Saturday, August 30, 2008

no secrets to baby fling

secrets are not to be revealed
it's meant to be thrown away
* above sentence is just a joke *
however
sometimes, it's better to have no secrets with each other

somebody enlighten me
secrets are sometimes, to be shared
it'll act as ur extra info for others to know you
or rather for your love ones to know

since secrets are told
every sentence we said
had became naked for the other
nth to be hiden
just pure sentences which send the messages directly and clearly across

it seems tt everything turns out to be real now
nth's too fantasy anymore

feelings
it is meant to be there, no hiding, no guessing

someone let me realised that sex isnt anything serious
nor something to be hidden
waz the definition of a virgin?
if the membrance is still there....

i admit tt %^&*^#$%^
my membrance IS STILL THERE
meaning I AM STILL A VIRGIN !
does tt means tt i lied to you
saying tt i'm a virgin?
pls
if you can give oral sex
i guess i'm way too much for wat i've done

so why am i still asking stupid question
considering the fact tt i've know the answer
you've hinted me so clearly, even gave me an answer
and yet i'm still asking
isnt tt stupid?

"to adjust my feeling towards you and believe that you are still e someone who i knew and familiar for 8.5 years"


since we know wat each other had done in these 2 years
waz thr to hide?
indeed, waz thr to hide?
i''ve change frm wat i used to be in sec sch
whr i was still a simple gal
to someone who have so much secrets to hide
changing to someone who's wierd
someone who goes for wat she wants
someone who is deeply in love with
contemp art, contemp dance
fine art photography

guess, nth's big deal for me
dreams are just dreams'
i've just gotta accept the moment i'm living in

let's not go back to square one
but move on
no one's going back to 4 years ago
but we are just continueing the feelings frm tt year
fact that we all are moving
no one is going back anymore
we're bringing our memories tgt to move on
tt's it :)
sound easy
yes it is
i've always live free and easy
tt's me after sec sch
tt's me after the last time i saw him

i dont wanna get into unnecessary guessing anymore
it's tiring

therefore
a fling is only a fling
he's STILL A FRIEND
he will never able to step ahead to be my boyfriend
he BEHAVE LIKE A BOYFRIEND
DO THINGS THAT A BOYFRIEND DO
& he's yet a boyfriend
as simple as that
if i still dont get the definition
den i'll quit being his fling for good
no pressure
once thr's pressure, QUIT !

baby
you'll always be my FRIEND
although you are now my fling

still a friend for me to share my troubles
someone to depend on after break up
isnt it tt better?

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