gone

my pages were gone
texts were gone
everything were gone
=(

daymare after another

was in school waiting for 5pm to arrive
i'm a big fan of XX's blog
cos reading her blog make me laugh like hell sometimes :)

to my HORROR

i saw how she handle contact lens when raising it
XIAXUE you should put the contact len on ur palm
as u have lovely long finger nails
it may accidently destory your pretty lens :)

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/

she is using the same contact len solution as me
i do admit tt it's a very good solution for 1st timers like me
but i just found out tt it was once labelled as "NO RUB"

was terminate for sometimes due to infection to e eyes

fortunately, i wasnt using "NO RUB" now
if not, e pair of charming eye of mine WILL BE GONE >.<>

twenty secondth november two zero zero eight

it was excatly 4 years since i took my last O paper in 2004

this day

it was raining lightly
e street was cold and warm

it was e 1st time i felt scare @ orchard
so many people rushing for shopping, meet up w/ friends
i was thr selling my new M & M cereal chocolate
i dare not approach anyone
cos my instinct told me tt they'll not buy
& i'm always rite :)

took a bus back to haji lane w/ atiqah
am lucky to have her w/ me t minimise my fear of e crowd

we were blessed t see the rainbow while we were waiting to cross e traffic light
i love e color of the sky - neither blue nor red
it's just brown orange - a color tt makes me felt mysterious calm :)



i've finally got my 1st tattoo on my leg - it's fake actually :)
started t fell in love w/ tattoo 3 mths ago
perharps all design freaks love to draw on themselve once they're tired of canvas & glass
i dislike real tattoo cos one design will only stay w/ me for a mth
i love getting different design on my skin
* like changing bf -.- *

i confess tt i miss someone badly lately
e same person whom i miss desperately in april 2008
"LOVE" meaning just LOVE, nth else
getting into a relationship w/ him maybe a BIG NO NO
cos i dun wan responsibility for e time being :)
i felt comfortable feeling this way

i'll be like looking forward to see him once everyweek
maybe once in a while saw him concindently in school
nth much happen - we just exchange a smile w/out talking t each other

a smile really bright up one's life
maybe his smile encourages me not to quit NYP
tt's good enough for me to survive in school
i was quite depressed
when i was force to make a quick decision for my present & future
till i isolated myself for 2 weeks - e so call holiday :)

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I MISS HIM TONS
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Once Upon A Time

was arranging my folders full of pictures &
found these cute little things which i took 3 years ago :)


santa was given to me in 2003 when i purchase 10bucks of goods frm mini toons

my little items which i randomly loved in 2005



brush for art projects back in those years
ruler was used to draw straight line - forbidden in arts when drawing straight lines
sharperner to sharpen my pencils for drawing classes in Lasalle in 2005
AA batt for digital cam in 2005
red car was my fav toy cos it's the only toy which can moves :)
purple comb accompany me since sec sch days to keep my hair neat & tidy frm 2003

monkey purse was bought in 2004 @ harbour front - afterschool shopping
crown was w/ me since 2005 - after work shopping @ United Square
lock was used t store my belongings when i was working in Swissotel

i couldnt rmb why the fork was thr
but i could rmb tt the flower keychain was broken frm e chain
i have absolutely no idea why i place the toothbrush in e picture tt year -.-

these lovely items seems so new @ those years
i admit my skills wasnt good @ tt year
am glad tt i'm improving now - taking better pictures than those years
i nearly laugh out loud when i saw the fork & the toothbrush in the pictures
perharps, i was really tt strange tt year

Little Escapade

soon, i'll be turning 21 :)
in a mth's time

daddy wanna bring me to cameron highland

for my 21st birthday celebration this year
a big birthday bash w/ a lot of relatives
meaning i will be out of SG right after NYP Photography Club's chalet
hehehehheheheeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

long holidays for me

not forgetting receiving tons & tons of presents :D
i wan a lomo cam for christmas this year tgt w/ black & white film :)
can someone send this mesasge to santa w/ me?

* uncle sean have been playing christmas song frm his lappy *

i wont be in SG for christmas celebration this year
* i may not have any one i admire now *
so i may go in peace >.< ooppsssss
but if u love me, confess ur feeling to me
hehe & i'll give u an answer on my birthday :)
keke..... someone thick skin -.-

will be away tmr for a trip to JB w/ my parent
gonna miss my gal but meeting her @ nite when i'm back in SG
tin misses nuggets frm DXO =\

Recovered

Tin finally's back to dance :)
she's finally back to school....

recoverd frm heavy flu, heavy cough & twisted muscle

couldnt lift my myself up w my feet cos e muscle was really badly twisted :(
a horrible week when i was enjoying my holiday
put it in a better way - holidays
put it in a bad way - healing frm illnesses

thank God, I'm better now
i went to school cont' 4 days
thou i skipped my 1pm's marketing cls, again -.-

wed was a blessed day

i went back to school for CCAs
thou i din have school on tt day

ya i manage to wake up at 10 am :)

