RSAF 40th Anniversary Open house

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"when i need inspiration, all i have to do is look up at the skies. "



it's RSAF open house on 30th - 31st Aug!!!!
tin's so excited to go w/ alvernia and aloysious on sunday :)



it's been some years since i step onto Paya Lebar Air Base
it was the 1st time i stepped into their museum in 2005
tdy was my 2nd time leaving my footprints @ the base

i'm so impressed w/ the runway
as well as the space tt's exhibiting diff vocation of air force







on e way to eunos to meet alo

the strange thing was
i wasnt as excited as i were when i was 17
most probably i had known much of it & know wat i'm looking for
however
i did enjoy the trip w/ my boy & gal



some interestin label on the aircraft

tin wanna tear them down
they're like tattoo on the aircrafts


why's RSN logo here?













we're so fortunately to have the Black Knight pilots around
who were performing @ NDP 2008
lotsa ppl were getting their signature on the black knight unbrella
me and alvernia were taking picture w/ them
* images will be uploaded when alvernia send them to me :) *

not forgetting to take pictures of Black Knight in DETAILED

take a peep @.O
uni always start off w/ LOGO
so tin shall start off by showing the logo :)



the seat
can u imgaine, i'm only 10 steps to the seat :)





the side of the aircraft
where the missile is placed
it's removed due to safty reason as we, people, are going so near to the aircraft
so close till we're underneath the wing >.<



so close till we're able to touch the 2 button tt fire off the missile





so close till we're standing underneath the wing >.<





tired after walking so much and seeing so many diff helis & jets
ppl goes into helis to see waz inside
we went in helis to take a sit :) hurhur
funny thing was once we are seated down
i yelled it's comfortable!
& alo seems to get the joke and alvernia was laughing

TIN LOVES FREE & EASY HOLIDAYS !

nth beats the moment of hanging on e runway w/ friends :)

we're like going for holiday going to board the planes
which require us to walk along the runway



we've decided to walk the runway hand in hand
hurray!



cam whore alo and extra tin :p



alvernia, are u texting ur mum & dad tt u've reach the "airport"
hehe >.<



i've finally got a chance to sign up for a career talk tdy
& won myself a RSAF file frm the mini lucky draw





went to redeem my gifts w/ the post card tt air force sent me
so many postcard w/ so many gifts







tin's blessed gal
indeed, there was a blessing frm above
it rained heavily in the middle of the day
inside the hall



an eye for an eye, spot the different keke...



Mdm says no kissing is allowed at e base
e guy is scraching his head & tot wat we gals are doing ....

but the actual picture is this :)
hahahahahhahahahha!!!!



& we're running to the shelter to avoid the rain
went for dinner @ the F & B corner while waiting for the rain to stop
& ending up smelling like satay due to the smoke -.-



outside the F & B hall printed
"Republic of Singapore THE AIR FORCE ABOVE ALL "
w/ heli's propeller so near to it >.<



crowded inside the eating area
no seats :(

& alvernia getting her food to share w/ us :)



i've had 263 pictures to be uploaded >.<

up shots of aircraft's wheels & back
ppl do not have e chance to get near to them if they're not technician of air force
but we're lucky to touch it and get contact w/ our skin during this open house =)

















aircraft are lifted by their wings acting as a upward floatation force
however, thr're more of wat the actual wing is





close up of the wing of the plane when it's @ halt
it seems like the part of the wing is gonna break
but no, it's design to be in this way
so tt when the aircraft is up above, it will need to consider on the force,
the pressure of the air as well as the wind to fly
in this case, the wing will change it's shape to enable a better flying journey



lights can actualy pass thru :)



for people who is knows e 4 basic principle of aerodynamic
you may find the image below very familiar
very familiar to Lift

"Lift is a upward floatation force acting on planes"

for people who dunno wat are the 4 principle of aerodynamic
they're lift, force, drag & thrust



looks similiar isn't it? :)



next, guess e object the picute below
here u go ....



