Lambarena Tin On Pointe

Someone nearly broke my heart.

I got scared and I teared a little.

Seems like he doesnt understand me yet
Or is he nervous that I may not choose him to be my bf?

......................

Things went smoothly, does it mean tt I have to admit before everything REALLY went on smoothly?

Learnt from a lyric saying " Love need to be respone to"............ Perharps, I did not really respone to him and tell him wht I'm thinking.

Or perharps, I'm the one who's scare to say out " I'm willing to be your girlfriend"

Sometimes, I wish I can skip the role of girlfriend to be his wife from his date.

Isnt it more romantic? To me, yes, it's romantic and tt's the relationship I want to have.

I used to believe thr isnt romantic guy, anymore, until i met him.

He let me feel like a little girl - believing that true love do exist on this world, Love can be very simple. Holding on to the doll he gave me during my 22nd birthday, I felt so happy and comfortable. It seems that True Love does exits.

Listening to him telling me why he choose me among other gals, I listen it with a serious attitude, and at that moment at my playground, I was feeling - He is the one - maybe he din know at all, cos he din look into my eyes when he was telling me.

From day one, I had regard him as my bf, but I dunno wht will happen in the future - Friends who know wht happen in the past will know why i was hesitating ................

But he din know and tot i din try.

The fact was:
I had a crush on him when he passed me my Birthday Present and was thinking how good will it be if he's my guy.

I asked him out on Friday for bubble tea is just an excuse to see him and know him more and let him know me more.

Planning a date on Saturday with him was another chance to allow him to hug me and to be hugged by him.

Getting home early on Sunday just to see him and stay by his side and talk under the stars.

If I dun try, I would never wanna do all those things I've mentioned cos it's just not me if I'm single :)

So Lester Yeong, I'm sorry that I din tell you cos I'm scare. However, I'm happy to have you to encourage me to give relationship another try. Meanwhile, I would love to be ur friend as well :) Let just say, A FRIEND WHO IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND <3

Thanks Darling!