i twisted my palm again ........ ouch !

true as it is, FOOL ~

my 6th relationship

i asked him if his wallpaper in his phone is still the same....

he told me he changed it ytd to a blank screen,

my heart sank;

he asked if it's important, i din know wht to reply;

he told me tt he'll still talk to me if we meet, like last time;

he told me we still can meet if i want to since i know whr he live and whr he break;

he told me tt thr wont be any good ending for the both of us,
break up is the best solution for the both of us ............ :(

i guess he'll never come down to see me & acc me when i tell him i'm feeling unwell, like he use to do so, cos i'm not his gf anymore..............

i shouldnt be so demanding and see only the little things, i shld focus more on the big picture like wht he advice me in the past .................

wht happen in the future when we meet again? who know?

but i will miss the hugs and kisses from him :)

it hurts so much .............
and i miss him a lot

i did things which i shouldnt do in the 1st place :( i din know why do so - maybe i'm too childish and wanted his attention so much, or perharps I'm scare of losing him

i told him i feel sian this week with my life, he asked me was it because of my mense, i should say yes cos i know i'll be a little emo when the time comes, but i din tell him. i cried instead, because i was touched and glad that my bf knows bout my emotion.

i shouldnt take things so hard in the beginning. i always remind myself but i dunno why i can do it in the 1st 2 mths. i did try to control in the 3rd &4th mth and for me, i'm ok with it.

he say he need more time for breaking and study. he told me he is more worry for me and din want me to be with any other guys. i asked him if he like me, he said a little........

i really miss him so much . it's like someone passed away and i miss that person.

this deep ................. missing a person so much

getting seperated with the person i love hurt so much :(

i love this F-O-O-D

my friend's choco



KEEP IT ALIVE, DUN LET IT DIE
i save something important on monday evening, continue to save it on the whole of tuesday , OUCH ~~

BIG BABY of Toy Story 3 doing chorus in Lady Gaga's song

Love for a lot of things :D

no sex, just study O.o LOL ~~~