DO NOT SCROLL DOWN, KEEP GUESSING :)

for people who cant get the rite answer? try again :)
for people who alr know the answer, yep you're rite!
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it's a propeller of a heli













demo of missile config in 4 min

show off around the base






in need of the toliet, wat a big sign -.-






not sunny yea, not editing at all
cos it's b4 the rain image :)

a lovely trip
tin'll be here again soon =)





tin continue to fly

new day, new home

tin've finally for up t e new mosi @ arab street
heavenly place!

i fell in love with the layout!
it's a dream house i've been looking for :)

been a day
finally i get to get into e pool
tin misses NYP pool so much!
it rained in the late morning
stopped after 400 m
suppose to do situp
but it's raining real heavy
cont another 400 m after e rain

new friend talked to me
GUY -.-

i just wanna have peace in the pool
to re-arrange my well being
can i even swim in peace?

i mean it's in the water
ppl approaching me
but he's nyp student la
so nvm lor, talk to him lor
since he's alone and i'm alone as well
BUT I WANNA BE ALONE :)

anw
things are going fine tdy
baby is still baby w/ his camp thing
i'm finding my way back to my old home/ home to be

he called me
someone called me
i've been ignoring his call for mths
not wanting to meet up w/ him
but when i knew tt he's going oversea for a mth frm 9th sept
i kinda feel wasted
i mean he shld tell me earlier
so tt whenever he called saying he wanna see me
i can say yes :)

anw
met up w/ him just now 2045hrs
he's still e same

nth changes
sometimes
i'll be glad to see him again this weekends
it i have the time for him

seems like tin's getting better tdy
nope i'm not sick
but am sick of getting into troubles
thanks to Henry for wat u've said tdy
i agreed w/ you :)
thanks to AJ for being my listening ear at 2330 ytd :)

ok days still goes on
PT starts frm tdy tgt w/ dance cls
schedule for PT as of below
Tuesday: 800m - 1.6k swim
Wed: DC classes
Thursday: 4k run
Fri: 800m - 1.6k swim

weekends are for working :)
i need $$$ too ok

someone REALLY cares for tin - the sixth day

sometimes i would rather be his friend
knowing tt he still have somebody else
i'm happy for him as a friend
but as his someone else
i'm afriad i cant be tt generous

after a few times of ......
i guess i know how to set our priority rite
he is still a friend
i will feel happy for him for everything he do and choose

i guess....

i've hurt him by saying
"i say these for the sake of saying"

but who can understand the hurt tt he almost gave?

i dun wanna feel hurt, again
tt's e reason why i say
"i say for the sake of saying"
for defending myself, my feeling, my heart

at least this let me realised tt he is still a friend
whom i can talk about anything
everything, even personal things

i understand how he feels
or probably i dont understand

it's cold here
i bath w/ cold water
really freezing cold
tt's e way to freeze a person's feeling
however
the no matter how much cold water can freeze a human feeling
the skin is still be able to feel tt it's cold
cos skin have feeling afterall

reading thru his sms tt he sent for the 6 days
my heart sank
i mean sometimes,
things are not t be digged out
& buried again

after reading his texts
they gave me peace
they let me know tt someone REALLY care for me
frm the bottom of his heart
the fact was, i dun believe in anyone
but he is the one who let me know how to trust again

"i rather u don get injured"
he told me
one quote can have lotsa meaning
i believe wat he mean is tt
tt's why our r/s is still friends
one who worry for another

someone i truely once loved
let me realised HE REALLY CARES
by saying these
" becos the worry comes from the btm of my heart"
tt really touches and moves my heart

forgiveness

it's always a blessing
for knowing tt ur love one is still breathing
the heart of his/hers is still beating

disputes and hatred can dissapear one fine day
will everybody have a chance to wait for the day
where total forgiveness will be really "active" ?

i admit i hated him so much
he broke my heart 3 years ago
i was so naive to think tt she's his everything
till tdy, i realised tt they've been few weeks
in fact, they did not even hold hands at all

can u imagine?
i tot things were great between them tt year
to him, it's no big deal @ all, quarrel and ended up the r/s of his in 2005
i guess tt's the year

i deleted him frm my friendster list
including msn
cos i hated him
i mean i 've cont had him in my heart for a year
& after knowing he's attached, i was so upset
@ tt point of time la
i hated him for "hurting" me, thou it's not hurting directly

however.....
one fine nite
i had a nitemare
i dreamt tt my friend told me tt he passed away in a car accident
i witness the shattered glass window of a car
i tried to find his body
i tried to find him, hoping he's alive
i tried to look for his wake
@ least to attend his funeral to send him off his last journey
BUT I JUST CANT FIND HIM
i just cant see neither him nor his body and his wake

i woke up
i was so scared tt i walked into the living room to gave him a call
it rang, but no one answer the call
he's busy, i know & indeed HE IS BUSY
HE IS ALIVE!
@ tt pt, i realised tt i dun really hate him so much
i wanted to, at least, listen to his voice
so tt i can assume tt i've got a super scary nitemare

