I seems to hate waiting lately, for some reason.
I guess, I've been waiting for most of my life (unimportant stuffs).
And went around for those important stuffs.
Perharps, this make my life getting complicated and complicated, but for no reason, I like the life I used to lead.
To date, it's a struggle without my MP 3, hopefully, it'll recover itself soon.
Reality caught me back for a week, despite listening to various radio station.
Dance seems to tell me tt I have the standard to dance better - felt like i was dancing for someone instead for myself - which i dislike sometimes. I rather dance for myself than others, putting myself 1st place and others 2nd.
Bad stuffs happened this afternoon.
Conclusion - I wasted few hours (waiting & going) and in return was no one really care bout what i did, kana hit on the head for no reason! BASTARD do that, cos no one have the right to hit me that harsh! of course i left immediately, only moron stays.
Phone went low batt, no radio, no mp 3, I took a bus home, passing my 1st ex-bf's house, that was my sunday afternoon.
Dial my ex's number but somehow, i cant rmb it and it wasnt in my phonebook....
Naturally, I walked to the dance studio at my community club and sat on the sofa outside for bout an hour, drinking honey bubble tea and eating potato chips, thinking bout the studio at the old CC which was just under the next block.
What came to my mind when i was down this evening was DANCE, though practises are getting tiring every week.
He seems to dissapear for a while and came back this morning. I am adapting to this and let everything goes as it wants, neither waiting nor forcing it anymore.
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