My New Baby

Last presentation
Last GSS day

went for shopping after school with amanda

got myself a gold necklace frm Chomel @ TANGS
the one i eyed on while shopping with my parent
they dun have new piece
so i got the necklace on display
they aunt said "it's only meant for you"
cos it was the last necklace of the design :)




my lovely baby frm samsung: S760
suppose to be my "husband"
but it's a she ( cos in pink)
& it's the last pink S760 left in the store
the one & only one

it seems like everything left only one piece
the one i love is the one and only one
it fated to be tin's baby :)

Surprise frm a NYPPC member

i tot wat image is this person sending, and i was so surprise it was the 2nd outing

it was taken @ Mt Faber

When I was 3 years old ......

remininscing the days in Changi Airport Terminal One


i found these
aren't her adorable?

those were the days when my Daddy and Mummy bring me to all part of Singapore for sight seeing, and Mummy told me i ran all about and my Daddy will be "running" behind me, afraid tt i'll fall and get hurt.

i dun think i did get hurt but i can rmb i got a "car accident" in AMK central till my mouth bleed. i rmb i cried terribly. However, after washing up and calm by my parent, i was up on the car again driving around the park. No more scare scare =D



she was only 3 years old, HOWEVER

she have a face tt says "DO NOT MESS WITH ME" or else i'll jump into the pond

* another word = Dun force me *

she started having a invisible DJ set and started DJing, with a invisible headphone & loves to dance in the public

she stands tall, thou she's small in size, together with the scrupture

Loves to be carried by her Daddy with open arms

comments on them? feel free to do so in my taggy on the right :)

i am cute

2.30am & 6.10am

9.55am, tin's awake and online :)
went amk hub by bus to change my bank book early in the morning cos tin hates to queue and wait -.-

woke up at 6.10am but i tot it was 2.30am
i heard the train moving when i was washing my face
when i looked out of the window, i saw a train
i tried to look inside the train
guessing if they're people or stocks
was so curious why is there train still running @ 2.30am
went to double check the time in the living room again
it's 6.10 am

it was the 1st time i mistaken the time in my whole life
it's a feeling tt couldnt be describe

it's good waking up @ 6.10am and wait for the sun to rise
seeing my room turning frm dark to warm to bright
it's a new day! a pretty wednesday morning
WEDNESDAY, it's ladies night tonite and gals enter to club for free :)
be bringing amanda tdy to butter factory after MS's wanton noodle hehe

ICT Project Management & Implementation Common Test

one word, EASY

the entire paper was like a session of writing out what i have memorised except for one question tt require me to think and write in my own words.

as usual, i finish the paper in 30 mins

there was 3 question tt require us to illustrate the diagram and i forget to take my pencil out frm my pouch so i drew it with pen and ruler. neither messy nor untidy :) i'm a good illustrator hehe

another test tmr @ 2pm, din really started studying thou -.-

CLEO photoshoot on Sat

as usual i wok eup late and was late for the photo shoot

not really late cos the shoot starts at 3pm, i reached siloso beach about 2pm :)
Venu cant go for the Za camp at ECP so i choose to go for the event at Sentosa

it was really sunny and lotsa people on Sunday, basically it's a weekend and the last 2nd day of school holiday.

another surprise for me, i gotta see so many hundreds of gals in bikini at one go O.O
i'm one of them together with my new friend, Lyn :)

glad to know her as we are each other companion for the sunny saturday afternoon @ the beach.

as tin's friends, they know tt i'll die die bring a sunblock lotion no matter what when it comes to hanging out under the sun but this time, i DID NOT BRING SUN BLOCK TO SENTOSA cos the event organiser are providing sunblock lotion and spray, tt makes our bag lighter as well as not getting worry tt our skin might get sunburn or unbalance skin color or over "micro-waved"

beside enjoying the sun & looking at pretty gals, they're a number of hunks as well :)

not only tt, we're invited to take pictures with them and talk to them >.<>FREE OF CHARGE, kinda make them look like waiter serving gals by the beach haha

images will be uploaded once they're transfer, patient patient :)

GSS

it's Great Singapore Sales !!!!

i did my shopping last friday to get some new beach outfit:)
total of 3 spag tops, 2 mini shorts and a tote bag
Za mask & loose powder and chanel lipstick
followed by 4 banglers, 4 earrings and 2 necklace on Sunday (day b4 common test)

i really saved a lot during my shopping this time and i loveeeed chanel so much so tt i went back to the chanel counter to get the lipstick after scrolling the whole level 1 of cosmetic @ TANGS
it's my 2nd chanel item, gotta get more and more when my make up item are finished :)

shop shop shop before my common test
kinda not worry or scare bout my test cos i'm prepared and my instinct tells me tt the test is gonna be easy :) i trust my instinct frm young :)

my shopping journey doesn't end here cos i'm going for another shopping session with elma this friday @ bugis :) hurray!

