Ideal Life

i shld have stayed in lasalle 3 years ago
despite i have BIG DREAM to fulfil

big dreams are still dreams
wouldnt i be more merrier in reality,
doing things i love eternally ?

as i ages,
i realised waz more important in MY LIFE is
FREEDOM
the theme is huge
EXACTLY.....
i want to do thing i LOVE
when everyone is opposing my actions

i always have a thought
if i'm an orphan,
wouldnt it be great?
i love days whr i wouldnt be worry bout financial matters
internet access are everywhere
i have a God to love me
i turn to him whenever i feel depressed, worried, sad
He's the only one who are able to help me,
spiritually - as he save us thru his son, Jesus Christ

i would have time out for myself,
neither do i need to call home nor be responsible
& my friends ,
i can find love around,
beside finding searching love within myself to love myself,
love from a stranger is better than own kin,
i experience that,
not saying bout the love from couple,
but just friends, friends who will be there when you
JUST NEEDED SOMEONE TO BE SITTING OR STANDING BESIDE YOU
AND NOT SAYING A WORD :)

probably readers may think tt i'm living a good life with my parent
i do admit i live a good life now with my parent
but i want a better life of MY OWN :)

thr're so much restriction tt one cannot imagine
someone ever told me tt life is short
i totally agree with him
cos u never know tt ur funeral maybe in the 4th day from now
accident may happens without knowing
so why not enjoy our life to the fullest,
doing things we love to do on the day itself,
even if i'm gonna be gone the next moment
i'll feel satisfied of wat i have enjoyed few minute,
before i go home with God

one thing i wanna do before God commands me home,
to be able to dance everyday for hours in dance studio,
club everynite with my lovely kakis,
i can dance even at nite in the clubs,
tt's wat i want in my life,
DANCE