stop or let go?

tin's letting go of something?
or perharps, stopping things frm happening?

it's been a lovely holis last week w/ new friends
how shld tin put it
thing ends every one week
#$%#$&%^
ok bull shit, in the right way
is r/s ends after a week
ex-baby-fling is one of a good example :)
#^$%&*^&%
wrong again
ok nvm, i guess God doesnt want me to reveal the truth
just tt i dun wanna be a devil, tin wants to be a angel
an angel to herself, full stop

rather put it this way
she doesnt wan to see things tt she dun like
dun like to feel the feeling tt she dun like
doesnt wanna touch things she hate
dun wanna talk bout things tt freaks her out

tin still wanna live her life for God
but why is she feeling tt she's doing thing tt she dun like
tt God wants her to do
isnt it suppose to end after a week?
i doubt so......

However, she got enlightened
tin always love physical test
but as she grows old
she hates it, especially running -.-
but she's going for nafa tmr & aiming for good grade for all stations :)
kim dun find it surprise cos i'm lazy to go nafa tt time
but since i'm going tmr, let's do our best, shall we

PEACE ;)