Tin's Dad Paints The House

Lotsa Thanks to my Daddy who paint the entire house for the past 2 weeks!!!!

i always love my Daddy for all he do for the family & this time, he kinda brings me back to the time when i was young.

i always love to paint my house with Daddy since young
mischevious tin doodle on the wall till Daddy have to paint them over again to make the color blend. however, whenever he paints the house for the past few years, i was not at home to help.

as kids grows up, they tend to spend their time outside than they spend it at home.
i was a young teenager before :)

as i grow old, i realise the importance of my family members and also, my home, my house, a place for me to rest and stay away from the humid weather, dust and rain outside. i tend to stay at home more as i grow old and chit chat with my family, thou sometimes they're a headach to me -.-
this time, i'm lucky to stay at home while Daddy paints our house =D hurray!!

walls, pipes, doors, windows turns blue and white, by creation of my daddy
i love white, daddy din dissapoint me by painting all pipes in the restroom & windows in my room and the living room WHITE.

wanted my room to be white but since Daddy's have so much light blue paint, i allow him to paint my room with the color he suggested. indeed, he was right to use light blue over pure white cos my room is so bright during the day when natural light shines in, imagine if my room is white, i gotta put on my shades hahahahah

i dun really like curtains in my room so Dad got my windows painted white, hurray! my fav color, white makes the entire living area spacious and simple.

i was FORBIDDED to help cos Dad din wan me to create a mess with the walls -.-
so all i can do was to offer a few glass of water for him and help him with the newspaper laying

i always admire Daddy when he manage to get the whole house looks brand new and clean, probably tt's the reason why i love to clean all my book shelves. study table and computer table once every 2 weeks and rearrange my items on my desk :)

once again, lotsa thanks to my Daddy for turning the house new again =D

thanks Daddy =D

tin's 1st photoshoot

one word: terrible

another word: good

conclusion: cool

i was kissed by mosquito -.- like no one else business
was a great day thou it was super humid

i'm not the only one who was being captured in the lens
thr're other 2 hunks (frm other agency)
cos the photographer wanted the FCP's big door as a background
i dun think it's a nice background and since it's taken by others
i suggested the swing, where Haji Lane have the same swing

next was on top of the big door
it was much more cooler and less kisses frm the insects :)

i din know well will the images are but they're definitely good

it's a tiring day but fun :)
images will be uploaded soon once they're sent to me

i'm smart enough to bring my notes with me
monday's the 1st test and i'm kinda, prepared :)
Thank God

she's moving on after tonite :)

it was not for sure
it was on purpose
it was for some reason
it was not forced
it was not meant to be
it was not for anything
it was not for anybody
it was not for something
it was not planned
it was not pure
it was not dirty
neither is it clean
it was just for fun

it'll be good if i do not see you frm now on
just treat it as it was a dream
or thr's nothing happen at all
it'll be much more better
both of us will have more freedom
lies and sweet talk - they're all fake :)

so baby, thanks for the nite
although none of us is true
like tonite :)

baby you jolly well know i dun love you
we're just friends
i do not want our relationship to go beyond
you know wat i mean:)

so do not come near me again
for i'll not entertain you like tonite

Early Morning

i was called for a photo shoot @ hort park early in the morning when i was still in bed

the name "HORT PARK" actually woke me up cos it was the place where i went for NYPPC outing and i hate the travelling journey so much -.-

i told him it's too far for me and he got he location changed to Fort Canning Park :)

the photoshoot suppose to be tmr morning @ 10 am but it was push forward to tdy
problem is, i got my pink tank top washed cos i wore it ytd. gotta find a another one now
and i chose the orange and white

ok, let's see how it goes ltr :)

