trust in who?

how terrible it felt when the person u care bout
think tt u dun care and scolded u off harshly?



i tot everything will be fine
after hours, after 9 hours
but things get worst

it's the 1st time he scolded me
i dun give a damn and walked out of e house
like no one else's business
but who knows tt my heart is breaking so terribly
as if i'm attending someone's funeral?

saying tt i do not care
saying tt i only know how to enjoy myself outside
HELLO! if i dun care bout the home
why shld i go home? thou i wanna stay out so much
if i do not care, shldnt i be keeping silent once i reach home
why am i calling the both of you when i reached home?
DADDY & MUMMY,
I'M HOME !

i've alr gave in so much, & still giving in
knowing tt u guys only have one child
and tt both of u dotes me so much
but i just cant understand why both of you wanted back so much
far too much frm me
if tt's the case, dun gimme a life!

they do not gimme life
God gaves me life 20years and nine mths ago
she can get miscarriage now and then
not bearing me
but since she gave birth to me
shldn't she be happy bout me?
considering tt i'm the only child?

misunderstanding occurs since primary school
getting bad in sec sch
getting even worst now....

if they dun wan me to care
den shut up and live on
dun expect too much frm me anymore
the more i wanna put some effort into the family
the more i get irritated
by those words said, harshly

since u do not like wat i do
the TRUE care and concern
dun expect me to go home every festival to have dinner tgt
dun expect tt i'll stay w/ you guys till i get married
in fact, I DO NOT WISH TO GET MARRIED

i'm old enough to take care of myself
do not control too much of me
BECAUSE
kids WILL grow up
the both of you shld know