Looking foward to go Taiping at the end of the year.

Meaning, I'm gonna spend my christmas there cos my cousin sister is getting married on the 25th Dec ....... yea, wat a nice date yea :)

Why do i look forward to go to a place which is so far from Singapore? Simple reason - I love the scenery & the houses despite the super humid weather. There as thr isn't a lot of high rise building and the pace of life seems to slow down when I stay there. Delicious food which cannot be compare to Singapore.

I would love to see my mummy's childhood house again and I would love my daddy to bring me around the places he use to hang out when he was a teenager. To take the duck boat and eat the ice kachang from the old little stall again. Seems like I can't wait to get there :)

However, thr's no direct flight to taiping. We gotta take a plane to penang and change a coach bus and wait for my uncle to fetch us back to his home lol ~

Lastly, I cant wait to offer my respect to my late grandparents :) The last time I visited them was 9 years ago .................................. when I was 14 years old I do miss them a lot.

Shoes are my love ~



Baby Love ~

Every dancers need at least a pair of good shoes.

Low cut and high cut shoes are my feet support when I dance. They play a very important part in my dressing as well. I've never try breaking in high cut shoes thou I've been attracted to a superman high cut shoe.

Always wanted to get a high cut shoe but I feel that if i cant dance well, thr's no point getting a good looking shoe. It doesnt match at all. So till now, I've never get myself the superman high cut . Perharps I should get it in the mid of muse rehersal and when I'm attending hiphop class in sept :)

Holy Sin ~

Life goes on without him with me during midnite .....................................................

Went for supper at serangoon with my dancers after bgirl cls on a sat nite. Been a long long time since I am involve in photo taking on the street while walking. Aw ~ Love :)

Felt like breaking after eating prata with my friends but din get to do so haha ! they were all so full and sleepy after eating prata and drinking. Looking forward to such life again :)

My pretty girls :D
tanna said we look like power puff girls, lol ~

For Sweetie Pie

Another little quarrel with sweetie pie...
ouch ! our heart hurts so much :(

It's been a long long time ~ for a
HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!!!

It started on a late evening on the beach , a very lovely evening :) breezy weather and cold water where we started to hug each other to stay warm .................

Been a long long time since we visited the beach. Sweetie pie always wanted to go thr with me but we seems to have no time at all - dance, rehersals, classes, school - never ending busy moments on our small little island :s

I love to sleep in with sweetie pie and we use to chat a lot before we sleep haha ~ I've never chatted with a guy so sweetly at all , he's the 1st one :) and probably, the last one :D

We could treat every morning like a weekend, wake up together and exchange kisses and hugs, cook breakfast together and slack on the sofa to watch tv. Just the both of us :D

He's one of the sweetest guy and the slowest guy I ever met.

- He never give up on this relationship

- He try his best to make me happy when he feels hurt / angry

- He never failed to get me back no matter many times I say break up

- He ease my heart pain by giving me hugs and hugs and more hugs and never ending hugs even though sometimes i rejected them

- He's REALLY a guy who can change himself for the sake of the girl he love

- He will be there for me when i needed him, except for that friday

Forgive me of getting angry now and then. I will try to endure more and promise me not to scold me ok? :)

Love you much much :DDD

Addictor :) lol ~

A place to spend during weekends mornings :)

The injured palm from doing freehand air chair .....

Love for original french fries from macdonald :)

Chilli sauce, BBQ sauce, Mayonise sauce :DDDD

While arranging my photo albums, I found these :)


Custard cream puff and chocolate muffin from icing room

Cheese fries and New Yorker from NewYork Pizza

I miss these little sweet food :)

Started to miss sleeping in ............

Fun time always passes very fast :)

The conservation with an old friend

Wearing a transparent vest, a golden color heels, carrying a little suitcase and do some reading before setting off to another holiday is always my dream every month :)

Sweet Sweet ~

My weekend :)

I've been feeling tired these few days.

EVERYTHING

It seems like everything goes wrong ........................................................
It wasnt like this when at all, perharps I really need a break from all these.

It's never easy to be a dancer at this age, late boomer, who will understand I need to put in extra extra extra extra extra more effort to be a better dancer compare to other young dancers. I never regret choosing this path cos it's a path and a goal for myself. I do not wanna show off my technique or moves , I dance for myself, to fulfil my own childhood dream.

I admit tt after I got attached, I felt tt thr's a distance between dance and me. tt's whr I started to feel tired.

