I SAW MY 3rd EX.
was busy walking around, observing the crowd and see who to give plastic hearts paper clips to, outside the sports hall.
when i went into the sports hall, feeling i'm so old and had alr stepped down frm CCA, seeing all freshies reminds me of my time when i was with my clsmates during year one. i saw someone familiar, someone tt i will start talking to whenenver i sees this person, he's my 3rd ex......
he saw me, i saw him, our eyes, actually met one another. but i was too busy thinking wat had stated in the above paragraph. my 1st reaction was to look away frm him, as if he's a stranger, and walk to my CSC booth. i can rmb tt thr're ppl in between the both of us, ok, just like Romeo & Juliet, wal lau ^$^%$*%$^#&%$&, ok tt's how the scene was when i met him.
din really look back once i step into the sports hall, walking beside him.
din really bother me as much.
2nd time, the same thing happens, same situation but this time, i turn 45 degree right and he turn back. ok tt's fine......
i was wandering around sports hall to give plastic hearts paper clips and out of a sudden i have a tot "if i sees him the 3rd time, i'll go to him and start a conversation cos i guess hatred had alr gone mths ago :) "
but unfortuantely, i din sees him and i gotta rush to BLK N for my Infocomm Security Lab, which is one of my fav module tt i registerd as the 1st module during the selection of 3rd year specialisation.
on my way back, i felt kinda "i shld have talk to him just now" kinda think of him on my way to the lab. gave a call to him but i cant even rmb the 8 digits of his -.- i guess i had really get him out of my mind.
i dun save hp no of my bf cos i feel tt it's good t rmb the number as a galfriend.
probably it's another good way of forgetting hp no. after a BREAKUP, tt i dun have to purposely go to my contact list to delete away his hp no.
this incident tt happened this early afternoon din really bother me much, if i can move on @ 120 km/hr, i can do it now thou i had stopped at 120km/hr becos of him, out of sudden.
it's really a kind of feeling tt i nearly bang into a human while driving and i gotta brake and the speed goes frm 120 to o in few sec...... it's a scarey, not say sacrey but sudden, without prepared. i'm lucky to prepared to talk to him thou it happen too sudden, but i din get the chance, ok fine, it doesn't matter =)
kinda learn a lesson tdy
" dun wait to open your mouth when u have something to say".
did a good job cos i din let it bother me during lab time cos teacher was demostrating a method tt is super interesting than being bother by him, my 3rd ex.
din know why i sms sean on my way home:
"thanks for being a close friend thou we are not couple and be there for me when i need someone"
& something more in depth to express myself, i dunno why i sms him la, but i just sent it out lor, another one is this:
"you did better than boyfriend you did things that not even boyfriends should just a big thank you =) i mean it will be a good relationship with you as a couple cos we have been thru asfriends for quite a few months, so it is a very good thing t have you as a friend that i can depend on like i said this afternoonin cheers"
hui lan just called me tt she's in NE and she's alone, but i'm @ home, so i promised her next week i'll sit beside her, will not ps her :)
life goes on afterall .................... =) BIG SMILE people
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