Old School Memories - Chpt 10.9

went for a walk w/ kim at AJC - Anderson JC
it's like my 1st time going into e school which is opposite my school :)





thou it's not my school
but e memories of my sec sch appeared again
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tt includes the crushes tt i had in sec sch



ppl says sec sch ppl had alr tried it
i did not tho :)
i din even accepted any guys in my tender age
i dun have bf, not even flings
kinda a good little gal at tt age
e age of sweet 16 >.<

- show off AJC -

this canteen reminds me of my sec sch
colorful tables
stall reminds me of my close friends & him :)



those old old building tt students are studying in
omg, i guess i still prefer poly life



the paint came off ....
not destoryed by me :)



she went to take picture for her fyp
i went up e stair to play hide-&-seek w/ her
till she called me and ask where i am -.-
omg! it's so easy to sneak in
shouted her name frm the stairs out but kim cant hear me



memories will always reminds as memories :)
w/ e love ones and friends
w/ mischevious ppl, we can almost
flying suacer during recess time
chicken bones left under clsroom table
thr'll never be enough toliet paper in e boy's toliet, why?
looked up e ceiling and e wet floor
you'll know why
hahahahahhahah

complicated gal doesnt change much thou :D

tin DID NOT CHANGE totally

true instinct

tin always trust her instinct

this time as well
although she doesnt wan it to be true enough to happen

promises of e both of us
are meant to be broken?
or meant to be fulfil?

adding on t one promise u said
we've total have 4 promises
one is out cos we're over age -.-

seems like i'm more eager to see him
thou everything had ended
omg waz wrong w/ me
why din i have this feeling when he was so near to me
ok watever, let it be since i'm going t graduate soon
but somehow, i know tt i've missed too much opportunities

not 10 or 20
but many many....
100? 200? 300? 400? 500?
tt much of opportunities
2 years = 730 days
730 opportunities missed?
tt's a digit



those years

when i started t move my life at fast speed
i dun bother to talk t him in msn

now
i did talk to him
but no reply

hello!! i'm using tt webby msn
not a standardized msn
& i'm talking to him hor!
@#^&^^%%^*
ok watever, next ....

we shld remain as friend
my heart is hurting
i dun wan him to know
he once said he dun me to get hurt frm everything
so even if i'm hurt
i'll just shut up
cos e culprit is him
sian -.-

e feeling is like someone passed away
and i din know tt this person is always so close to me
till he death .....
maybe he's been waiting
while i continue speeding
not stopping for anyone
is tt a sin?

if he get to read this
pls dun get angry or dissapointed w/ wat i say
it's my feeling
my true feeling?

i can tell you
i dunno

i wan to be w/ u
but we cant
if i had a chance
i'll definitely be w/ u
just promise me tt the hurt is not deep
the tattoo we left on my bod is not pain :)

is either i marry him
or he will will forever be my friend
sad to say this to everyone
i'm not feeling sad
but just feeling it's a lost

complicated faces

let tin complain

i nearly cant get up this morning
my sickness is getting worst
i have dry throat tdy, it wasn't tt bad ytd
but it's terrible tdy
dun feel like eating
no money, no batt, no love

tin decided to bring all charger out when she walks out of her house

e feeling is back again
i dun like it, can adult leave us alone?
it's real irritating sometimes when we dun wanna talk so much bout it :/

either u believe it or u dun believe
tt's all

most of e time
tin prefer to be alone

w/ connection w/ some lovely friends will do
i hate to go home when i doesnt wanna go home
who says tt my home
tt house doesnt have my name

& i can just jolly well move out
and tt's none of you business
cos she's just a nobody!

my dream for a place of my own never seize
my love for lomo & polaroid photos will never ends
even if i had my guy w/ me

Tuesday Mingle

tin've been waking up @ 8 am plus for a week :)
it's a surprise for my friends
cos those who knows tin will know tt she'll only be awake after 12 noon
erm.... ya, i'm half awake @ 8.15am
fully awake by 12 noon, or rather @ 1.15pm
slack at my cafe in e morning
skipped breakfast, dun have a mood to eat
dun ask me why
cos i wish t know why :)

msn w/ kim and met up w/ her & her bf @ mosi



tin & kim are going for party @ thumper @ goodwood park hotel
it's our 1st time going for party tgt
FINALLY!!!!

hmm....
wat shall i wear?
another party + camp out nite in town
i din try it in town beside CQ
guess it'll be great opportunity t take nite picture this sat :)



i just love to give kisses to my friends >.<
pardon boys
if u're jealous, so let it be
if not, so carry on





msn w/ my old friend
nickname baby
ya tt guy i'm refering to if you're guessing now
it's like how many years since we talk on msn
e last time we talked on msn was some few mths ago
when he asked me wat did i do when i was tgt w/ my bf
kinda like more than 9 mths ago?

