Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Needle and Threads

Needle and thread, it hurts when it goes thru the wrong place. Applies to relationship. My crush and I was talking bout it on a Thursday morning.

But why, i'm felt scare of talking to him, or shy to share with him?

Perharps, something lack - FEELING.

He told me feeling can be develop, can it? I doubt so at first .....

He was online, status is available - I have the same msn status as him, but i choose to be reserved. Waiting for him to say "Hi" or "Yo" to me. Sometimes, I guess I shld take the iniative to talk to him, I did, but it seems like the conversation goes wrong way .........

Therefore, I choose to remain quiet and let him start the conversation.

He told me "I'll miss the owner" when i told him i sell him my bed.
I asked him "why", he replied "Dunno"
I told him "ek someone is shy", he sent an icon " :) "

I felt like I'm taking things for granted .........
Can someone gimme time to allow me how to appreciate chances and moments? PLEASE :)

He wouldnt tell me he misses me, like he use to mentioned...
I would tell him i misses him, like the way he told me...

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