Sometimes, I dun even think it's the right time for me to be someone else's galfriend.................

Anw, it's over, and it's time for me to heck care watever shit other than dance, my daddy mummy and monkey twin (yve), fcs ppl, clubbing kakis

God Bless :)

MY "SORRY" HAS IT'S VALUE !!! NOT LIKE YOURS

it's a terrible day for me......



my boyfriend doesn't use his heart to listen when i talk. I told him i wanna go shop for a while and break in studio, he tot i'll be shopping the whole day until my hiphop cls start. wtf ! simple sentence he dun even understand !

He blame me for not morning call him at 11.30am ok fine, it's my fault since he say so. Hey he made me stay up till 4.15 am to talk to me on the phone , he said he missed me and wanna talk to me. Now he's blaming me for waking up late. wht shit is this?

I did not morning call him cos i saw his message that he want to slp and dun wnt to break in the afternoon, so i let him sleep till noon, i can wake up myself although i overslept for 15 min.

HE BLAMED ME FOR OVERSLEPT AND NOT MORNING CALL HIM.

hello ~ he himself overslp for 2 to 3 hours and i din even kick a fuss about it, does he have the right to blame me when i only overslept for THE BLOODY FIFTEEN MIN ?

Fine, maybe i should learn my lesson tt no matter he sms or not, just call him, so i said sorry. I apologise when i was crying so badly and feeling hurt so much ! He did not even apologise at all ! Yet he told me tt my "sorry" have no value.

FUCK OFF I TELL YOU ! I'M NOT LIKE YOU KELVIN TAN ! NOW I KNOW TT WHENEVER YOU APOLOGISE TO ME, IT HAS NO VALUE AT ALL SINCE YOU SAID ME THIS WAY !

He said i dun give him time to break, well, tt i admit cos he do spend a lot of time with me. But doesn't he know I AM A BGIRL AND I NEED TO BREAK TOO. He told me he want to be the best bboy, i guess he doesn't know who he's talking to now, he's TALKING TO A BGIRL WHO HAVE DREAMS AS WELL ! so wht if he break for 5 years and i break for 5 months ? This is not a couple shld do, they shld encourage each other especially the guy.

From the start, he told me he dunno how to plan and ask me to plan for him. Now he blame me for planning wrongly. Come on, if you dun like my plan, you tell me your plan NICELY . IF YOU DUN TALK TO ME NICELY, you do the planning and i'll heck care, ok? It's his tone when he talk and the words he uses, a bf shld never blame his gf when he cant do a proper planning at all ! I really dun like the way he talk to me today.

I dun like a person to assume things , I cant even accept such a boyfriend who assume things and put the blame on me.

When he did wrong, I told him nicelybut he do not admit it and keep giving stupid excuses. I just wnt him to know how i feel and say "sorry" but now, I dun need him to say sorry, cos the word sorry which comes out of his mouth HAS ABSOLUTELY NO VALUE AT ALL ! since he say mine in tt way ......

I am damn tired of this shit, happens everytime. And i am the one who clean them up, I dun deserve this. Couples shld understand each other and be sensitive in words they use. I dun think he understand this point.

Now, he can do watever he wants. He dun need to acc me to shop, for movie, for dinner to go to dance studio tgt, wait for me outside recognise studio until my bgirl class ends, dun ahve to buy me food and drinks like he used to. He can break everyday 24 hours, play mahjong for all he like.

Me? I'll just move on and dance like i always do :)

西野カナの【Dear・・・】を歌ってみた。by儚

Cheap Prostitute Look

He did a good job :)

Macarons heaven :D

it used to be this much ~

a little color in everything :)

Numa Numa en Pointe

Sewing my 1st pair of pointe shoe

I am so in love with my BRAND NEW NEW POINTE SHOE ~

Have yet to sew the ribbon on as i cnt find the matching color thread until today at china town :) I felt so happy after getting the thread as low as 50 cent and went home to sew the ribbon onto the shoe even it's alr past midnite :D

However, I realised tt it's a difficult task to sew the ribbon T_T ...............................

Gonna make sure tt the ribbons are nicely sew onto the shoe, not allowing the thread to be seen from the outside. Meaning i have to sew the ribbon around the inner side of the canvas -.- wht a chore lol ! However, I enjoy sewing it haha ~

Dance is never easy, so is sewing a ribbon to the shoe :)