NYP Dance Company is recruiting guys
so after the performance, me & cathrine went around asking ppl

if they are interested to join us
9 ppl are interested & they'll be joining us for practise on next wednesday evening

frm 6.30pm yeppy !!!!!!:)

NYP Photography Club are having a weekly meeting

on wednesday frm 3pm onwards

thr wasnt much ppl this week

i was late for the mini photoshop lesson by augustine

e weather on wed afternoon was my fav
rainy day :D
sad to say tt i din manage to take any picture

stayed in e dance studio frm 5.30pm all e way till 10.30pm
perharps i shld say tt it's e longest time i've stayed in e dance studio
a perfect place to relax and revise school work :)

been sometimes since i metup w/ school friends of mine
cos i chose to be alone for 2 weeks
neither did i went online to talk to them
till this week :)
am glad tt uncle sean got his 1st gf last sunday
congrats uncle :D

am going away for a short holiday again tmr
this time w/ my parent to JB
thou it's just our nearby country
i bet the environment & e living is a little different frm SG
maybe i could take a few good pictures thr :)

Singapore Biennale 2008

it was a very last minute visit to Singapore Biennale this year
reach city hall bout 4 pm -.-
suppose to start my tour bout 1 pm so tt i can complete all sites
but nvm, i did enjoyed the exhibitions

MAGGOTS
CRAWLING IN CITY HALL BUILDING @ LEVEL 3


the last maggot tt's crawling up the stairs


maggots attack on the red carpet !!!

it's meant to be gross and getting the ppl to feel discomfort
however, i find tt e face of these maggots cute!!!!
when i observed them carefully
i realised tt they're like a type of pet
very adorable pet w/ their very adorable face
they're made of fiber glass, so i guess the artist might have felt in love w/ them
>.<

Evolutional Mythology



real gourds tt e artist spent 1 year's time to mould them into human face
this installation reflects e artist expression
smiling faces, angry faces, sad faces & happy faces

Teratoma II : Digmaan ng mga Mundo
( War of the Worlds)

i witnessed this installation way back in sept when i was helping out @ kids biennale
lotsa machine work involved to get the scrupture hung up

bulges appear to grow on the wall
let e building lost its sense of classical proportion

SINGAPORE



i dun bother to find my home in this large map
i prefer to get lost in the art than find my way home :)



walking journey frm city hall to south beach building
* a former camp site for NS ppl *
was a enjoyable walk
sad to say tt my batt was flat so i couldnt take any picture @ south beach
the building are 2 stories only and thr isnt lift or aircon
only staircase & fans w/ some windows covered w/ cardboard
the rooms which showcase the artwork were very stuffy
VERY VERY stuffy

However
e place reminded me of my days when i was in SJAB's HQ
during my 24TH NCO course
the building was aoriginal building
no renovation, no repaint, window couldnt be close completely
wat make my heart moved was the hall
i believe it was the place whr passing out parade was held
& certificates were being given

i swear i will visit this place again if i have another chance before it is renovated
to take a few pictures as a form to remains the past :)

next destination - SINGAPORE FLYER



it wasnt my 1st time @ the flyer
but it was my 1st time taking the flyer =D



i wanted to heard wat sky duets have for this year's biennale
but i was too late -.-
arriving @8.22pm when the installation ends @ 8pm
i've got on the flight @ only 21bucks w/ biennale's 5 bucks tickets w/ a guide book

i love this guide book as it provide imformation tt's related to all e exhibitions
w/ pictures printed and clear descriptions



it was a captivating moment in the capsule w/ another family
i board the flight alone while hajar was rushing frm her sch to meet me @ late nite
for a minute - i realise I AM SCARE OF HEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!



how am i going to be a pilot?????!!!!!!!!!

the fear of height only lasted for a minute
i enjoyed the 29min during the flight thou :)



i could see the building of e new concrete jungle of Marina Bay



i could see how near is SG to the "so call" sea
as the sea is almost filled w/ vessels which makes the sea a reserviour



i noticed how small is our floating platform where National Day parade was held
i realised how smooth the road was w cars on the highway
which symbolised the artwork i did for my O back in 2004



i love Singapore Biennale 2008 :)

Weekender's Weekdays

wasnt bother to be online during e weekdays
no updates, no hot news, nothing
everything seems to be the same

i love rainy days
but tt doesnt mean i love to walk under the rain -.-
i was walking on the esplanade bridge to one fullerton
halfway thru the journey - light shower followed by heavy rain
OMG!!!!! i din have unbrella w/ me & thr's no shelter
no one around as well -.-
i gotta walk as fast as possible to coffee bean & tea leaf
once i reached thr, this pumkin attracted by attention :)
halloween was over, one day ago

next come christmas
decoration are everywhere
christmas tree are all under construction :)
lights are on w candles and lollipop as the theme for this year christmas

i was blessed w/ a beautiful weather on thursday & friday afternoon :)
sunny & rainy on e same day
friends know i LOVE rainy days
cos it's e best weather to take pictures
putting technical skills aside, rainy days create a feeling of icy cold
tt one must be dependent on themselves to survive over this freezy moment
* especially in the long bus journey *



not forgetting to capture some lovely pictures
to my surprise - my fav tower is just right beside Lavander MRT station
i use to alight frm this station to walk to my HQ
* i was in SJAB - St John Ambulance *





stayed @ Esplanade's library
freezing cold ....... it rain after i settled down w/ some music & sketches
i din notice who's beside me until i saw this guy
resemble my friend - whom i like a lot
but i din have the time to contact him nor meet him when he's free
back to this library guy - i manage to capture his phone but not him :)


this head was not him, he was in between us -.- after i noticed another him -.-


THE PREFECT WEATHER :)

