secrets

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
LOVELY PEOPLE
a post tt's dedicated to him
my baby :)

FOR PEOPLE WHO DUN LIKE IT TO BE SWEET
THERE'S BITTERNESS SOMEWHERE
SEARCH FOR IT :)

FOR PEOPLE WHO LIKE EXTRA SWEET
INDULGE YOURSELF TILL THE END :)

"we've no secrets"
tt's wat he told me :)

thinking of tt
yep we dun have any secrets
i'll tell him everything bout me
w/ no fear :)

it was the 3rd kiss he gave
since we were tgt
one day?

hmmm...... frm the start

"i love you"
the sentence i texted him 3 years go
"tell her that i love her too"
he replied 3 years ago

does the love for the both of us still there?
is it hiding? love, where are you :) ? or...
waiting for me to complete my tertiary education
before anything serious about love starts?

misses me
someone actually misses me and smsed me
"i miss you"

it was just in time after the jap film entitled "the milk woman" ended
for the last part of the film
i tot of him :) sweet
he knew i'm at the film
gave me few mins of silent
and consequently texted me when he missed me too much

met up w/ lyn for st james
"going home?" he asked
nope going to gals talk
bout wat guys can do to gals during sex

ermmm
yep he did ask if i'm a virgin, lotsa times
wat if i am & wat if i'm not?

wat if he is & wat if he's not?
will sex bring us closer than we were in sec sch? :)

i always believe tt love is innocent
but becos of him
i realised that love can be innocent, pure and naughty
it's not wat we do
but it's wat we feel

if we're comfortable w/ each other
why not?

sometimes, gals are shy
BUT only to guys they really love
or rather, like :)
thr he is telling me not to be shy
wat a cute guy :)

some ppl says it wont last long
after he gets into you
he'll move away
but to me
he's just someone whom i treated him as friend
i might never let him get deep into me thou...

is it true tt guys cant live well w/out sexual relationship?
probably they just need to satisfy their needs
it's normal tt they want it
it's not normal tt they do it

some may feels tt it's too personal to talk about
some says it's alrite
tin says
it's perfectly alrite and normal
it's only the way you talk about it
no one get harms
everyone shld feel comfortable to share thing tt shld be shared
but not too detailed :) hehe

it was scary on e 1st day
cos i hate e feeling of wat i felt in my 1st r/s
it sucks
but the fact tt he's someone i knew for 8 years & 8 mths
3102.5 days approximately?
tt's a digit
known for more than 3000 days
& are tgt now
isn't it wonderful?

was thinking if he's the guy i'll be living w/
on my way home on e expressway
i felt easy
it seems to be true enough to get married to him

:)

well, if u manage to read this

tin just wan to let you know tt
thr's still little love left for us :)
thou it's been 4 years

p.s. promises are meant to be broken?

if yes, tin shall break 5 promises tt he made to me
if not, we shall trust our words and do it :)

1. Lunch for prata @ thomson
2. Lychee freeze at my house
3. Get into YFC (Youth Flying Club) upon my graduation frm NYP
4. Semi formal Dating
5. Overnite stay outside

another 2 more weeks
he'll be released frm the island
ermm, he's in bmt now :)

swwet enough to say tt i dun feel tt i'm waiting
but more of missing him
which turns out to be my new hobby lately :)

he's asleep now
& i've gotta slp too
nitey ppl