3.15am - i was still awake -.- considering tt i woke up at 9.30am ytd ......
may be the nite mare tt i had last nite :( din really know why he hugged me. i was so shock when i woke up and was so scare - for no reason.
anw, he's just a friend. tt's it :) it's a forbidden love, or rather, it's a rel tt will end if it start. so i din wan tt to happen cos both of us will be unhappy and will not be close friends anymore. so i rejected all ways tt made me fall in love, deeply.
kinda stupid la, but it's good for me, and for him.
i mean, i can jolly well cut off the love .... (wat crap am i talking ??? -..- ) tt i had for him............well, tt's me lor. who says bestie/close friends MUST become a couple ? correct?
so i guess wat i've done is rite :) Long Life for Tin's Besties !
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