Musical Performance on 5th & 6th Feb, Friday & Saturday, 8pm.
Rehersal, rehersal, rehersals and more rehersalsssss..............
7 days a week, 6 days filled with dance.
It's like being a full time company dancer, preparing for a upcoming performance.
Soon, rehersals will end and my days will resume to 2 days of dance again.
I'll miss the days filled with hectic dance schedules :)
Applied for Lasalle's Dance degree program, 9th March, Tues - Audition date
Ppl asked how far can I go with a dance degree, a question which I've asked myself a year ago. It's risky in terms of getting stable income from dance, unless i teach ........
Answer is : I have no idea but I would love to do something which I love. Probably collabrate with other artist to come up a performance? Maybe be a freelance dancer to work with diff company for their new productions? Moving around here and there to work with diff people?
It's hard work , compared to photography, film & music.
I'm willing to take the risk and am willing to sacrafice for dance :)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
From Tuesday
Hangover at a friend's place on Monday nite after meeting darling in the afternoon. Woke up bout 11 am, reached home bout 12 noon, went out at 1pm. Tummy upset due to overdose of beer >.<
Movie at 3.05pm - New York, I Love You - Fell asleep in the middle of the movie.
Movie at 3.05pm - New York, I Love You - Fell asleep in the middle of the movie.
Dinner after dance - No solid food allow......
Wed lunch - the only meal I had for the day.........
Did something for darling when I was tidying my notebooks. Tons of kisses for him on the paper heart
Monday, January 18, 2010
Graduate
Book to be returned before I get my Diploma Cert
Been with me for two and a half years
To be return ...............
It rained right after I collected my cert
Travel Travel Travel
Irregular meals replaced by these foods
Next phase of life
Expecting
Forgiving - a word which I believe in.
However, most people take it for granted.
If , if, I'm his gf, I'll say tt's it, either you make it up to me by acc me the whole day to give me re-assurance, or we end it - so you can go ahead with your game and pool with your friends.
Lucky thing was - I'M ONLY HIS DATE.
Date is alway safer in many ways when shits happens.
GIRLFRIEND is a very dangerous status for me.
I forgive him for what he had done. But that doesnt means that he can leave me alone at night and enjoy himself with his friends when I needed him.
I need to be comfort when I speak up my mind but not to avoiding the conversation.
I HATE GUYS WHO IGNORE MY WORDS AND AVOID SHITS!
IF YOU MESS THE PLACE, CLEAN IT UP, AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
Feeling insecure like this, I choose to remain single for more than 2 years, until someone "breaks the spell"
However, most people take it for granted.
If , if, I'm his gf, I'll say tt's it, either you make it up to me by acc me the whole day to give me re-assurance, or we end it - so you can go ahead with your game and pool with your friends.
Lucky thing was - I'M ONLY HIS DATE.
Date is alway safer in many ways when shits happens.
GIRLFRIEND is a very dangerous status for me.
I forgive him for what he had done. But that doesnt means that he can leave me alone at night and enjoy himself with his friends when I needed him.
I need to be comfort when I speak up my mind but not to avoiding the conversation.
I HATE GUYS WHO IGNORE MY WORDS AND AVOID SHITS!
IF YOU MESS THE PLACE, CLEAN IT UP, AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
Feeling insecure like this, I choose to remain single for more than 2 years, until someone "breaks the spell"
Sunday, January 17, 2010
1st Tear
shits happen again
things which i dun wish to happen, happened.
I dun mind being left out like an idiot, cos we're still date, i can forgive him for being not understanding. I dun mind him smoking with his group of friends. I dun mind him talking to his female friends more than talking to me.
Afterall, it was my 1st time meeting his friends.
I was telling him that I wanted to get a tattoo of my own design this year but din manage to go for the tattoo show this year. He ignored me............
Fine, since he ignore me and i felt like an idiot, I decided not to talk and my my mouth shut in the bus.
He tried to talk to me - But I din have the mood to talk anymore cos i dun want to look like an idiot, again. It became a phobia talkign to him.
He wasnt there with me in the theatre to watch my favourite dance with me. For one moment, i wish that he have joined his friends to drink so that I can end this. However, he was waiting for me outside the theatre.
Why is he keep asking me if I wanna go home? It's irritating, if he din know.
It was tiring on sunday morning. He din know.
The feeling was like wht had happened 3 years ago. He din know.
I hate being left to walk behind alone. He din know.
He don't know a lot of things. Did he make an effort to understand or ask when he have no idea wht's going on. Did he really want to listen wht happen in the past that leads me having phobia of getting into a relationship? Did he know despite of my phobia, I would LOVE to give it a try with him?
When i was ignored by him from 2 am, I've texted angel, law and gary. Thanks there for acc me for hours texting :)
Things resume back ot normal when I TOOK THE INITIATIVE TO SPOKE TO HIM AND SMS HIM. anw, i'm always the one who gave in in life..................................................
Cant hold my tears when he din even understand what went wrong and he DID NOT KNOW that I was feeling insecure.
I felt like I am his fling instead of his date. The feeling sucks.