one nitemare tt's regarding him
appleased my emotion of hatred
isnt tt wonderful?
doing nth and full forgiveness is activated :D

if u wanna know who i'm talking bout
i'm refering to my baby :)

hurhur

BANG BANG

contact len trial

friends of mine know i dun wear contact lens
but i gave it a try tdy

representing imodel for the trial
it was my FIRST TIME wearing contact lens
trembling hands, watery lens

i had a difficult time of getting the lens on my pupils
ok i admit my eyes are REALLY SMALL
-.-

once i got them into my eyes
i can say tt i see no different of those 13 lens
but the brown len no.5 left a deep impression for me
classy tt suit my complexion
i was deeply attracted to the lens

a long session tdy frm 9.30 pm to 1 pm
headed to vivo w/ AJ for Jap band
rained heavily nth much to talk bout at the venue

no secrets to baby fling

secrets are not to be revealed

it's meant to be thrown away
* above sentence is just a joke *

however
sometimes, it's better to have no secrets with each other

somebody enlighten me
secrets are sometimes, to be shared
it'll act as ur extra info for others to know you
or rather for your love ones to know

since secrets are told
every sentence we said
had became naked for the other
nth to be hiden
just pure sentences which send the messages directly and clearly across

it seems tt everything turns out to be real now
nth's too fantasy anymore

feelings
it is meant to be there, no hiding, no guessing

someone let me realised that sex isnt anything serious
nor something to be hidden
waz the definition of a virgin?
if the membrance is still there....

i admit tt %^&*^#$%^
my membrance IS STILL THERE
meaning I AM STILL A VIRGIN !
does tt means tt i lied to you
saying tt i'm a virgin?

pls
if you can give oral sex
i guess i'm way too much for wat i've done

so why am i still asking stupid question
considering the fact tt i've know the answer
you've hinted me so clearly, even gave me an answer
and yet i'm still asking
isnt tt stupid?

"to adjust my feeling towards you and believe that you are still e someone who i knew and familiar for 8.5 years"

since we know wat each other had done in these 2 years
waz thr to hide?
indeed, waz thr to hide?

i''ve change frm wat i used to be in sec sch
whr i was still a simple gal
to someone who have so much secrets to hide
changing to someone who's wierd
someone who goes for wat she wants
someone who is deeply in love with
contemp art, contemp dance
fine art photography

guess, nth's big deal for me
dreams are just dreams'
i've just gotta accept the moment i'm living in

let's not go back to square one
but move on
no one's going back to 4 years ago
but we are just continueing the feelings frm tt year
fact that we all are moving
no one is going back anymore
we're bringing our memories tgt to move on
tt's it :)

sound easy
yes it is
i've always live free and easy
tt's me after sec sch
tt's me after the last time i saw him

i dont wanna get into unnecessary guessing anymore
it's tiring

therefore
a fling is only a fling
he's STILL A FRIEND
he will never able to step ahead to be my boyfriend
he BEHAVE LIKE A BOYFRIEND
DO THINGS THAT A BOYFRIEND DO
& he's yet a boyfriend
as simple as that
if i still dont get the definition
den i'll quit being his fling for good
no pressure
once thr's pressure, QUIT !

baby
you'll always be my FRIEND
although you are now my fling

still a friend for me to share my troubles
someone to depend on after break up
isnt it tt better?

my baby

baby gave me 6 invisible kisses ytd .....
additional dunno how many kisses at nite

tin finally got her pictures ALL uploaded in FB
hurray! time to return wat shld be return

shld i take baby's word for real?

i mean i'm not doubting him
but i just dun wanna spend my energy on fake promises
& fake sentences

well

he told me he meant it for every sentence he said to me :)
tt's pretty sweet

u see readers
added some sweetness recently for
8.5 years of friendship have somehow
5 years of waiting to be tgt
2.5 years not no contact

it's kinda coincident
it's like the end of education
den we're meant to be tgt
does education hindle our sparkling life?

i guess it's concerntrating on edu b4 moving on to other things

so tired now
gotta go lala land to meet up w/ him
nites ppl

recovering memories

human souls drifted away after sometimes
people left
things are gone
will memories dissapear as well?

