2hrs cls -.-

tot of skipping cls but my soul ask me to go to school and attend all classes on tuesday.

so being a good gal i listen to my soul and yet, thr's no lecture frm 4-6pm -.- i even brought the lecture notes with me cos i din wanna bring it to school initially. did my lab test and well, i think it's alrite? anw, shldnt have gone to school tdy, might as well take the re-test since i may be taking retest -..-

anw, headed home after school with a big packet of famous amos cookies.
sew some new products for my own label "TIN LOVE TIN" while checking out new music recommended by juice =)

i'll rather live my life than end it, thou it'll be a different perspective now and new dreams will be borned.

kinda tired of my life now knowing tt i shld give up on something i love a lot.... =( it's really a terrible feeling, it's the 2nd time now, probably i may feel it another 3rd time, or the 4th time or the 5th time? no one knows. but as long as i know how to handle these terrible feeling of mine, i believe that i will handle them well when it's the 3rd time, maybe by then, i may feel numb about it ...............