stupid feeling @ he wrong time -..-

I HAVE TO STOP THIS FEELING !!

let me get away frm this feeling, tt's why i said i hate to be in love, cos i may never know when i myself will terminate this feeling, which is a very cruel thing.

it's not the time to be loved, it's not the time to love others, to anxious about others, but why is tin doing tt? does it means tt tin'll get a striaght distinction is she do it?

stupid cupid! i dun wanna be in love now cos sch's starting tmr, met me fall in love with CNET, not human!!!!! the main reason of getting into NYP frm Laselle was to get into RSN.

The main reason now is to get a cert, and get my PPL (Private Pilot Liscence). tt's it for the time being. I DUN NEED a guy, i DUN NEED a boyfriend. I DUN WAN the same feeling to be felt again! 5 ex-es is enough, i cant have more, i'm not serious in rel now, so risk it guys, if you wan me.

i dun hate, but i'm not feeling well, wat the shit is this, a bunch of nonsence.

ok, bottom line is i shld not have said yes, ok, i tot things will move on, but it came back to square one. -.- i din know tt, if i knew bout it, i would have reject it !

IT REALLY HURTS. i confess, this's the 2nd time. I will DEFINITELY sieze it frm happening for the 3rd time, so kelli, the game stops here. Let's move on :)

so pls, dun be too close to me, i'm not your anyone, i'm just a friend, just a human, once a stranger to you, tt's it.