it will
however, it will come back
the cells, aiding w/ familiar songs

seducing the future

abandon the past
tt's wat ppl tend to do
when things happen

however
dreams and passion are always there
forever visible
like a tattoo
they'll never go away

an evening w/ lyn to be escaped frm the world of island





restroom is a place for me to take pictures.....
i love toliets >.<

changed fb webby

facebook changed it's webby this midnite

take a peep :)

a chore when things got changed overnite
boxes are all at a tab
information another tab
photos another tab

it makes the whole composition neater
less than 3 clicks to the page we want
a rule for web designing

tin loves the new facebook webby :)

hurt

the truth is everybody is going to hurt you
you just have to decide who is worth the pain

secrets

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
LOVELY PEOPLE
a post tt's dedicated to him
my baby :)

FOR PEOPLE WHO DUN LIKE IT TO BE SWEET
THERE'S BITTERNESS SOMEWHERE
SEARCH FOR IT :)

FOR PEOPLE WHO LIKE EXTRA SWEET
INDULGE YOURSELF TILL THE END :)

"we've no secrets"
tt's wat he told me :)

thinking of tt
yep we dun have any secrets
i'll tell him everything bout me
w/ no fear :)

it was the 3rd kiss he gave
since we were tgt
one day?

hmmm...... frm the start

"i love you"
the sentence i texted him 3 years go
"tell her that i love her too"
he replied 3 years ago

does the love for the both of us still there?
is it hiding? love, where are you :) ? or...
waiting for me to complete my tertiary education
before anything serious about love starts?

misses me
someone actually misses me and smsed me
"i miss you"

it was just in time after the jap film entitled "the milk woman" ended
for the last part of the film
i tot of him :) sweet
he knew i'm at the film
gave me few mins of silent
and consequently texted me when he missed me too much

met up w/ lyn for st james
"going home?" he asked
nope going to gals talk
bout wat guys can do to gals during sex

ermmm
yep he did ask if i'm a virgin, lotsa times
wat if i am & wat if i'm not?

wat if he is & wat if he's not?
will sex bring us closer than we were in sec sch? :)

i always believe tt love is innocent
but becos of him
i realised that love can be innocent, pure and naughty
it's not wat we do
but it's wat we feel

if we're comfortable w/ each other
why not?

sometimes, gals are shy
BUT only to guys they really love
or rather, like :)
thr he is telling me not to be shy
wat a cute guy :)

some ppl says it wont last long
after he gets into you
he'll move away
but to me
he's just someone whom i treated him as friend
i might never let him get deep into me thou...

is it true tt guys cant live well w/out sexual relationship?
probably they just need to satisfy their needs
it's normal tt they want it
it's not normal tt they do it

some may feels tt it's too personal to talk about
some says it's alrite
tin says
it's perfectly alrite and normal
it's only the way you talk about it
no one get harms
everyone shld feel comfortable to share thing tt shld be shared
but not too detailed :) hehe

it was scary on e 1st day
cos i hate e feeling of wat i felt in my 1st r/s
it sucks
but the fact tt he's someone i knew for 8 years & 8 mths
3102.5 days approximately?
tt's a digit
known for more than 3000 days
& are tgt now
isn't it wonderful?

was thinking if he's the guy i'll be living w/
on my way home on e expressway
i felt easy
it seems to be true enough to get married to him

:)

well, if u manage to read this

tin just wan to let you know tt
thr's still little love left for us :)
thou it's been 4 years

p.s. promises are meant to be broken?

if yes, tin shall break 5 promises tt he made to me
if not, we shall trust our words and do it :)

1. Lunch for prata @ thomson
2. Lychee freeze at my house
3. Get into YFC (Youth Flying Club) upon my graduation frm NYP
4. Semi formal Dating
5. Overnite stay outside

another 2 more weeks
he'll be released frm the island
ermm, he's in bmt now :)

swwet enough to say tt i dun feel tt i'm waiting
but more of missing him
which turns out to be my new hobby lately :)

he's asleep now
& i've gotta slp too
nitey ppl

tin ablance

type something regarding balancing in e afternoon

but due to some error
the post cant be posted :(

however
guess God have helped me w/ it

main reason of why i cant do this and tt is becos
i din know how to balance my life
w/ someone to miss now
dancing and sketching are standing aside
which they're important part of my life

whenever i watch film
i think of him
whenever i sketch
i think of him
whenever i dance
i saw him in e mirror -.-
* shy *

was in e cab home frm st james
a song was played
tt reminds me of the past in 2004
e last time we met each other
e last time we said goodbye
* bitterly sweet*

nobody knows tt we'll be tgt
perharps in a complicated relationship
cos none of us wanna get hurt

he's like someone who'll be thr for me whenever i feel sad
indeed it's true
he was the 1st person i called after my 1st breakup in 06
thou one promise was broken
4 more promises were made this year

i dunno if i shld treat these promises seriously
but i guess
i shld treat them well
not too serious, not too lightly