tin's going for photoshoot

Give her a break

I'm tired of all fake humans around me

they seems to be nice and good and caring
they ended up like monster
they ended up to be a liar, a terrible liar
they are not themselves
they are all fake
i dun need this type of people
can they jolly well get off from my life?
No

i need my space
gimme 100 bucks and the numbers to call NASA
i want to go back to where i use to be
i need to get out of this stupid world
i call it as Holiday
i want the holiday
i had the holiday
i want to live in Holiday again
i'll rather live there now

i'll rather be alone
i'll rather be with a bunch of similiar friends
i'll rather do things i like
i'll be much more happier

i've exceed the speed in life
i've got a accident
but i dun care
i speed again
tt's the true me
speeding in life
without care
ended up with wounds
it's the journey i call growing up
it's part of life (my life)
i will not stop for anyone
nor will i stop for myself

however, i need a break now
to prepare my funeral.......

~ tin's preparing a funeral for herself ~

Tuesday Afternoon Surprise

i was checking my email and came across this forward mail frm Cherry.
it rather makes me feels tt it's a collabration muscle of my eyes and my mind.
Below are the few "Magic" tt i love, frm the best @ top

1. Concentrate on the 4 dots in the middle of the image for 35 sec
2. After 35sec, look at any wall near you
3. You'll see a circle of light developing
4. Start blinking your eyes for few times and you'll see the figure emerging

they're turning in circles
stop the turning by looking @ the dark dots in the centre

is the purle line bend or parallel to each other?

i love the 2nd so much so tt i changed my desktop wallpaper frm the Kallang Outing during NYPPC's Sunsrise Stadium to the Circles. Even my mummy cant believe what she sees :)

they're abit psycho and to me, they're like something tt simulate the mind to another level
they cant be explain but they're there and appearing for some reason tt deals with our human muscle.

One word: FANTISTIC !

FB surprise

was searching for Old School Sinema Short Film Experimental ytd....

i saw my Art teacher's comment in it and his profile lead me to Canberra Secondary Student and staff webby in facebook. started to add all friends who i know & these was the result tdy:

finally found some long lost classmates and teachers back :)

Papa's Day

i was selling clothes during papa's day lucky thing was my family & i celebrated on sat nite =)

it was a whole 12 hrs in Wisma and i had an hr lunch break and a "here & there" dinner break

the mall was so busy in the afternoon where people start to shop during "MY SALE" @ Isetan
i was so busy walking in and out of the storeroom to get new clothing for my customer
sold quite a lot ytd and a forigner bought 4 clothing frm my brand
i rmb the supervisor said bout feedback form for staff and promoter and i took one for the customer to fill up.

it's like FINALLY i got a compliment frm my customer cos i use to get compliments now and then frm hotel guest when i was a waitress. it's kinda difficult to get good compliments when doing sales cos you gotta have a very good service even though the customer is fussy and indecisive. sometimes we have to decide for them as well as giving suggestion on how to make them look out with some accessories tt go well with the outfit.

tiring sometimes but it was really fun. i hate sales actually but i was so tired bout hotel waitress though they pay well so i gave it a try on sale and somehow, i fell in love with it. cos it's all about FASHION :)

Day out with Venu

woke up super early @ 8.30am -.- tin's a sleepy beauty, she doesn't wanna get out of her bed

went for Model audition and wore the wrong attire -.- omg~ i din read the entire page cos i only read the place and time. anw, it doesn't matter to me whether i got in or not cos i just wanna have fun and see wat situation it will be

i was so shock tt all gals who are in the atrium ballroom wears heels.

we were called in random numbers in a grp of 5 to 8 gals and we have to stand in a row in front of hundreds of gals in the atrium ballroom. i was sitting in front so i was able to see waz the attire and footwear of those gals. it really surprise me, i wore heels too :)

it wasn't a very tense moment in the judges room which was beside the waiting room

there was around 5 to 7 judges & i gotta do a 10m cat walk towards them. i din screw things up but i did a good job and one of the guy gave a good compliment about my white top.

overall wasnt tt high standard tt i expected and the worst thing was, i gotta know tt THERE IS ATTIRE REQUIRED - TANK TOP AND SHORTS

i knew it when the grp of us was called into the judges room when one of the gal told us. i was like OMG~ i shld have be gone during the half hr break knowing tt i wore the wrong attire -.-

however, i enjoyed the day seeing so many pretty gals at one time in 3 hours in a atrium ballroom @ Swissotel The Stamford. i was lucky to have Venu with me but she was kinda dissapointed tt i din got chosen. i guess with me tt outfit, i felt tt i was in the wrong auditin cos i shld have gone for Runway Model Audition instead of NewFace Model Audition :)

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a Jap guy asked me to join his Model company - Escort, Model Club, after the Model Audition

if i can rmb correctly, i guess it was the 3rd time ppl get me to join their model company but i din send in my portfolio or go down for audition cos i'm not interested.

