my boyfriend doesn't use his heart to listen when i talk. I told him i wanna go shop for a while and break in studio, he tot i'll be shopping the whole day until my hiphop cls start. wtf ! simple sentence he dun even understand !
He blame me for not morning call him at 11.30am ok fine, it's my fault since he say so. Hey he made me stay up till 4.15 am to talk to me on the phone , he said he missed me and wanna talk to me. Now he's blaming me for waking up late. wht shit is this?
I did not morning call him cos i saw his message that he want to slp and dun wnt to break in the afternoon, so i let him sleep till noon, i can wake up myself although i overslept for 15 min.
HE BLAMED ME FOR OVERSLEPT AND NOT MORNING CALL HIM.
hello ~ he himself overslp for 2 to 3 hours and i din even kick a fuss about it, does he have the right to blame me when i only overslept for THE BLOODY FIFTEEN MIN ?
Fine, maybe i should learn my lesson tt no matter he sms or not, just call him, so i said sorry. I apologise when i was crying so badly and feeling hurt so much ! He did not even apologise at all ! Yet he told me tt my "sorry" have no value.
FUCK OFF I TELL YOU ! I'M NOT LIKE YOU KELVIN TAN ! NOW I KNOW TT WHENEVER YOU APOLOGISE TO ME, IT HAS NO VALUE AT ALL SINCE YOU SAID ME THIS WAY !
He said i dun give him time to break, well, tt i admit cos he do spend a lot of time with me. But doesn't he know I AM A BGIRL AND I NEED TO BREAK TOO. He told me he want to be the best bboy, i guess he doesn't know who he's talking to now, he's TALKING TO A BGIRL WHO HAVE DREAMS AS WELL ! so wht if he break for 5 years and i break for 5 months ? This is not a couple shld do, they shld encourage each other especially the guy.
From the start, he told me he dunno how to plan and ask me to plan for him. Now he blame me for planning wrongly. Come on, if you dun like my plan, you tell me your plan NICELY . IF YOU DUN TALK TO ME NICELY, you do the planning and i'll heck care, ok? It's his tone when he talk and the words he uses, a bf shld never blame his gf when he cant do a proper planning at all ! I really dun like the way he talk to me today.
I dun like a person to assume things , I cant even accept such a boyfriend who assume things and put the blame on me.
When he did wrong, I told him nicelybut he do not admit it and keep giving stupid excuses. I just wnt him to know how i feel and say "sorry" but now, I dun need him to say sorry, cos the word sorry which comes out of his mouth HAS ABSOLUTELY NO VALUE AT ALL ! since he say mine in tt way ......
I am damn tired of this shit, happens everytime. And i am the one who clean them up, I dun deserve this. Couples shld understand each other and be sensitive in words they use. I dun think he understand this point.
Now, he can do watever he wants. He dun need to acc me to shop, for movie, for dinner to go to dance studio tgt, wait for me outside recognise studio until my bgirl class ends, dun ahve to buy me food and drinks like he used to. He can break everyday 24 hours, play mahjong for all he like.
Me? I'll just move on and dance like i always do :)
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