt gives me a reason to celebrate it with God

for ppl who doesnt know the EXACT meaning of Valentine day
here it goes:

St Valentine, church priest, was killed on 14th Feb
as he secretly holds wedding for loving couples
but his death day was only remembered a year after he was killed

in those days,
men have to go for war and were forbidded to get married
whoever holds a marriage for the couple gotta be killed
but st valentine ignore the rule & secretly holds wedding in church
his actions were found out and he got killed on 14th Feb

but couples nowadays celebrate Valentine day so sweetly
totally forgotten bout the real meaning of Valentine's Day

for me, i decided to let go all annual activities for valentine day
& spend my evening in church for evening mass

additional meet up with my bunch of lovely friends for dinner
& singles party to go at nite =D

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accidentally open a folder entitled " sch " under "friends"
i dunno is thr any changes in me
but i can say tt i look so kid in this picture, taken in 2006



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compare to this, whr i cut my fringe in 2008



once every relationship ends

i would cut my fringe myself and see a new me
however, i din bear to see the old me dissapear
imagine every morning i gotta deal with my short fringe
it's a chore
i'll prefer long fringe whr i can just tie them back in e morning
but i'll look old with long fringe =.=

New Love - The End

met up w/ him ytd afternoon

dun feel like waking up tt early to meet him AT ALL !!
i rather sleep more than than meeting him

tt alr tells me tt i dun have feeling for him :)

whihc is a good thing

cos i dun wanna waste time on

" NO FEELING " relationship
yep, we're over
perharps i shld say, i've ditched him as a ________

New Love - Uncertainty

being loved is a bliss
wat about - being love by a stranger ?
a stranger whom you like

probably i shld live in my own space

let him do wat he want

let him say wat he like

and see how things goes - & how my feelings are

i'll observe

i'll try to guess

i'll be careful

New Love - Continued

taking pictures is one of my hobby
abstract, still life, nature

not forget to take faces of my flings & bf

taking picture is one story

storing them is another story

additional folder entitled " 6th guy"

in the folder entitled "Friends"

pictures do remind me of certain things which happened

be it happy or unhappy

if it's unhappy, i'll delete the folder

but this folder will never be deleted frm recycle bin in my desktop

i could still rmb how i accidentally deleted my 3rd ex photo folder

select all -> delete -> confirm delete w/out checking

@ tt point of time, i felt a little wasted

but it's just nth - i deleted e folder a year after we broke off

back to this new guy of mine

he's a cancer guy

i never came across cancer
so i have absolutely no idea how a cancer guy behave
i din wanna give myself chance to know

if i do, we'll be moving at 180km/hr in life

where 90%, accident will happen

New Love - The Beginning

how does it feels when a person says he doesnt want you to get hurt?
considering the fact tt you knew him for only 2 days?

some may say - he's a cheater
majority say - be careful

other say - how sweet

kim say she cant read his mind

neither do i

but riddles are always riddles

i knew waz his motive

from the day he followed me after the model interview
i knew wat he's up to
i dun deny tt he's a new friend whom i can talk very comfortable with

but i felt VERY VERY strange when he say

" I dun wan you to get con "

for some time, i ask him - WHY?

he would reply - why must there be why?

meaning why must there be a reason

i need a reason for every actions and words which i terribly dunno why

tt's why i ask WHY

i admit tt i like him when i saw him for e 1st time

he was waiting for his interview

i just arrived at e agency

of course, i din pay 1000 bucks for e port folio :)

e 1st impression of him in my heart was

" this guy looks so dashing ! "

i try my best to avoid staring at his backview

but i just cant take my eyes off him

things went too fast these few days

leaving no room for my own imaginary space

for arts, for photography, for design

perharps if i din get hurt from my past 5 relationships

i may consider him to be my bf

but now.......

i may rather stay single

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L for Love <3 L for Lies
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accept, bury, reflect, move on

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forgive, forget

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things may not be easy as we think

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Survival tips during test revision days