anw, it's my pleasure to talk t him once again
he's another one who say tt my talking is complicated
indeed, i've changed into a complicated person after sec sch
so my talking will be complicated as well :)
but freak not
my you'll understand my alien language when you know me well enough



always have e urge to smoke
but tin just can bring herself to smoke
fell in love w/ tattoo shop lately
but have yet to get my design done

thou i dun have any tattoo on my bod
i've had several invisible tattoo all over me
nope not as simple as love bite
it's a r/s tattoo
they're memories, past memories
tt left a deep mark in my life
it's like once i think bout my past
those beautiful memories will just auto reflected in my brain cell

memories
good & bad
tin love them all
provided they're not the worst memories of mine
worst memories dun deserve t be rmb by tin :)
worst memories are very bad thing tt happen to me
till i hated the person so much so tt i dun wanna see or talk to him
other than tt? i said i dun wanna talk bout it anymore
so just leave some space for urself to imagine, FULL STOP

Monday Friends

we just wanna play around



my fav Swissotel



tin's blessed w/ lyn t keep me acc for e afternoon during my a mth's holis





am blessed w/ friends who smoke



smoker wannabe
erm.... it's really light
i mean e stick -.-
ok i wat ok i tot cigrattes are heavy
but it's light



NYPPC ( Photography Club ) inspired reflexive

their lust, our ending



my monclair counter @ robinson
yep i switched to selling jewelleries frm clothings :)



photo enthu always take photos wherever they go
tt includes tin :)
guess there i am



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keep guessing :)
for those who guess it corect den ; u're correct
if not guess again

ok la i'm actually in the toliet
-.- s**tt*** -.-
so got nth much t do
so got my baby in used :)
doesnt looks like i'm in e cubicle rite? hehe

was roaming around e street w Lyn
so tin decided to go mosi cafe for friends meet up in e evening

saw this super cute guy frm far
alone, smoking, ya smoking
but he damn real cute



somone kinda match-make for us by saying
"you want to take picture tgt?"
so he came over t sit w/ us
shared bout music fest - Sing Fest vs Fuji Rock Fest







met up w/ kimberly & headed to e padang
while Lyn brought the 2 guys for dinner
& i went for SB help out



e usual sym picture tt tin love t take
ONE BIG KISS to my lovely friends
MUAH!!!

tin loves her friends to tons

Sept Messages t be Remembered

you can see it & you can feel it
once you feel it, you won't be feeling it again

the collage i did for baby fling
eh wait wait is ex baby fling :)





thousands of words he said
were written on paper
every alphabets, every punctuation



i tried not to think of baby a week ago
still replied his texts thou :)

time and distance

was last week thing bout him

din really wanna sms him, i off my phone
thr's time everywhere in the airport so i have an excuse not to on my phone
but i have no excuse to on my phone to sms him

anw, i started to think of him in e late afternoon
tt shld not be e way
but some how, it's like a habit
& i gotta quit it

i'll still eat when i'm hungry
my take away lunch @ terminal 2



while i copied his texts so i cant delete all of them in my HP :)



i make it tdy
but i do miss him still
only as a friend
it's kinda harsh t him sometimes
thou he once said tt he wanna be w/ me
i wanna be w/ him as well....
frm tt year till now, i wan to be w/ him
but i know it's impossible
impossible for the both of us to be tgt
be it if we're attached or not



to minimise the hurt we will be giving each other
i decided to declare tt the love i have for him
is a love for a friend



@ least, i strongly believe tt friends are better than bf :)
@ least friends are someone who will be thr for you no matter what
friends are there when u need someone to joke w/
to cry on, to complain to, to spend some times tgt
w/out expecting any thing
in short, happy to be w/ anytime, anywhere :)



the love for wat i love will never sieze :)
loneliness makes a person strong
strong enough to depend on themselves







i always prefer to stay out alone
someone recommend me an apartment pls?

kids brings happiness thru noise >.<

missing a new someone

i miss him
missed him after dc frm msn

guess i just love missing my friend
& friends whom i miss, are guys
tt lead to misunderstanding tt i love them -.-

to make myself clear
I MISS THE NEW SOMEONE AS A FRIEND
to know more things tt's beyond the sentence of friend
ask me personally and i shall see if i wanna tell you :)

tin hate DC

argh!!!! i dislike DC frm MSN
friends talk are cut off ........ alien languages are being destroyed -.-

tin dun like it!

