it hurts so much .............
and i miss him a lot
i did things which i shouldnt do in the 1st place :( i din know why do so - maybe i'm too childish and wanted his attention so much, or perharps I'm scare of losing him
i told him i feel sian this week with my life, he asked me was it because of my mense, i should say yes cos i know i'll be a little emo when the time comes, but i din tell him. i cried instead, because i was touched and glad that my bf knows bout my emotion.
i shouldnt take things so hard in the beginning. i always remind myself but i dunno why i can do it in the 1st 2 mths. i did try to control in the 3rd &4th mth and for me, i'm ok with it.
he say he need more time for breaking and study. he told me he is more worry for me and din want me to be with any other guys. i asked him if he like me, he said a little........
i really miss him so much . it's like someone passed away and i miss that person.
this deep ................. missing a person so much
getting seperated with the person i love hurt so much :(
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