I AM NOT AFRIAD OF PUTTING WEIGHT



studying for tests are the most boring chore to do on earth
sad to say tt i will fall in love with every module tt i revise
imagine - you face them every minute, every hour

more or less, you'll either fall in love with them
or wishing that the test day is just in an hour's time

so that you'll not study anymore

to me, studying for test is like a short term
"FALLING in love" with my modules
getting well prepared for e test

not forgetting to fill my starvation
personal matter strikes in e middle of my revision
leads me feeling mental pressuried
but i pulled thru ......... in good ways :)


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Ice Cream Prata frm Thomson Road





i wld admit tt it's my fav prata thou it's not as filling as normal prata
for ice cream and prata lover,
this is the best choice to fill our desire for food

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White chocolate Frappo frm StarBucks



these 2 drinks make me awake whenever i feel sleepy
to me, deydration = sleepy
i love e think cream of the frappo
satisfy my tastebud w/ white chocolate
thou white choco is VERY VERY SWEET

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Cherry Soda Drink



i love the soda drink cos

1) design of the bottle
2) sweet refreshing taste tt absorb by e tougue
not forgetting the little marble inside the bottle
make me feels like a kid drinking water
leaving me in a ADORABLE mental state

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Egg and Mushroom omelett



with a very healthy combination ofwith mayonise
with cheese tt'll melt in e mouth and mushroom to stop the hunger

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Mocha Fludge Blend & Chicken Wrap



saving time to travel for food
NYP fast food area offers a range of food and drink to fill my stomach

it's my 1st time trying mocha fludge blend

cos i was avoiding drinking coffee for dunno wat reason
but am addicted to various type of coffee lately

it looks like milo dinosuar w/ the topping of mocha & vanilla powder
i love the way the aunty prepare this drink
as i can see tt she used fher heart to prepare
a smile and some little talk encourages for me for everything i do :)

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Brownie & Double Chesse Sandwich



frm splash & decker - it's was one of my fav stall for lunch time
mainly becos they offer delicious sandwich and it's very fulling after every meal
i love chocolate brownie w/ vanilla ice cream
especially with the brownie extra chocolate cream
i din wanna get chocolate ice cream cos thr isnt color contrast
& the taste is e same - chocolate & chocolate

compare to chocolate & vanilla - 2 different favours
some may say, they're still SWEET
yes indeed they're still sweet but i love to eat wat i eat

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i shld be glad tt i've have 3 friends to study w me for my last CT in NYP
thanks to Venu, Naz and Nithia :D
helping me to survive during my revision days

tin'll miss the days with e gals :)

my EX BF & last common test in NYP

as i've guess correctly

he was in e same lecture room with me for the comm skills test

not forgetting to study for this last test

or i shld say, read thru for the test

everything was ok

except tt i forgt to strike off " silent killer" in one of the answer blank

i mean it was meant to make the examiner laugh =.=

i was in e middle of doing DSA project while typing my jokes here bout the test

bout my ex......

ya, it's my last common test & i'm in the same lecture room as him
just tt this lecture room is smaller than the LTM where we did our 1st common test 2 years ago

nth much bout him

i mean, it's all bout the feeling when i see him in school

however, everything remain the same

nothing else changes at all :)

no more emo or any intimate feeling towards my ex

conclusion

i feel a sense of " this's where we shld be"

whenever we do out test tgt in the same lecture room

anw, ew're in the same course

MULTIMEDIA & INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY

Common Test

i've miss the details and e date of the common test for this sem
but lucky me!!!!!!!!!!!

i've got friends who i took the initiative to ASK :)
& caring comm skills teacher to SMS me the details

tests are like - nothing

i mean, they're just a process of testing my memory

Gob bless me with good memory =D

woke up late again

nth beats to meeting friends along the way to school
who brighten my moody afternoon :)

study days

i'm bored .....



attention was diversed to sketching, again
marketing and comm skills common test
equals to no test at all
anw, i've yet to study for comm skills
all test are to be MEMORISED !

MEMORISED ~

lucky me, i've got super good memory
not kidding
i can still rmb wat happen in sec sch and the history of Nazi Occupation :)

my school's library's reflection in e evening @ 4th level, North Wing



hunger for more fashion while revising for test =.=!
my inspiration for fashion sketches



my 1st bazaar magazine in my whole life !!!
water fountain inspired dress @ e back of e mag