3 weeks .........
It's been 3 weeks since we cut off the relationship.
For the 1st time after the seperation, we decided to admit each other's apperance.
Happens on a friday afternoon at bout 3.30pm.
FSC were breaking while the bgals were trying handstand with the help of the wall & pillar. As i walked over to the gals, I kinda sense a group of people walking towards me on my left, so i turned my head to the left & I saw him.
I was staring at him, using the glance which i used while i just knew him for the 1st hour last year . For that moment, i realised that i stared into his eyes & he did not avoid my eye contact. There's no way that I'm going to pretend that I dunno him anymore. And i have no idea why i laid my eyes on him while walking to the gals.
Finally, I decided to wave to him as a gesture of saying "Hello". Waiting for him to node his head or wave back to me, I continue to walk & stare at him. He did node at me, and i turn away after that, feeling happy for a while, which i have no idea why.
Someone i like broke my heart, and yet, I'm able to forgive him. Why? Because I did truely like him for 8 months or more. But now, i have to give up this feeling.
- By bgal shirley since 15th March
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