1st time was after the seperation with my 3rd ex @ Bugis
2nd time was window shopping @ bugis
3rd time was outside the supermarket @ Raffles City

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went out with Venu to the art market @ clark quay follow by photo shoot @ substation
we did some funny shots here and there and headed to Mosi Cafe for a drink.
it was really a lovely sunny day and i was sweating wherever i go.

i was in my white heels tdy -.- roaming around the street of bout 1km or 2?
white top with white mini skirt, everything white :)
a good color to reflect the sun's heat and ray, perharps?

hangin with Venu

tin was blessed with a old clsmate, Venu, for the evening tdy

it's been like 4 mths since we saw each other in school b4 our exam :)

lotsa things to be updated with her and it was a gals' evening in my room where jokes and secrets were shared hehheheeee

gotta wake up early in the morning @ 8am for Model Audition with her @ 10am
follow by a doreamon film @ National Museum @ 1pm
lunch @ robertson quay and a flea market visit @ 4pm
MOS or "Awaking" Theatre performance @ 9pm & 8pm respectively

aaawwwww~ it'll probably be a very girly catch up tmr :)
good nite

tin's missing @ the moment

still deciding, still thinking, still planning
but does all these lead to the destination i always wanted, 5 yrs ago?
i dunno.... ........ ........ ... ........... ... .......

i'm feeling lost again, with all opportunities arrving @ the same time
to be chosen.............
i'm prepared to choose but there're so much choices tt i love so much so tt i wan them all.

tin's blind folded again, on my way to eternity......
it's the, i think, the 3rd time?
ever since i graduated frm sec sch
OMG~ life full of opportunities and choices
which is a good thing :)

guess i shdl be enjoying shopping now
since it's GSS (Great Singapore Sales)
& continue what was yet to be completed b4 those opportunities arrive

Once again,
tin's lost but yet walking alone with invisible guidance

where is tin?

Evening with Amanda

lucky i have my woman to go out with me ytd nite to get rid of him out of my head :)
xie xie woman :)

suppose to go out to study but ended up shopping & i tried some tops and fell in love with some white tops, din get it la in the end, maybe getting them tdy or this weekend.

it was my 1st shopping session since this GSS started few days ago, most things in the shopping mall are like 50% off or buy 1 get 1 free. i was so attracted with the packaging and was basic beauty for quite a while.

amanda got herself a jeans and a shirt while i was mobile studying and window shopping

ended up @ starbucks across shaw house and i drew cakes. i love sketching but din know wat to sketch till i see the cake which gave me the inspiration.

anw rushing out to meet sean to study in natioanl library now, byebye

HIM

sorry ppl, i keep missing my past guys tdy & would like to express my feeling out :)

anw, i finally did my revision for CT, haha, so super happy and satisfied.
however, after the revision, i'm hungry and also, it reminds me of my ex.

- i din know wat was happening -

WHEN WE WERE TOGERTHER *sweet*
the day when we walked out of school
the 1st time my hand was held in my black jacket
the days we spent tgt b4 CT and exam (our 1st test & exam in NYP)
the days we studies tgt and nearly quarrel for small matter
the nite tt we spent in my hse, preparing for our 1st CT
the morning when i woke up and saw him sleeping on my sofa (not bed pls)
the way he asked for a patch up
the way he realised his mistake and try to make up
the way he joke with me knowing tt he made me angry
the way he keep quiet knowing he said the wrong sentene