erm.... missed him for few min during dc, but was not online after tt.... i'm not missing THE OLD HIM, BUT I'M MISSING E NEW HIM :)

kinda ridi la, but i guess it's time to really recover my blindness

since he can fling with me consider tt he had a gf, he can fling w/ other gals if i'm his gf
this's a behaviour tt's totally unforgivable as a bf and certainly, i wun be tt "gundo"and go and be the 3rd party -.- so i decided to quit e game. plus, he cant really play e game well and follow e rules -.- which is kinda dissapointed to me.

till now, i realised tt all my ex-es are better than him. considering tt my ex-es do not have fling when they're w/ me :) sweet in pass tense >.<
why do guy have to ask me stupid question? cant they just feel tt e time is just not rite to ask? i mean, u can jolly well read my bloggy and understand me more or rather meet me out for a short afternoon tea talk. stop asking question like a kid over sms, please. i'm sick and tired of it now

am i really attractive t other guys? i dun think so, i may be soft as cotton outside but i'm strong as steel on e inside plus i'm super spontaneous everyday. if u cant get control of waz going on around and inside me, den let it be and carry on ur life w/out me :) i dun mind cos i've alr given up being placing a person tt i love or like in e 1st place above all. tt's a no no thing to me, unless u're my beloved friends

so friends, u know who u're tt's important to me :)

lomo tin

tin's going for a solo exhibition by chua chye teck's opening ceremony this evening @ substation

nth actually bothers me now, everything had ended in e beginning of this week, or probably, nth happened at all :) something happen but it's not a big hurt for me =) i do admit tt i dun bear to let it go, cos it hurts a bit, yes it hurts a bit, i admit but i feel tt e feeling is e same as in the hurt i feel now is e same for e hurt i got frm my ex, so i guess i'm " UP TO STANDARD TO KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT BY MYSELF" stop crying like a kid and stop smsing and calling :) move on, the sun still set no matter how much hurt i feel, nite's getting prettier than me everyday, knowing tt i'm hurt, it just dun care, so why must i stay on the same ground? hurhur

why do i feel tt someone's leaving me?
why do i feel tt i'm leaving someone?

anw, arts is still wat keeps me moving especially photography :)

tin's alrite :)

tin's a spoilt little brat !

hurhurhruhru.....

i dun smoke, but i hang around w/ friends who smoke :)
in short, i'm blessed w/ friends who smoke and doesn't affect me to smoke

my 1st boyfriend is a smoker
my 4th boyfriend have a tattoo on his bod

me? i neither smoke nor tattoooed........
but i'm going to get someone to tattoo my design on my butt, ouch!

keke.... i'm e only child and my parent will not know if i've got a tattoo on my butt ( my mum no longer bath me, ok ) but i guess the bandage will show somehow -.-

ok, tin's going to get a week's holiday and go far away frm home so the e bandage will not be visible to them -.- tt's kinda lame la but I STILL WANNA GET A TATTOO OF MY DESIGN REAL SOON ! can someone gimme advices plsssss

well, i dun mind to get a bf who smoke and have tattoo now, but i have a condition -> when he smoke, the smell must be light and addictive, kinda addicted to ppl who smoke cigratte tt smells like strawberry & somehow, it kinda turn me on for no reason -.-

erm... some says thr's banana.... i dun think tt's cigratte rite? tt's most probably a condom :)

friends of tin if u're reading this, freak not, i'm not gonna change myself into a spoilt kid or watsoever, i'm still the "tin-can" tt you know, just tt i'm a bit into extraordinary stuff lately & i will not do things tt i'm out of control :)

tin's little secret

it's kinda surprised tt i'm still "growing up" !

my size increased frm B to C
no no, i neither get any plastic surg nor any medication, no massages, no nth.
it just grow ok :)

purple attracted me w/ the pink ribbons, from far @ Isetan
suitable for lingeries party
so henry, get ready ur purple boxers to be compatible to me :D

it was e 1st time to get my 1st push up bra >.<
erm..... good, supportive and comfortable :)
tin finally understand why ppl says that
friends are like push up bra, always there for support :)

996

hurray!
visitors of tin's bloggy had reached 996
another 4 more readers to reach a digit of 1000
happy happy :D

invitation by RSN

invitation by NAVY for NSS talk



yep, again, it's NSS
for ppl who dunno waz NSS
it's Navy System Specialist
i went for e talk b4 and sign up, but i fail to attend their health check
cos i DUN WANNA GET INTO NAVY :)

how i wish Air Force would send me a specialist card like this



cool isnt it? hurhur



thou i wun be joining them but i'll enjoy the privileges Navy gives me :)