SG Flyer by Night

Quick planned trip by mummy, board the SG Flyer again at nite. Still rmb the 1st time i board it was last year during Singapore Bienalle. Am impressed with the scenery once again, as well as the half an hour ride.

The breath taking scenery from the capsule of the flyer <3

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Lovely highway for driving - to no where
Is the definition of enjoying life - getting to nowhere but enjoying the journey :)

True happiness is very difficult to obtain, find, hunt, rob, grab. It only arrives when one have been ready in life to enjoy :)

3rd Week of November Two O O Nine

Had a terrible start off week - high fever which lasted for 2 days, strong medicines which lead to vomiting on the entire tuesday - felt so a living dead doll, lack of nutrients, wanted to go to hospital for drips but mum dun allow, got scolded by her for not taking my medicine(s) on time.

Thanks to Grace who visited me on tuesday evening when i visited my doctor. God bless her :)

Anw, I'm better now :) had orange juice from mac in the morning, honey melon juice in the afternoon and blueberry juice at nite. I guess these drinks are much better than plain water - i get bloated while drinking too much plain water, fruit juice are more useful for someone like me, who need to get my nutrients back into my body.

Imagine, vomiting from the moment you wake up at 7am till 7pm ................. !_!

NOTICE
Casual poet was closed on this wednesday 18NOV2009.
I've got my soul and heart back, successfully forget bout him.

p.s. perharps, felling sick heavily is a cure for concentrating on oneself well-being rather than other stuffs :)

She's Back

Anesthetic seems to be my aching right back. I did an self injection in school till late nite by doing turns and arch !_!

It's feel so easy to forget bout missing him and live on :)

Simple thing which i always did, i'm doing it since tuesday.

Anw, right back is aching like hell, dance was cancel last min ytd nite, did self practise till as late as 10pm, whole body down by this morning.............

I guess, my heart and soul is back with me again <3

Still missing him

weekends was simple :)

spend my sat morning in my ex-crush/fling house, suppose to stay till late afternoon bout 4pm but end up going off at bout noon to 72-13 for zero-expo.

went for prata opposite the mosque and headed to my friend's shop at haji lane.

Feeling was so different that nite as i walk along the street back to my 2nd house.

Sometimes, I wanna get rid of him from my mind, but the things we did, the words we spoke to each other keep flashing around.

Photo editing was a cure for a moment, I wish thr's a much better medicine for my current cure.

2 mths, since we got close to each other.
How long will this last?
I know it'll end sooner or later.
I want to be with him, but i dun have the feeling towards him now.
I guess, he doesnt have the feeliing for me as well.....

Perharps, someone gotta be strong and leave everything to God, again :)

Needle and Threads

Needle and thread, it hurts when it goes thru the wrong place. Applies to relationship. My crush and I was talking bout it on a Thursday morning.

But why, i'm felt scare of talking to him, or shy to share with him?

Perharps, something lack - FEELING.

He told me feeling can be develop, can it? I doubt so at first .....

He was online, status is available - I have the same msn status as him, but i choose to be reserved. Waiting for him to say "Hi" or "Yo" to me. Sometimes, I guess I shld take the iniative to talk to him, I did, but it seems like the conversation goes wrong way .........

Therefore, I choose to remain quiet and let him start the conversation.

He told me "I'll miss the owner" when i told him i sell him my bed.
I asked him "why", he replied "Dunno"
I told him "ek someone is shy", he sent an icon " :) "

I felt like I'm taking things for granted .........
Can someone gimme time to allow me how to appreciate chances and moments? PLEASE :)

He wouldnt tell me he misses me, like he use to mentioned...
I would tell him i misses him, like the way he told me...

Halloween 2009

Halloween sucks! St James suck! No mama shop, I nearly dehydrated from dancing, slept at Ah Wok for ten min. Not much pictures taken - doesnt have the mood this year , sian.

Dance floor was too pack to dance, everything was like a packed party.....

Hang out

Dislike going to Bugis recently - Personal Reason.

Felt an inner peace when I'm going back to my 2nd house - no one knows about it - near bugis, perharps, away from the area.

Walking to Lasalle from my 2nd house sucks ...... the street , i never know when i'll bump into him, like i bump into him in school.

Sour in my heart, i hate this! Live one day at a time, the best antidote for a sour heart :)




* The place which is so familiar - used to be a place whr I grew up *