someone REALLY cares for tin - the sixth day

sometimes i would rather be his friend
knowing tt he still have somebody else
i'm happy for him as a friend
but as his someone else
i'm afriad i cant be tt generous

after a few times of ......
i guess i know how to set our priority rite
he is still a friend
i will feel happy for him for everything he do and choose

i guess....

i've hurt him by saying
"i say these for the sake of saying"

but who can understand the hurt tt he almost gave?

i dun wanna feel hurt, again
tt's e reason why i say
"i say for the sake of saying"
for defending myself, my feeling, my heart

at least this let me realised tt he is still a friend
whom i can talk about anything
everything, even personal things

i understand how he feels
or probably i dont understand

it's cold here
i bath w/ cold water
really freezing cold
tt's e way to freeze a person's feeling
however
the no matter how much cold water can freeze a human feeling
the skin is still be able to feel tt it's cold
cos skin have feeling afterall

reading thru his sms tt he sent for the 6 days
my heart sank
i mean sometimes,
things are not t be digged out
& buried again

after reading his texts
they gave me peace
they let me know tt someone REALLY care for me
frm the bottom of his heart
the fact was, i dun believe in anyone
but he is the one who let me know how to trust again

"i rather u don get injured"
he told me
one quote can have lotsa meaning
i believe wat he mean is tt
tt's why our r/s is still friends
one who worry for another

someone i truely once loved
let me realised HE REALLY CARES
by saying these
" becos the worry comes from the btm of my heart"
tt really touches and moves my heart