WHEN WE WERE SEPERATED
the way he said, "let me know when u have a new bf"
the way he said, "tt's our promise, must tell me when u have a new bf ok?"
the way he sat beside me during elective class and talk non-stop in class

the day called me to revise our last exam together
the day he was so worry for his exam and needed help
the nite he came to my house at midnite
the day i help him and brought all exam modules book for him
the day when he told me wat happen to him and his current gf
the day when he treated me ice-milo during revisions

the way he massge my shoulder when i was pratising for my lab test
the time when he was thr for me after going thru a terrible seperation
the day he hold me gently while i cried over a unworthy guy
the moment he defend me and scolded the unworthy guy

- cos it was my 1st time losing him -

i knew and he knew, tt it'll be our last time studying together
cos we'll be in different specialization.
we can be in the same class for elective
but we're in different study path now
so thr's NO WAY WE CAN BE IN THE SAME ELECTIVE CLASS

- i felt calm but sad, what a waste -

anw, i really appreciated the days we were tgt, be it as friends or as lover.
i admit i like him as friend b4 we were tgt
but i found out tt he's not the type of guy i assume,
kinda dissapointed
but i realised how difficult it was to really love someone
loving isnt easy sometimes,
but loving him was easy at times :)
a simple move and a simple sentence

we can feel the love for each other
a simplicity of love, it was sinless, it was guilt free............

- he asked for a patch, one day be the 1st exam, i agreed -

i can even understand him and accept for who he is
it was difficult cos it was my VERY 1ST TIME
to understand the one i love and accept his mistake tt he made
at least, he's responsible for his actions and words

- he's leo -

seperation was a good way for us to continue our love for each other
it was a silent love after all
but we knew it, he felt better tt way
i dunno cos it was my 1st time seperating frm the one I LIKE
till after e 1st seperation, i realised........

- he shall be rememberd -

he appeared in my dream one nite
we were walking tgt to no-where
i held his arm and he brought me closer to him
i woke up, realising it was a sweet dream

- sometimes, it'll better to be loved, as a close friend -

Wilson, you'll be remembered
we'll still be friends :)

he have to be forgotten or be remembered?

OMG, tin, again, is in love. SAD/HAPPY THING .........

cos my mind will be full of him, & fact is, CT 's in 2 weeks time -.-
@ least i dun mind breaking up down thou CT's in 2 weeks time :)

kinda crazy la me...... ppl wan to get into relationship while i dun wan :(
not say dun wan, just tt iknow my limit and i'll be over limit, i mean my love for tt guy will be over limit till my entire brain is him. which is a NO NO NO NO for me now cos i've learn my lesson.

but then, it's not fair to him. to be compared with another and to compare wat my future timing and planning or balance my life will be.

in this case, i'll rather not to love.
but it's kinda saddies to see something tt shldnt to be seen, or probably, to realise when things are not as i think.

but i choose to walk alone, i choose not to disclose to him, i choose to remain silent, of course i'll tell and boost to my friends =D i can tbe tt crazy to handle it myself, i'll go crazy by then :) hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

the most for me and him will be close friends :) close till we can talk bout anything and joke bout anything without offence. the love is true and pure, sinless? i believe all relationship shld be tt way but somehow, guys are the one who screw it up -.- i dunno why, cant they just wait?

so it'll be great to be friends, the love beyond friends exist, the care for friends remains forever :)

you shld be REMEMBERED :)

2nd NYP Photography Outing

alamak, i would like to say tt tin's sticking now and smelling of sun block lotion -.- haha

anw, i was LATE, terribly late for the outing @ Hort Park, read carefully people, it's @ HORT PARK, one of the NPark tt i was supposed to go for volunteer.

super far la excuse me, i'm staying @ khatib and i have to travel ALL THE WAY to tt park early in the MORNING @ 7.30AM -..- but i reached @ 11am hhehe, woke up late lor, kana haunted by my nitemare of insects eeekkkkkweeehhh........

i keep kinda like cursing the person who plan the place and time while i was in the train but i was expecting something to be super fun and yes, the trip din dissapoint me =) it impressed me

they're alr resting when i reach the park so i catch up with raudhad and her friend while waiting for augustine to talk to us.

it was really sunny and i made a right choice to bring the whole tube of my banana sun block lotion. capture some pic with my phone cam in the park till justin lend me his oldest Nikon DSLR on our way to vivo.

tdy was like a photography & hiking trip.
we were walking in the hills, of course among the forest where thr's road for us, to vivo, FOR LUNCH :) surprised rite? we can actually take a bus but we din.

i was the only gal tgt with 7 guys
snow white & the 7 dwarf?