4:33

i cant be bothered by it
it's like a waste of energy
not a waste of time

helicopter is flying pass above my house
plane zoom passed few hrs ago

it was tight
yet it loosen

feeling are real

but i'll prefer it to last longer
not too exciting

sounds like wat you're thinking
it's not
yet to start
but it seems to be ending soon
..... ...... ......
waz e next min
i dunno & dun wish to know
cos now'll lead to the next min :)

1.30pm - new fling

new fling @ 1.30pm
probably we just need someone near

perharps we just need a hug
maybe we are the onlyone for each other

dance seems so far frm me
no, it have yet to start
flying seems impossible frm now
no, i have yet to get it

it may ends
it may last
does it matter to me?

i think so
i dun think so

will it turn out to be a thing?

i have no idea
maybe, mabe not

it's really madness
fortunately i have time for these nonsense now
or decision rather than nonsense

Last Paper + Last BF

i've done my last exam paper
network & server security

thou it's a elective module
but i love it so much
cos all i need to know about are vey logical
th'r isnt too much of memorising
but rather understanding
din study much ytd

one secret of tin
her crush texted her n4 she went for her exam
a total of 10 hours of texting and replying her crush

oops, i shld say he's my ex-crush
two and a half years
we din really keep in contact thou we're in the same school
probably he dun have my new no.and i din really send sms to ppl of my no number

i din have tt strong feeling left for him
after two and a half yearsbut strangely
i tot of him b4 my 1st paper
the fact tt i will think of my past b4 sleeping b4 my1st paper
he was thr in my mind ouf of sudden

kinda happy and excited
is like wat i felt in 2004
tt's like 4 yrs ago thing

rmbed he asked waz our relationship in msn in 2003i told him just friends
he asked again in 2003
my reply is still the same
this time, he asked again of waz our relationship
i wanted to say just friends
but i cant say it out
probably it's time to be tgt?
perharps fling only?

i mean i dun wan anyone to get hurt
since i like him so much so tt i actually waited for him for a year
knowing it's impossible

anw
i've not into any relationship for this sem
cos i'm tired of those lies and fake lovebut here he is
God gave him to me 1 day b4 my final papershld i be tgt w/ him
or shld i not

putting my bf critiria aside
talk abou feeling
i guess he's the one i may spend my life
fullstop

FB adorability

received messages frm these 2 cute ppl


as if i dun wanna meet up w/ you -.-

i give u my no. so tt u can call/text me :)

somehow and somewhere
thr'll still be innocent and polite ppl
i love these online friends
cos they're true in watever they ask and say
ons of love for you ppl !


it's abit late but birthday alarm alarm us of Nation's 43rd Birthday :)
cool yea?

Rainy Days - Naive / Brillant

i always loves rainy days

as a kid
i tot rainy days were time for play

as a teenager
i think rainy days are for shopping

as a young adult
i always think that rainy days are for

photography, gals talk, afternoon tea, ballet, lychee freeze
window shopping

be it wonderful or desperate

i always think that rainy days are great

a weather tt make most ppl sleep

falling asleep for most ppl arent a easy thing
gals will not feel humid after hrs of shopping frm one mall to another on the street

rainy days often reminds me of self-being

human shows they really care only w/ the proof during this days

whether they care to share an unbrella

whether they care to ask, "where are you going?"

these ppl often warms my heart
at the traffic lights, under a building shelter

rainy days are a great day for missing the love ones

for ppl who deserve to be missed :)

rainy day belongs to everyone

however

mostly everyone hate it

rainy day belongs to tin

she'll thank God for a wonderful weather

a weather tt stays w/ us for days
a weather tt stays w/ us for hrs

a weather tt stays w/ us for minutes

scientific terms aside

for the time being

i love to see my school pond almost flooded w/ rain water

wondering when will the pond be over flow w/ water
i guess tt's a impossible scenerio

rain drops kisses the face gently
fall on the cheek & the lips
finally reaching the ground and say
"thanks for the surface so i din gotta drop directly onto the ground
which is fiercely dumped"

tinalways fell in love w/ rainy days