true instinct

tin always trust her instinct

this time as well
although she doesnt wan it to be true enough to happen

promises of e both of us
are meant to be broken?
or meant to be fulfil?

adding on t one promise u said
we've total have 4 promises
one is out cos we're over age -.-

seems like i'm more eager to see him
thou everything had ended
omg waz wrong w/ me
why din i have this feeling when he was so near to me
ok watever, let it be since i'm going t graduate soon
but somehow, i know tt i've missed too much opportunities

not 10 or 20
but many many....
100? 200? 300? 400? 500?
tt much of opportunities
2 years = 730 days
730 opportunities missed?
tt's a digit



those years

when i started t move my life at fast speed
i dun bother to talk t him in msn

now
i did talk to him
but no reply

hello!! i'm using tt webby msn
not a standardized msn
& i'm talking to him hor!
@#^&^^%%^*
ok watever, next ....

we shld remain as friend
my heart is hurting
i dun wan him to know
he once said he dun me to get hurt frm everything
so even if i'm hurt
i'll just shut up
cos e culprit is him
sian -.-

e feeling is like someone passed away
and i din know tt this person is always so close to me
till he death .....
maybe he's been waiting
while i continue speeding
not stopping for anyone
is tt a sin?

if he get to read this
pls dun get angry or dissapointed w/ wat i say
it's my feeling
my true feeling?

i can tell you
i dunno

i wan to be w/ u
but we cant
if i had a chance
i'll definitely be w/ u
just promise me tt the hurt is not deep
the tattoo we left on my bod is not pain :)

is either i marry him
or he will will forever be my friend
sad to say this to everyone
i'm not feeling sad
but just feeling it's a lost