New Love - The Beginning

how does it feels when a person says he doesnt want you to get hurt?
considering the fact tt you knew him for only 2 days?

some may say - he's a cheater
majority say - be careful

other say - how sweet

kim say she cant read his mind

neither do i

but riddles are always riddles

i knew waz his motive

from the day he followed me after the model interview
i knew wat he's up to
i dun deny tt he's a new friend whom i can talk very comfortable with

but i felt VERY VERY strange when he say

" I dun wan you to get con "

for some time, i ask him - WHY?

he would reply - why must there be why?

meaning why must there be a reason

i need a reason for every actions and words which i terribly dunno why

tt's why i ask WHY

i admit tt i like him when i saw him for e 1st time

he was waiting for his interview

i just arrived at e agency

of course, i din pay 1000 bucks for e port folio :)

e 1st impression of him in my heart was

" this guy looks so dashing ! "

i try my best to avoid staring at his backview

but i just cant take my eyes off him

things went too fast these few days

leaving no room for my own imaginary space

for arts, for photography, for design

perharps if i din get hurt from my past 5 relationships

i may consider him to be my bf

but now.......

i may rather stay single