- courtesy of Augustine -

i was alrite with anything but i dun mind leaving my footsteps on the bridge. it was really a awesome bridge with it's lovely design especially the ground support. tt caught my attention and i took tons of pic while walking. however, i din really enjoy the journey cos i totally forget bout the journey cos i kept on snapping images, hahhahahahhaa....... tin's gonna go down one day for 10k trng =)

thr was bout total of less than 20 more than 10 ppl who "walk the hill" tdy. thou it's alr the 2nd mth in school in this club, i still made some new friends and i was surprise tt i "found" MIT junior. we talked a lot tgt with some gals, thr was total of 7 gals including me who "walk the hill" tgt with dunno how many guys. i was holding on to justin's cam and it was super heavy -.- thou i keep complaning but i really enjoyed the walk tdy =)

* PLS DO NOT LITTER *

headed to Daiso as augustine wanted to go, we went thr, as usual, talk & talk & talk like aunty..... hahahhahaaaa...... again, i became a model frm a photographer :)
Ooooops, i din take note of wat cam i was being captured but one of it is frm augustine.
this idea comes frm "My Last Adornment" @ Substation's gallery. but in my theme, it's bout "Recycled Jewellery" of Black & Yellow.

super tired and sleepy, it's like after physical trng tt i experienced in kayaking.... i love to be tired becos of PT but it's been sometimes. guess it'll be a often thing frm now on cos i have a grp of gals training with me for the upcoming 10km starting frm TP around Bedok Reservoir & back to TP.

alrite, gotta bath now and enjoy the sun in my bath room.
byebye lovely people, dun forget to tag ah hehehehe :)

:) -.- Banana Boat Sunblock lotion Tin's tired -.- (:

tin's passion's increasing

few more performance to be attended during this year's Arts Fest


Ah Q
- Dance Theatre ON (South Korea) -

Continuum
- Singapore Dance Theatre -

Forward Moves
- by 3 Singapore choreographers -

it's time to get back and be found.
maybe it's another time for new lifes thru the moves and stories.
it's time to move on and move back @ the same time.

tin can be moved :)

No Direction held on to me

i am still in the mood of the performance - No Direction.

i can say tt it's the 1st performance tt held me so a long time.
it was a awesome performance, installation.
the message tt convey in a abstract way tt makes me goes along with the message.

it's e 1st performance tt held my heart, my soul, my mind and my body together with it.
a wonderful performance, a wonderful message passed to me.

i miss it so much so tt i wanna watch it again.....

No Direction - Nibroll

Dance Passion

Stravinsky Dance 2005
Singapore Arts Festival

it was my 1st time getting sistic tix for performance during Arts Fest.
i was only 17 years old, by myself & went all over the places upon graduation frm O level.

i was enrolled in Lasalle-SIA in 2005, i was in Fine Arts.
i kept staring @ the Dance School which was situated on the right side at the place @ Goodman road. i wanted to be there, but i did not apply for dance.
i went for a walk around the dance studio and it was empty inside.
the door was open, there was no one in the studio.
i went in, danced for a while, i went out.

the staircase was old, the corridor was old, everything was old.
it is like a desserted place. the air was filled with emptyness.
i could still remember. that year, marks the beginning of my passion.

i moved on, i moved back, i moved to where i was, i moved to where i supposed to be.

3years ago, i should be there, but i realise it now.

determination makes me decide fast.

determination makes me move back, in a new perspective.

it is a new me, with new knowledge, with a new life, i decided to move back.

is it a starting or continuing?

i say, it's a continuing of what have yet to be done, to be danced.

No Direction - Nibroll (Japan)

" We lose our direction and our ways and wander around. [There is] discord, friction and conflict." - NIBROLL

attended a theatre performance by Nibroll frm Japan during the Singapore Arts Fest

- No Direction -

it was a awesome theatre performance with graphic installation projected on 2 projection tgt with 8 performance.

"WHERE DISCOMMUNICATION CO-EXIST IN THE HOPE"

Collaborative process comprising a choreographer , film maker, music director, costume designer and lighting designer makes "No Direction" a really good work during this Singapore Arts Festival.

"COUNTLESS VALUES COULD POSSIBLY CONNECT WITH ONE ANOTHER"

The movement of the damce is not complex as it is using simple movement tt seems to be complex to be understood while it reflect the meaning of why these movement is used pertaining to the theme - No Direction.

