made my way to casual poet this week, from the moment i climb the stairs, i felt tt i was brought back to whr i was 4yrs ago....
CHINESE CDs.... brought me back to sec sch's age of 14
rows of books on display, to be sold, read and touch
books are even laid near the feet, on the ground
one fo my favourite picture book,
photos kaki shld go thru it if u're at poet :)
they were re-arranging their stuffs when i arrived
the neat & tidy wooden desk & chairs
windows were never been change
while breezer & books stood by them
shadows of the window grill & a book
my favourite book w japanese words
a touchable reading material
another of eye candy
the book with chinese characters with lotsa picture
* the back page says tt the writer love the process of brewing a cup of coffee *
few more books left on a corner of e cafe
display of various objects on e left side of e cafe
myself
for a few minute, my soul wasnt with me. it was back in 2002, while my body was in 2009
i used to love chinese novels & graphic arts,
during my secondary school days.
as i wanted to get good grades for chinese,
and research for interesting graphics for my art assignment.
days by days, weeks by weeks,
i realised i fell deeply in love with them,
i cant leave them no matter what.
for those 3 years, i held them closely to me,
until i done O level chinese & graduated from sec sch.
no body knows how terrible it felt,
cold, solitude, dark,
i knew i shld have get out of tt type of life,
if not, i couldnt move on to the future.
good enough,
i put them aside, given up on reading chinese novels,
no more graphic books.
instead of doing my diploma Lasalle,
i went to NYP after one yr in Lasalle.
3 years have pass
lotsa things change as i grow up,
from a 14 yrs old stubborn teenager,
to a 21 yrs old wise adult.
non living things transform themselve over these years too.
i can say - they're much better than they were
i felt really bitterly sweet,
when i sat in casual poet for hours.
someone whom i used to think is important,
isn't important now.
tt was the year of Love at 1st sight in sec sch?we din get tgt, as it was a forbidden love.
i used to think of him to create new art pieces,
i am thinking of myself to created new images.
i used to read books to get better results,
i am reading books to bring myself into their world.
i quit going to places becos i want to move on,
i revisit places again becos i simply love the place.
i revisit places again becos i simply love the place.
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