Thanks to yve who called in the afternoon. I did cried for a while. Not a while but tears keep dropping down on my way to sentosa with him.
At last, he is willing to listen bout what happen in the past.
But to me, it's really way TOO LATE. If I was his gf, I'll take a break with him in our relationship on sunday dawn.
Anw, he did made an effort to do wht my dream bf should do
- Apologise when he's at fault
- Talk bout wht went wrong and solve it out
Things which he had yet to fulfil
- Understanding (truely)
- Giving a simple hug at difficult times
- Give a pat on my shoulder when I'm angry
- Stand beside me when I'm left alone
- Cheer me up at the fastest way before I remind him
- Look into my eye when he apologise / talk to me
We still have things to learn before we're officially together.
I REALLY DON'T WANT SHITS TO HAPPEN AGAIN
things which i dun wish to happen, happened.
I dun mind being left out like an idiot, cos we're still date, i can forgive him for being not understanding. I dun mind him smoking with his group of friends. I dun mind him talking to his female friends more than talking to me.
Afterall, it was my 1st time meeting his friends.
I was telling him that I wanted to get a tattoo of my own design this year but din manage to go for the tattoo show this year. He ignored me............
Fine, since he ignore me and i felt like an idiot, I decided not to talk and my my mouth shut in the bus.
He tried to talk to me - But I din have the mood to talk anymore cos i dun want to look like an idiot, again. It became a phobia talkign to him.
He wasnt there with me in the theatre to watch my favourite dance with me. For one moment, i wish that he have joined his friends to drink so that I can end this. However, he was waiting for me outside the theatre.
Why is he keep asking me if I wanna go home? It's irritating, if he din know.
It was tiring on sunday morning. He din know.
The feeling was like wht had happened 3 years ago. He din know.
I hate being left to walk behind alone. He din know.
He don't know a lot of things. Did he make an effort to understand or ask when he have no idea wht's going on. Did he really want to listen wht happen in the past that leads me having phobia of getting into a relationship? Did he know despite of my phobia, I would LOVE to give it a try with him?
When i was ignored by him from 2 am, I've texted angel, law and gary. Thanks there for acc me for hours texting :)
Things resume back ot normal when I TOOK THE INITIATIVE TO SPOKE TO HIM AND SMS HIM. anw, i'm always the one who gave in in life..................................................
Cant hold my tears when he din even understand what went wrong and he DID NOT KNOW that I was feeling insecure.
I felt like I am his fling instead of his date. The feeling sucks.
Thanks to yve who called in the afternoon. I did cried for a while. Not a while but tears keep dropping down on my way to sentosa with him.
At last, he is willing to listen bout what happen in the past.
But to me, it's really way TOO LATE. If I was his gf, I'll take a break with him in our relationship on sunday dawn.
Anw, he did made an effort to do wht my dream bf should do
- Apologise when he's at fault
- Talk bout wht went wrong and solve it out
Things which he had yet to fulfil
- Understanding (truely)
- Giving a simple hug at difficult times
- Give a pat on my shoulder when I'm angry
- Stand beside me when I'm left alone
- Cheer me up at the fastest way before I remind him
- Look into my eye when he apologise / talk to me
We still have things to learn before we're officially together.
I REALLY DON'T WANT SHITS TO HAPPEN AGAIN
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Tin's Date
Met my date after dance on a sunny sunday afternoon.
Weather was freaking hot outside the malls and freezing cold inside the cinema and shopping malls.
Met up 3 days in a row last week. Guard duty for him on the coming sunday so we will be spending the weekends together on 22 Jan.
My note for him in the public, can you see what have I wrote below his name?
Risking ourselve to get into Lasalle at 10.30pm to get drink from the vending machine. We did it for the sake of fun and excitment :)
Sweetie Lester >.<
I realised my face is smaller than his :)
A "TAI TAI"'s Life
Waking up in the morning to write the messages from lester have became my habit.... Love always happens without me knowing and I always miss the chances. I wish I will not make the same mistake this time :)
My 1st Shu Uemura Powder, 1st Lancome Miracle perfume - got them while shopping with my date. Silky Girl lipgloss and gold golden ring from forever 21 - got them while shopping with aloy.
A book for ballet beginner
Moving from contemporary to ballet is my wish granted.
By just Holding the barre & doing releves on pointe is one of my dream.
Coincidently, Anthony from Danz People know my school dance instructor.
I'm so in love with this dress :) Got it at Bali Lane - Candle
One benefit of this dress is - I can go braless without worrying :)
It's light, simple yet elegant and very very suitable to go out on date with lester lol! Perfect for shopping with my gals with slipper or flats <3
It's light, simple yet elegant and very very suitable to go out on date with lester lol! Perfect for shopping with my gals with slipper or flats <3
In Love with Tattoo
In love with Fake Tattoo since 08 ...... not for anyone but for myself - tot of getting a real tatt and tot of the design which I want it to stay on my skin till I pass away :)
Sweetly in love lately with my date - perharps, I should draw this on my skin again:
My Love for temp skin drawing <3
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
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