"DESPERATION GIVES ME POWER"

what i love is the scene about Granpa's death and the repeatation of the mini movie. the meaning was rather touching and it kinda brings me to no where and this is a very good thing cos the director of this performance really brings me to no where however, the meaning is there. thou thr's miscommunication but it somehow redirect us back to what we want to know.

"DESPERATION MAKES EVERYTHING POSSIBLE"

it's rather abstract & i was impressed by it.
it was the 1st performance i attend in this year's arts fest.

next will be "Awaking" directed by Ong Ken Seng, the one who went to 12 countries after his successful installation on "impetus - VISTA Lab 1.0"

4 hrs lab test

i was happily going to school without knowing i have another lab test -.-

as usual, i was like 5 min late & went into routerbased lab. the lab cls was quiet and majority of them are holding paper in their hands & i tot it's some new lab. but it was a lab test, open book lab test. i can say tt it's nth to me cos i just have to understand wat the configuration wants me to do and understand the commands i use with reference to my labsheets.

headed to the swimmingpool to relax after the lab test cos it's the only place whr i can really lay flat.

2nd lab test was network & server security, kinda ok, cos it's based on our understanding and if i pay attention to teacher during lab lesson, i may answer some questions and it is like refering back to the labsheets tt our teacher had given to us. it'll be better and easier if he explain to us and we write the notes out (his explanation) but i din la, i only have a simple diagram which speaks some answer for me during the test. and it's again, open book :)

IT teachers do not believe in close book and some how i agree with them cos be it open or close book, it makes no different during lab test. cos it's all about application, if you know you know if you dunno, no matter how hard you try in searching for the answer, you'll never find them cos u dun understand =)

End of class :) SMILES ~ went to ELP to print some notes while amanda demanded to get out of NYP ASAP so we walked to AMK Hub.

tt Da Chang Jin's actor attracted my attention >.< i mean i dunno why guy with charming tiny eyes will catch my attention la ???!!!!!! hahahahahhaaaaa & tt's why i din went to my room to do my things after dinner becos of "him" woooooooh~

funny thing was i slept right after the show in my dad's room while my parent are watching tv in my daddy's room.

Photographer or Model?

cosplay shoot was cancelled, i knew it tdy -.- which is like so last min, but emails says thr'll be 2 fake model for shooting.

din really like jap kids play but b4 i din wanna go for the session tdy, God changed the plan for me and i went down to take the fake doll with some tips of lightning yeppy!!~~~~

i mean i hooked up with lightning design recently due to some arts installation whr they have space and lightning design. so when augustine was sharing his knowledge, i was thr to listen :) thanks for sharing augustine.

overall was good but the thing is can they replace doll with some other things next time,? i mean i dun mind taking pic of dolls but i would love to take something more, so i went on taking other objects.

my main object tdy wasnt so focuse on tt collectible, which annie mentioned, but was the 2 tripod which the lightning are placed. kinda more to abstract in this sense and yes, i was being "abstracted" all the time.
i was staring @ the doll for more than 30min till my HP batt was flat and yet, i have no inspiration at all -.- which is like the 1st time my mind felt blank of dunno wat image to capture. unlike other times whr thr're too many images to be capture till i dunno whr to start frm.

however, i managed to take some pic frm my initiation to sketch the main object in the so call "studio" and thr comes my inspiration, wooooh ~

as a photographer, we love to take everything we see around us and all these images can add up to at least 100 of them being capture just in a small amount of space, let say, in a room, like tody =)

- courtesy frm Ti -

me and alvi was being captured in their lens. loved to be in images so much so tt i posted for them tgt with my friend, alvernia & my big black shade as my item, it's kinda ridic frm being a photographer into a model, but i believe they did a good job =) thanks to these 2 photographer

tin's going CAAS

yeppy............... tin finally got a way not to give up her big big dream by internshipping with CAAS =)

anw, i've gotta go for an attachment @ e end of next sem for 3 mths, being a CNET student, other than CISCO, i guess i shld try going for intern @ CAAS as well =) in this case, i would not have to give up my dream but take a step towards my dream, to build my foundation very soon =)

with so many choices to choose frm CAAS, i'm still deciding on which field i shld go to, am considering Airport Operation Enhancement.

