Monday, July 19, 2010

I cant figure out why a pair of loving couple couldnt escape from a quarrel

I walked away from my seat to another .............

Trying my best not to do this

Waiting for him to take the initiative to hold my hand
Waiting for him to say "I'll move over to you next time"
Waiting for him to sayang me when I do not have mood to talk to him

Simple little things .........................
He did not do all the above at all.

He texted me this "I do so much for u. U sae I nv think 4 u".Yea, he did a lot but he DID NOT TAKE THE INITIATIVE at times when it's most important to do so :( which really dissapoint me a lot.


He did a lot for me but he did not put himself in my shoes and feel how i was feeling when he say those words.

He keep asking me to move over to me, he even pull my chair nearer to him, cos he want us to sit closer to each other. That's a childish act ! I prefer guys to take the initiative to move closer to me when he want no gaps bewteen us. I told him nicely, explain it to him. Wht i hear from him is "But i pull you nearer to me". I doesnt want him to pull me closer, i want him to move himself closer to me, cant he do that? I really have no mood for anything tonite................

I teared on fri midnite
The 1st tear for kelvin

I thought things will be better on sat, but i was wrong. He seems to bounce his words to me whenever I say something and he DID NOT EVEN REALISE that he's in the wrong. VERY VERY WRONG. Yet, he continue his mistakes for the whole night, denying wht he say and pretending by asking wht did he say wht did he say.

All i want is a mature relationship

All i want is the guy to take initiative
All i want is just a apologise after I say I dun like wht he say
All i want is just a hug after a quarrel

Who can fulfil this as my bf in the relationship ?

I'm so afraid that no one can

I've been taking initiative every time toward diff ppl, I really feel very tired and expect my bf to be stronger than me. Afterall, I'm still a girl who needs a support........................

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