Back to school

my lovely holis are ending in few hours
prepared to go back for lectures & labs :)

was busying w/ my stuffs on my comp ytd nite
till i din realised tt i was offline
not connected to the outside whole at all......

logon to FB this evening & became fan of almost everything
more than 30 pages for me to a a fan of
but i choose to be fan of food and jewellery brands



i've have another 1 mth 3 weeks to be a teenager
glad tt my birthday is @ e end of the year :)
some ppl says it's only 1 year older
to me, turning 21st is a huge change for me
not forgetting to continue ro pursue me dream, which is getting nearer
to concerntrate on wat i want in 5 years time
probably i've deceded wat i want in 2010
secret......... but i can give u a hint - it's bout art :)

having my 1st kid by 28 seems not to be wat i want now
unless he's REALLY the one tt i can live w/ till i die
take care of me & respect 8/10 of my decision
simple yea ;) 2/10 is his advices
strong woman needs support
independent woman who make decision all e time needs advice too :)

it was a diamond ring on my 20th birthday
wat would it be for my 21st birthday?

am looking forward for another trip to the SG Flyer
hopefully to hop on one of the capsule

2 weeks holis

was asking myself if i shld cont....
the answer is yes & always a YES :)
in order to have the energy to live on
i gave myself a 2 weeks holidays
no school, no work, no interuptions
to do things i always wanted

a good read, some good sketches, few good pictures
site to visits & reviews to be written
collages to be make

tin finally got her time to go to Central Promontory Site
an exhibition site that is part of Singapore Beinnale
- Singapore largest international contemporary visual arts exhibition -

however, god din bless me a good weather
it was raining heavily
but i've got prepared an unbrella :)

The temporary exhibition space was built by Shigeru Ban, a Japanese Artist
using150 twenty feet long shiping containers donated by APL
as well as 34 ten meters height of recycled papertubes

it was a stunning site to be visited as part of Singapore Biennale
it was also the 1st time in my whole entire life
i had to walk thru a muddy pathway to reach the site



thr was a outdoor exhibition space right beside the containers
it's situated in the open space
the feeling it gives us goes with the weather - rain / shine
it was rain @ e time i visited it :)
the feeling i felt was - breezy and cold - rainy season

was@ 8Q- SAM for a SIPF talk back some time
& was impressed with e work of Phunk Studio entilted - School





not forgetting to get involved w/ e art
some chalk drawings i left b4 i went off
pardon me cos i the name gave me a comfortable feeling
so i drew it on the dark green board with a white chalk

was invited for an opening ceremony of comtemporary young artist exhibition
@ Sculpture Square on Thursday evening
these 2 pieces took my breath away for few sec

Random Things by Natasha Wei Jun Hao



i love candles
no matter how much wax they've burn, i'll still keep them
but I WILL NEVER POKE THEM WITH NEEDLES
i regard candles as one of the romantic objects
as they light up the darkness & bring peace
as well as the scent it give out with it's lighted up
candles are soft thou it seems to be tough outside
i felt tt my heart was poked by needles when i saw this installation

Scratching On Photograph - Condition I & II
by Maxine Chionh



as a photographer
i WILL NEVER NEVER scratch my wonderful prints
not even getting a rain drop on them
but i was very disturb by this artist's work -.-
it gave me a new level of w combination on photography & art

after all exhibition visited in the sunny & rainy afternoon
it's time to pamper myself w/ a simple yet fabulous afternoon tea
@ one fullerton's coffee bean & tea leaf
- Belgium Coffee Ice Blend & Tiramisu -

* just for the skill of photography of cake - gimme comments :) *

holidays arent only bout exhibition visiting w/out shopping
DIASO again :) 6 wooden HB pencils for only 2 bucks
good condition w/ plastic cover to protect the tip of e pencil
the range of pencil cases are more than wat popular bookshop have
they're so so so attractive & i actually stood in-front-of these pencil cases for 5min
wat attracts me is the different design of the pencil cases being place tgt
i dun need pencil case cos i no longer uses them :)



tin always end her afternoon by watching sunset
be it frm City Hall's Raffles City, on my way to Old School or in e Train


5th Nov 2008
outside Raffles City opposite Capitol Building


6th Nov 2008
on the way to old school


6th Nov 2008
on the way to Old School after climbing a 8 stories flight of stairs


7th Nov 2008
on my way home in the train passing by the big fish pond near my house

travelling & dining needs money

spending a short holiday in SG may not need a single cent

tin's enjoying the 2 weeks holidays :)