let's see by DEC =)

2hrs cls -.-

tot of skipping cls but my soul ask me to go to school and attend all classes on tuesday.

so being a good gal i listen to my soul and yet, thr's no lecture frm 4-6pm -.- i even brought the lecture notes with me cos i din wanna bring it to school initially. did my lab test and well, i think it's alrite? anw, shldnt have gone to school tdy, might as well take the re-test since i may be taking retest -..-

anw, headed home after school with a big packet of famous amos cookies.
sew some new products for my own label "TIN LOVE TIN" while checking out new music recommended by juice =)

i'll rather live my life than end it, thou it'll be a different perspective now and new dreams will be borned.

kinda tired of my life now knowing tt i shld give up on something i love a lot.... =( it's really a terrible feeling, it's the 2nd time now, probably i may feel it another 3rd time, or the 4th time or the 5th time? no one knows. but as long as i know how to handle these terrible feeling of mine, i believe that i will handle them well when it's the 3rd time, maybe by then, i may feel numb about it ...............

tin's tired

again, another monday -.- slpy, tin dun wanna wake up -.-

tired of my life, felt like ending it but i dun wan my friends to miss me FOREVER ..... -.- anw, i'll rather move to somewhr than going back to heaven, ltr God dun wan me and put me in hospital more worst -.- and i'll get scoldings la, advises la, complaning la, and more things frm the mouth than actions -.- ALAMAK~~~~~~

anw, took some time out after school for the first take @ substation @ 8pm, reload myself with energy again after some loacl films. guess it's noardcasting soon, bye bye

Augustine ah boy

-.- waited for more than 20 mins and he's still aways, alamak, tin wants to slp le.......

if not becos he wanna talk in msn, i would be burying myself under my blanket and slp like a pig.

ok la ok la, ltr augustine get upset, i say joke joke only k, dun angry hor boy =)

dunno wat was brought up durign day time and he wanted t talk in msn coshe was busy in day time, was selling cloths till 10 pm and usually, tin'll be throwing herself on bed after a cold bath, but tonite, she spent her time in-front-of e comp becos of him........... but any, i cant slp too, so excused =P

him not tt kinda him tt u readers are thinking about, it's just a friend of mine whom i din even talk to him face toface b4 -.- i can even forget who he is when he smiled at me tt monday -.- OMG, wat a memory i had.

ok now wat am i saying? anw, gotta slp now cos i'll hv a hard time waking up tmr at 8am for 9am cls, wat a time teacher, he chose a make-up cls frm 9am to 10am, cher, good timing ah =) hehehheheheheheheheheheheheeeee

gotta be a tedious day tmr, frm 9 to 5 -.- omg, i hate this hr, it's like office hr? and i'm too advent to live a life of office hr -.- anw, it's just timing la, so maybe going for exhibition after school shile "my" augustine gotta stay back in school for nite cls =) take care ah boy talk to u soon

Tin sell cloth

back to wisma after 2 weeks of "break"

kinda wanna quit but den i find it interesting tdy, not really tt bored but it's REALLY SUPER BUSY tdy till my storeroom was messed up with diff size of clothings.

all customers shopped in the late afternoon and tin gotta handle 2 customer @ a time whr one of them wanted a pink top while the other wanted a red long sleeve dress and a beach color shorts.

it's rather fun than tired bu t i love cooking coffee too =) heheeee...... tt;s why i did 2 partiming now.

possible to handle them tgt with school work with the help of my lovely clsmate/grpmate/ friend/woman : amanda. xie xie ni =D

anw am eating some delicious cookies tt i got frm taka just now. had sushi and cookies for dinner, know wat, i felt so blessed >.< haahahhaahhahaahhahaahaaaa eating makes tin forget a person and forget everything, ooopsss..... =)
got it frm cookies man @ B2, in between the foodcourt and the supermarket, nice, delicious, wonderful !

ok am crazy bout cookies bu ti really love cookies, especially Famous Amos, i can have it myself for the big big packet as my dinner, ok i know i'll gain weight but the fact is, i dun gain weight cos i'll be stuck in the bowl after drinking milk with cookies, wwoooooooohhhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~
hahahhahahhahahahahahahaahah, envious la gals? hehe, it depends on each and every human digestive system so thr's nth to envy la =)

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